ITT things that would make you happy
To spontaneously become a social butterfly.
Or just social enough to make one or two friends..
>I would at least have a family
Better than now.
Anon I dont know you but I know your problem because I have to deal with it too. I currently try to improve myself by any means and I start to believe that I gain self-confidence. If your life is so worthless use your worthless time and so something with it