>tfw socially smart enough to know I've fucked up during a conversation and I'm saying stupid shit
>tfw socially not smart enough to stop
>tfw your fallback method of commucating with people is behaving strange and saying things that make people laugh
>everyone loves me but no-one takes me seriously
yeah this is me. i don't remember the last time i've had a serious conversation with someone. i don't even know how to do it without self-cringing. i've kept a facade of irony on IRL for so long...
Like last night I was talking with someone about how much I drink and how when i'm not drunk I wish I was, and I finished it up with a "Living the dream :^)" the only response I got was "HAHAHHAHAHAHHAHAHAH"
>tfw kind of popular for your autism, which everyone mistakes for complex banter
things could be worse, atleast I know how to act normal by being around them all the time
I can only do it around new people though, otherwise it would look kind of weird
could definitely be worse
I hate talking to people, because I know i'm extremely boring and not creative at all, so I can never carry on conversations.
However, I love talking to people because it makes me feel like a normalfag, which is nice.
Same here senpai. My therapist said I need to work on being more vulnerable. I guess that ties in with being truthful and honest at all times. It also ties in with me wanting to feel like and be a man. I got a cool voice I should use it.