>attempted suicide twice in the past
>first by attempting to cut wrist, second by attempting to cut throat
>both failures (obviously)
>both landed me in the fucking psych ward
>thinking of preparing an exit bag for my next attempt
Does anyone here have experience with exit bags? Or tips on tying a good noose?
Suicide methods general.
You can't even kill yourself? That's fucking pathetic
This is a bully-free zone
I'm afraid of failing at freefall. A lot of people survive those drops with broken bones and ruptured organs.
You only get one shot at life, why throw it away? Think long term, 10 years from now you could be living a perfect comfy life. Suicide is a shortbterm thinking solution, life might suck right now but things will change
Both of those are controlled substances, I can only get my hands on Lexapro, Buspirone, Hydroxyzine, and Zyprexa, and thats because my doctor has me on them. OD'ing on those is next to impossible.
:^) permanent solution to a temporary problem
After life has sucked for the last 5 years since my brain damage I doubt it will get better anymore. I can dream that some day can become a nightmare to the normies.
My father killed himself in his 50's he left a lengthy journal with his thoughts reasons and apology on it, basically was depressed as a child and kept holding off suicide thinking it would get better but it didn't and he was sick and tired of it.
that's not adam lanza, that's his brother ryan
It amazes me how that guy was misidentified by news stations as his brother the morning it happened and still images of him get passed around the internet like it's Adam
there are very few pictures of Adam Lanza and that's not one of them. That guy is alive and relatively successful
Northern Virginia. It was fucking miserable. No psych ward qt's like r9k suggested it was, just people screaming and walking around doped up out of their minds.
I dont care if you call me a normie or my comments are old/not edgy enough. If op is serious hes fucking stupid wanting to die because life got a bit unpleasant, and you guys that are encouraging him are all apathetic sadists.
I tried to jam a box cutter into my jugular, but it didn't go deep enough and the sight of blood made me hesitate. Needed stitches. It sucked. Cutting is off the table for me now.
Senpai, please hold on a bit. I was in your place just 2 years ago. I promise it gets better. If there's anything I've noticed, life is unpredictable. You only have this opportunity once and I think you should make the most if it. Even if it feels like shit right now, just hold on.
Murderpedia is usually good but they got that one wrong. Adam has thinner eyebrows and his facial structure is different. This is Ryan, who is clearly the same person in that pic
you've been neet for 5 years. anyone would become suicidal after being isolated and bored for that long. please anon, for your sake, try and change yourself. it doesn't take a drastic difference to make a change in your lifestyle.
If you live in america it's literally impossible to fail at killing yourself
Just stick a fucking shotgun in your mouth and aim upwards towards your brain, in yuropoor we have to do real nigga shit like jump off a bridge or in front of a train
shotguns can't be that expensive, if you're serious about this sell your pc/laptop and use that to buy the shotgun, if you're just here to get sympathy and a reason not to kill yourself then fuck you this place isn't a therapy session
You aren't serious if you're talking to other people or asking for advice.
Suicide is one of those things that only the most hopeless and depressed do. You aren't over the edge yet, and if you try again you're likely to fail and end up in the psych ward.
Just get help instead.
No shit it's not a therapy session. Want to type up more obvious stuff? I may be an idiot but I'm not dumb enough to look for reasons to live on /r9k/, I'm looking for other miserable people to share methods.
Hey OP- I know I'm just another anon on 4chan, and you've probably heard this a gazillion times but please don't kill yourself. Honestly you've got 1 life and that is it- no second chances. Please try and get some help- talk to someone close to you, explain everything. I don't have social media but I can make a kik account or something if you want to try and talk to me. Really saddens me to hear you've tried to end your life twice already- I have clinical depression (chemical imbalance in my brain- it's hereditary from my moms side) so I at least have some kind of experience about suicidal thoughts and what it takes to overcome them. I went through extreme depression for 2 years- during this time I nearly stabbed my brother and literally didn't shower for months at a time. It was horrible, and I had nothing else in my mind at the time then to end my life. But I really rose above it- it took a strong resolve and deep reassessment of my life to realise what I would be throwing away if I chose suicide. Believe me, suicide is not what you want.
Even if you don't want to talk, please reconsider your choices. Talk to someone! It will help put things into a better perspective trust me.
Im not a normie. My life is hell, im a 24yo overweight kissless virgin with a shitty dead end job. But i dont use my bad circumstances as justification to end it all. Life sucks, deal with it, improve it through hard work.
>, I just don't want to bother anyone with having to clean up my mess.
Then don't kill yourself, there's always be a mess and if you have living family members they will always grieve. No shit you hesitated, you will always cause a mess, get along with it or stop trying.
life is not just about you , everybody deal with their own shit , it's the fuckin life ! suck it up ! it's life ! you already know the solutions , just stahp being such an attention whore ! go out , see a movie , drink beers , pay a whore or a tranny to suck ur dick , have a loan and immergiate to a far country ! just do something and stahp bitching around , we dont give a damn fuck about u, act at least like a decent animal and deal with ur own shit , dont be a fagity fag coward ! it's not a fuckin video game there is no reset button