>get bad rng in hearthstone
>punch monitor and cut myself
this isnt okay
I had that too.
I don't know what hapenned but i stopped getting mad, just nod and smile.
I still get pissed off when i lose to easy piloted decks with little decision making though, like secret pally or reno warlock.
Also bites my self if im upset or anxious i usually bites the loose skin on my knuckles. Until the it hurts. I understand that feel.
My therapist says I cannot express emotions but I subconsciously store all my rage inside. I've also had really bloody dreams lately.
Is this how this shit starts?
I punched a few walls too
>mfw i imagine how mad opponents get when i get cheesy lucky
Wish they'd put a chat in this game.