>tfw watching all these movies where people have best friends or a close group of friends
>realize I've never had a close friend all my life
Yeah, mostly sad ones and ones that behave kinda like humans.
I feel ya. I'm only in high school and honestly, people having a close group of friends seems like a movie meme. I don't know anyone here who have more than shallow friendships with the exception of people who have known each other since kindergarten.
>Do you think 19 is too late to make life-long friends?
You have not developed proper relationship/interpersonal skills from not having friends/relationships with others growing up as a child throughout your early, mid and late teens. Why do you think you will suddenly have the skills/abilities to make friends now? You're literally years behind your peers. It's over bro. Your best option is to go to some kind of gathering of social retards to learn the skills you should have learned whilst growing up. Even then truth be told you'll never fully be able to recreate that experience in your late teens/adult years. Your brain has already pretty much formed now. It's GG no RE bro. Sorry to be the one to tell you that but you might as well hear it now from someone like me who knows what's up.
It is pretty good desu
Maybe being a edgelord helps, but i always liked this felling, the only people that gave some sort of love was my family but i had to abandon they too
The fact that i will die alone is the only thing keeps me sane today
Dubs confirm. If you couldn't make friends in high school, what makes you think you can do it in college? People aren't that different from each other overall, it's not like you'll find different kinds of people in college who'll be easier to make friends with. Somewhere along the line your brain got messed up and you don't have the ability to be social. Too bad so sad.
Well, I have friends but they're just "friends". We hang out sometimes in and outside of school. It's just that it's a really shallow friendship and we never really "clicked". If I found someone who is more similar to me we might be able to become close friends.
>You have not developed proper relationship/interpersonal skills from not having friends/relationships with others growing up as a child throughout your early, mid and late teens. Why do you think you will suddenly have the skills/abilities to make friends now? You're literally years behind your peers. It's over bro.
Finna lay down and rot bruh. I haven't had any online or irl friends in 5 years and I'm 20 now. I probably would've killed myself by now if I didn't have the internet for some type of human interaction.