>become intoxicated on some sort of substance
>taking the cd out and putting in a new game
That's what it feels like. I'm drunk right now. Lots of dumb shit is easily put into perspective. You don't understand what people mean by "that guy's an alcoholic" until you actually experience it. You hear about drunk driving, you see people drunk in media, you see liquor at the store and you don't think nothing of it. Hell, you probably read or skipped this post thinking nothing of it.
You see some drunk guy represented in media, or you hear somehing bad about alcohol and how you're not supposed to drink when you're pregnant. You never think about what it's like, you just assume.
But when you're slightly drunken it all makes sense. The game changes. You realize your place in the universe and you realize you want to be somewhere else.
Then you're there....
I've done an assorted medley or drugs more than few times before.
The thing is that I only bother to think about it when I'm actually under their influence. I'll wake up in the morning back to my regular self. In a horrible cold and lonely world.
>tfw alcohol makes everything ok, at least for a little while
>I'll wake up in the morning back to my regular self. In a horrible cold and lonely world.
sounds like my MDMA comedowns after feeling like chad under the influence. Then I wake up the same boring person the day after and feel like shit
TFW being intoxicated tonight and putting on old music from the mid 2000s to bring back nostalgic feels of highschool. Before I became a self hating reclusive robot. Although I was a virgin back in the day and hated life so I guess it wasn't that great. Anyway those are the feels tonight of a drunk robot. Cheers mate. Enjoy your buzz.
Alcohol kinda shitty for me, but everyone reacts differently to each, pot is alright but if I am unhappy with my station in life then I have to ride that wave of thoughts out or kill it with drink to enjoy a night. Same for psychedelics. Dissociative snare a bit to out there to do regularly but add to other drugs. /benzo/ is better than alcohol but has done me dirty with blackouts where I am still active and fucking shit up so I don't do them anymore.
All are a stand-in for the great God-mother of all drugs that are opiates when it comes to my personal brain chemistry.
I love booze....idk pills are great (opiates) however I think booze may be better. Weed is great when you just want to chill out but it doesn't quiet the mind or break down the walls that alcohol does. I suppose benzos are nice for that effect as well.