Who /never happy/
I just wish i had friends or somebody to talk to
I'm /always bored/ but I think that's just a manifestation of /always sad/
Legitimately haven't enjoyed anything for 15 months. I've gone on every medication you can think of and I've been to countless counsellors and not a single thing has made me feel even remotely better. Nothing I have no interests of desires and when bad things happen to me I don't even react any more. Sometimes it gets so bad that I just lay in bed for 16 hours from the moment I wake up to the moment I go to bed, not even getting up to eat or shit or open the curtains or anything. I just lie there. Getting onto r9k is a big step for me but even still I'm not interested in anything. I can honestly say that if I won the power all lotto id just lay in bed all day and hire someone to make me food
If this keeps up until June I'm planning on killing myself but I'm not sure if I'd even have the motivation to do that.
I have been there :( and once of the things I have learned is that sadly there is no way to help a depressed person no matter how much you want to :( there is no fighting depression, that's true :( and people don't get it at all :p you aren't going to feel better just because you lift :p I personally best my depression by growing as a person :) I had to accept myself for who I am and the people around me and even the world :p you eventually come to the realization that it's not that bad at all :(
I'm /always bored/ as well.I have no motivation to do anything,i'm literally dead inside.
You have us though.
>tfw total furfaggot
>tfw only Skype friends
>tfw I prefer Skype of physical contact
This ,even vidya dosen't feel like the way it used before