Well, I am a professional with a real job. Last Friday, I coordinated a team of 3 law firms and filed a significant legal brief. I have another significant brief due on Monday, and as of this morning it was only halfway done. So I'm staying in this weekend to write. It sucks, but must be done.
I do not find enjoyment in going outside and interacting with others. I simple find the whole act of it tiring and annoying. I would much rather enjoy a comfy evening playing vidya in my room because that's what I find enjoyable and it's what makes me happy. Forcing myself to put myself in a situation I know for a fact I would hate and not enjoy at all seems rather foolish, does it not? Now fuck off pops and let me watch k-on! In peace.
if i have online bestfriends on skype who say they care about me and i just up and left one day what are the odds of them calling my house you think? dont want that to happen. ive left for a few weeks one time and 2 months once and nothing happened they had just messaged me a lot asking me to come back and asking where i was. the time i left for 3 weeks one of the online friends made a couple short little random youtube videos that in the description said "RIP (my name) PLEASE COME BACK" and when i got back on was just like "WHERE did you go dude!" and was like "dont do that you have friends HERE"
>>26308762 Australia is pretty big and depending on what city you live in, the climate is pretty different in each one. People here are pretty lay back, its easy to make friends. Girls are still pretentious in Melbourne and Sydney, but you still can find good 'country' kinda girls everywhere else.
What is your ideal climate? I can recommend a city to you.
I JUST SPENT ALL FUCKING DAY DEALING WITH YOUR FUCKING DOGS YOU SHITTER. I didn't volunteer to adopt 20 of these fucking useless pieces of shit. I didn't think it was my fucking job to train them to not dig holes to escape the fence. I didn't expect the possibility of us getting kicked out to hinge on keeping those wild shitlicks in this yard. So I spend all day worrying about those dogs that you can't take care of properly, because you didn't take care of yourself properly. I don't even like dogs anymore. I just spent the last hour in the freezing cold and dark trying to find a hole in the fence, and then nailed a rusty metal pole in it so they couldn't get out anymore. With a broken sledge hammer. And still, everyone who knows you, and knows what I am, they all hate me. I'm a NEET. You're ashamed. I can understand that. But why do they hate me just because of it? If I wasn't here, you'd be absolutely fucked. I won't spend all fucking night on the computer anyway, you half-dead hypocrite. I know you'll need me tomorrow. Fuck off back to vegging out on the couch. Of course, he wouldn't say that, and I wouldn't say this. If I did, he'd be pissed and try and do it himself only to be in constant pain until I offered to help. It helps to vent. I WANT OUT OF THIS HELL.
>>26309248 Reactive Arthritis, and poverty. Probably a bit of depression as well, but it seems like as my mood improved, it spread to him a bit. It must be pretty embarrassing to be taken care of by your worthless bum of a son. He's worked hard his entire life, with the exception of the 10~ years where he was a hardcore drug addict and alcoholic. A few years back, he started a successful company. Due to his managing partner being a greedy snake and embezzling a lot of fucking money, it went ass up. He should have made a shitload of money anyway, but he either spent it, gave it away to people he thought needed it, sent it to his ex-wife out of guilt for the things he did as a drug-addict, or sent it to her to save for him. Guess what happened to the "savings"?
I predicted most of the bad shit in his life up until now. I predicted his shitty partner, his money hungry ex-wife, his bad spending, shitty health, bad habits, etc. I warned him to stop all that shit. It was fucking obvious we'd end up here. He told me to remember who the parent was in this relationship.
I don't even mind taking care of him. Cooking, cleaning, adjusting the temperature, budgeting our few shillings, shit like that? Piece of fucking cake. It's these god damned dogs. There's never less than 7 in the house at once. I can't even bring myself to try most of the time. They bark all the time. They eat so much fucking food. They piss and shit everywhere. I put one in my room today to let it eat in peace away from the other shithead dogs. Not even 5 minutes, and it had taken a shit in my room.
A few months ago, I could've abandoned ship without a second thought. Now i'm worried about how he'll make it through the day. He walks on a cane, and is in constant pain no matter what he does. I NEED to move on with my life. I've wanted to move since I came home and became a NEET over a year ago. But I don't have any opportunities or skills. I'm just a worthless hikkiNEET. Thanks for listening, friend.
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