Me and my bestfriend got high and were listening to music. We start listening to Cage the Elephant and we look up the song shake me down. The video is about a guy who all of his friends are dead, and we came to the realization that that's going to happen to one of us, and it'll probably be him. I felt like such a selfish asshole that I was going to abandon him and I just started bawling.
>>26335465 I messaged a really cute girl and I realized everything that I was saying wasn't with the meta and she brushed me off... its really sad because i want to get laid so badly its been 2 years and I get so close and something always happens and I fail, if it wasn't for my parents I would probably woulda blown my brains out
I wish I could fucking cry. My life is literal fucking dog shit and everything fills me with anger. Crying would be cathartic, but no matter what I do to make myself cry, I always end up getting mad because it fails.
>>26335465 Looked at myself in the mirror while fapping and I realized that no matter hoe much work I put into my body or mind, that I will never be attractive to nor satisfy a woman Realizing that for all the times I've said I'm going to die alone wasn't just mantra or self-pity, but solid fact
Earlier today I talked to my mom about my dad for the first time since I was a kid. She told me about him and their relationship.. I used to cry to her every night when I was 5-8; "I want my daddy back"
I'm terrified of taking to my mom. I'm so uncomfortable around her. Honestly it felt so good though, to talk about something real and feel genuine overwhelming emotion again
My fucking retard friend that I grew up playing sports with OD'ed on heroin this morning. He was so gifted in school and sports but we grew apart in high school when he got into drugs and crime. Ill miss him
Just another night of sleeping alone in a single-mattress sized bed, in my father's house, waking up to another week of an "engineering" job that entails no engineering, struggling to overcome my issues of substance abuse, while pursuing my dreams of a career in robotics, just wishing I could be sociable enough to have a female companion in my life again.
It's hard having the only people in your corner be your parents, who are each year getting older, and getting closer to being dependent on you while you all know it.
Every night before I give myself to unconscious slumber, I weep thinking about these things. Caught somewhere between wishing for the life I had the strength to live, and wishing that I will sleep peacefully forever.
>>26335465 my dog died in october, that was the last time I cried.
I hardly cry though, im numb to a lot of things, mostly people, people dont make me feel anything anymore. Its fucked up, I used to be the exact opposite, I cared about everyone, tried to love everyone, tried to be as nice as humanly possible to everyone. I prided myself on having infinite empathy. Thats all gone now though, ive met way too many shitty people to give a fuck anymore. Its sad though honestly, I want the love back.
>be me >be degenerate scum >yesterday >grocery shopping >see cute little girl, about 5yo >immediately begin imagining life together, playing with her, teaching her things >see her later in checkout line >she looks at me and smiles while holding her mother's hand >feel so ashamed >go to Taco Bell >order 20$ worth of garbage >sit in car in a walmart parking lot as I eat it all and cry
My younger brother in law died in a car accident a few weeks ago. I cried a few times, but i really tried to keep it together for his 5 siblings as I was planning the funeral. The funeral was Jan 27th and it just all came out there. It's still raw and awful, but my life is back to normal, but I don't think his sisters will ever really recover, especially having lost their mother so young.
I'm a teacher, I accidentally dropped a desk on a kid's face the other day, he had to get stitches and his front tooth was knocked out. I cried more than him, it fucking killed me. Kicker? The kid lied to get me out of it, I agreed with the lie, and slipped the kid 95 bucks on the dl. I am a scum bag.
I got a letter today saying im losing my autismbux because i didnt report something or reported it wrong. I wont know what it was until tomorrow. If they even reinstate it , it wont be until April. I have no backup money to cover rent. This is 2 days before my GED test for language arts. 4 days before I need to go to the doctor and get my liver tested because someone gave me Hep C.
Too much going on. It all sounds like one big joke when I read it. My life is a joke. Im this much of a stupid pleb, yet I still thought I could get into a good school for robotics. Yeah right.
>>26335465 I can't remember the last time I cried. I came pretty close when my dog got hit by a car because of my sister's negligence. I brought him back, my best friend's blood painted my hands red. I laid him down so my family could see him, he had already passed and his eyeball was slightly protruding from his eye socket. I began digging the grave in my backyard, maybe it was a coping mechanism or something. I saw my dad cry for the first time. Hurts that I wasn't able to cry with them.
This is pretty weird considering I never cry about movies. I vaguely remember crying to Lion King as a kid. >amazing spider-man in a theatre >crane scene, which is a retarded and a shitty scene >get watery eyes >blame it on being tired >watch it again at home >watery eyes at the same scene
>asm2 in a theatre >Gwen dies >watery eyes >watch it again at home >burst to full blown weeping when Gwen dies
I don't understand. I don't even like the movies, they're hardly anything I expect from a Spidey movie as a comic book fag but those scenes just tell my brain to start crying.
>>26339130 That snapping sound with Gwen made me feel pretty bad. I never read any comics so I had no idea she would end up dead. That scene itself was pretty good since it looks like he can reach her but nope. Fug, I need to watch it again to be sure it was shit and I wasn't just riding on /tv/ opinions.
My emotions are fucked. I tear without fail at anything remotely kind and on the other side of it I don't even blink when someone I know dies. I wouldn't even say I'm sad or in any form upset but that doesn't stop me.
German there. My friend took me by force to Carnival saying pal you so sad let's have some fun and that one girl you like will be there. >group of 50 people >know noone >see this girl >suddenly start drinking as much as I can >after an hour I'm so fucking drunk I can't walk properly >search for girl crying her name loud whole time >she is clearly disgusted and says I should fuck off >drink even more >become angry >punch random guy into face and get beaten up by three or so people for that >police officer puts me into next train and I drive home >on the way vomit in train >must pay 20 eurodollars for violating peace in train or something like that >fall down at least three times on the way home >fall asleep in the bath when I finally arrive Believe me or not, I should've never gone there in the first place. Robots can't into social events.
>>26340309 >friend Not real friend. More like a guy who seats near me in university and is always nice to me. >tumblr First picture found in google. >German men are fined for throwing up on trains, but Muslims can rape women on trains and it's fine True. Fuck this country, each new day there makes me want to kill myself even more.
The other day me and my only friend went out to the pictures to watch the Peanuts movie. Ending made me go silent for a few minutes afterwards because like Charlie Brown I also have a redhead I'm still obsessed over despite she dumping me 3+ years ago. Think of her every day.
Anyways so we come out of the theater, go out to a park, and I just start bawling my eyes out about how I'm trying so hard to be better and how much wiser I am compared to the me of 3 years ago but it's not paying off. I got back into college, learned to drive, to cook, took up music and martial arts, went to the shrink, and improved so much yet still I feel alone and hung up.
At the end of the movie, the little redhead likes Charlie Brown because she admires his selflessness and his determination, praises him as an honest, caring, and compassionate person. I try so hard to be kind and warm and self-reliant but it's all a farce. I'm getting really tired of trying.
>>26340422 IKTF. You'll find someone eventually. Though, at some point in your evolution, you'll find that you don't really need someone else, merely that it would enhance your experience. You'll develop standards, because you yourself are of a high caliber,
Nah. I'm too much of a dependent cunt now. Used to be different. Back then I was really uncaring but after she turned up I felt genuine happiness. I've never felt anything like that. If I can't feel like that again then there's nothing else worth living for.
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