i had a girlfriend for two years. she broke up with me like a month ago but we've had to live together until now because she had a work thing. i'm like 4 hours from never seeing her again because i'm going away for work tomorrow morning and she's moving out before i come back.
is there anything i can say? ;-;
i don't want her to stay because she's unhappy in our current living arrangement because of all the other flatmates and some other stuff to do with me but i want her to let me go with her
>>26344719 I'm suffering from the worst feels :( There is no hot water in the bathroom and nobody to bitch about it :( There is also nobody to warm me up in there and I don't know anyone I feel safe to ask :(
I lost a bet to a co-worker and was suppose to treat her to something like buy her chocolate or some shit. Instead, I ended up on a date with her and I've got another date with her tomorrow. I don't even have feelings for her.
I feel like I'm leading her on, which isn't my intention
>>26344719 I've been drinking smoothies every day since Christmas and it's really doing a number on me. I just took a shit an hour ago and it came out like a thick as shit smoothie. It clogged up the toilet and I spent probably a good 30-40 minutes plunging the toilet
>>26344719 i fell in love to a girl. i cant take it anymore. i cant even make eye contact with her. she's so perfect (beautiful, cute, clever) and i'm fucking shy, stupid, lazy, unmotivated. I CANT HOLD IT. I FUCKING FEEL EMPTY. MY LIFE IS LIKE UPWARD DOWN. what the fuck is happening. i want to kill myself. i cant look for another person. i imagine finding a different girl, yeah, she might look gorgeous and be as good as this one, BUT GOD FUCKING DAMN IT SHE WILL NEVER BE IDENTICAL. i cant get her out of my mind and brains. WHAT THE FUCK. i want to cry, i dont know what happened. i dont think i will ever forget her even if i find someone else. how will i live like that having wife/gf and thinking about "the one"? i feel fucking nothing. i feel my body empty like bottle of wine. i have feels for HER. but i dont feel anything else. its like the whole surrounding disappeared. SEND HELP
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>>26344719 Just came out as bi (guy) to discover that in my fucking little town there's a lot more amount of lesbians than gay guys. >tfw no gay bar or gay anything >tfw you'll never have a boyfriend in the near future
>be with gf for 6 years >she goes abroad to study for a year >cheats on me >we break up >we lived together at her parents place >cant find a new decent place because its literally impossible in the winter >have to live here surrounded by her belongings >sad as fuck
>have a massive crush on musical partner >she's constantly manipulating >sometime think we're really hitting it off >sometime she's ignoring me like crazy >constantly feel used >cant even back up of the project because we're getting media coverage and are moving in our careers >constantly under emotional stress >just want to be with her but cant do shit
>have tons of shit to do >did not even start doing them >deadlines approaching >cant make myself start on them
Cunt gf who acted like the warmest light in my life cheated on me since the beginning of the relationship. We would watch anime, we would draw.and play animal crossing together, have fun happy sex which was 40% jokes and laughing together.
Then I find out that she cheated because I wasn't seeing her enough, but it was her request that we not see each other so often anyway. The thing that really sets me off is that it wasn't the sex, because we had sex plenty, it was the emotional shit. We had planned to go skating for a while, and then when I find out she cheated, she posts pictures of her going skating with the other guy.
I don't think I can really trust someone anymore like that, I did what I thought would make me the perfect guy and she ends up being a shitty person with no excuse whatsoever.
Whats worse is how the other guy knew we were together and sleeping, and he is still staying with her like it doesn't change anything, he wanted her out to the point of being OK that me and her slept together. I'm so fucking angry right now that I'm tired, I'm tired of being so angry.
I'm just laying in my bed knowing I won't trust or look at a girl the same way, I can't trust anyone and I can't emotionally invest myself.
>try to improve myself by writing >everytime I open Microsoft Word I just minimalize it and start browsing 4chinz >close the document >feel bad about it >sudden kick of motivation >repeat And here I am, stuck in hell
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