I don't want to do anything anymore. There's just no point.
I don't feel depressed or suicidal. I just don't want to do anything.
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To a lesser degree it will affect you, but however many times you masturbate to pornography you are still overloading your dopamine(brain chemical for reward and pleasure) levels through all the variations of porn and different bodies which creates over stimulation in your brain.
Going outside usually just makes me feel worse. All these people walking outside have somewhere to go. I'm just walking for no reason. And seeing other people with their friends and their qt gfs is just depressing.
Me either. I don't really enjoy anything (except sneezing, I concluded, I still find that satisfying, although I'm not sure that's grounds to continue existing.)
Honestly, I'm blessed with half-decent people around me, gay sex whenever I please (low libido though), and no real financial hardships, even though I don't work.
I'm just tired of living entirely. I do not appreciate who I have become, I am a shadow of my former self.
I know that feel, OP. I feel like there's no point in anything I do. No matter what I do, I know I'm going to fail at it, so everything seems useless. But on the other hand, I do wanna kill myself.
pls someone kill me already
>tell myself I could never be happy in a relationship
>fully realize how awful my social skills are
>afraid of everything, don't like being outside, not masculine or funny, etc.
>I could not be a more obvious candidate for permanent singleness and aloneness
>still feel that void of affection and love
I know this feel all too well, I don't know why I bother going on living tbqh
Watch this video and understand that this is what you are. Then learn to resent that this is what you are and become something else.
It worked for me but I don't know if it will have the same effect on others...