What is it like to have a normal heterosexual male sexuality? When you see a cute girl, what thoughts do you have and what do you feel?
when I see a cute girl all I can do is imagine what a bitch she must be in real life. How many men she's stood up, how many drunken benders she's had, how she must have fucked her boss for a raise or a teacher to get a passing grade, how she must spend all her time on instagram taking selfies and being passive aggressive towards all her female friends, and how she's probably had an abortion.
Well I'm bi so I'm not sure if I can answer that question :p
It's pretty much the same but different :) I assume there is more than one way to be attracted to a girl the same way there is more than one way to be attracted to a boy :)
Personally in find boys more exciting :p and cuddly and cute :p while women are more hot :p
Mani bi people complain that they can't stand a relationship with a woman and incan totally see that tho :)
I think of how nice it would be to have an intimate relationship with her, and see her smile and laugh at what I've said and for her to want to be around me. It all comes crashing down when I realize that they are in a higher caste than I, and all I can do is watch them walk away, never realizing how highly a complete stanger thinks of them.
Then i realize that they can have their pick of the litter, and like every PE class, I'll be at the bottom of the barrel.
>if I'm feeling horny I imagine coming home after a hard days work and her waiting for me in bed wearing some slutty lingerie
>if I'm feeling lonely I imagine what she smells like and what her hand would feel like inside mine
>if I'm feeling literally anything else I look at her, think oh there's a cute girl and 2 moments later she's forgotten
for me, I always make scenarios in my head. Usually it goes from talking and getting to know her as well as hangout. The next scenario is me taking her out on a date" whether its somewhere to eat, a movie or even the park. If we're sitting down anywhere I also imagine that she leans on me. I don't know if you've seen it but there's a Coca Cola commercial that pretty much shows what goes through my mind when I see a cute girl.
It's the one where a guy and girl are at a carnival and are having the time of their lives together my life is empty
I feel that I would like to know her and become close to her; yet, at the same time, I feel sad and lonely, from knowing that she would never feel that way about me. To her, I simply do not exist.