this used to make me sad but not so much anymore
she looks like she's enjoying her existence
I'm gonna pretend this is 100% bullshit to protect my sanity
God fucking dammit why did I read this fuck i didn't know this was a rage thread. Fuck I hate these piece of shit cunts reminds me of my own fucking family were all the women exaggrate their fucking feels and lie like pieces of shit and all the males have to except because of the current fucking state of USA. God i can't wait till good ol Donald gets elected I cant wait for these cunts to rage.
I've been browsing /pol/ for years and I'm pretty damn redpilled and hate people who ignore reality, but that is way too much for me to handle. I zoned out and went deep into thought after reading that.
seeing stuff like this doesn't even make me sad anymore, it just fills me with rage
I'll never be able to afford to living in such a comfy place
how could this happen to me
i've made my mistakes
got nowhere to run
I'm in the opposite boat, few things make me angry anymore
This is something that really gets me down. I was really, really poor as a kid as in Christmas or birthdays didn't exist, we lived off 50c canned food and 5kids in a 2bedroom house kinda poor.
Now I'm 20 and I'm not living any better. I don't earn any money whatsoever. I live off the dole and it's enough that I'm not starving, but it's like I don't have any room for anything to go wrong. I have no savings. It feels so awful to just try and try and try so hard to have my situation not get any better. There's no room for improvement, no room for earning anything more unless I do illegal shit. I love children though and I'm so good with them and I get depressed thinking about how I doubt I'll ever be able to afford having like three kids who I can stay at home and look after in our big comfy house so I can play with them in our yard and then have nice Christmases where I can spoil them and the person I love.
Shit dude that's rough. I wish you the best. Any richfags willing to share?
.......that's not a good comparison at all. In the memories one, you're still able to process emotion and 'live' after this amazing day. Unless you believe in life after death then life is the beginning and the end so yes, it is worth doing all you can because you still have the ability to witness every aspect of the human experience.
This one, mostly...
I live in a small town with not many employment opportunities and I have a chronic illness (Takayasu's Arteritis) which leaves me unable to work because I have basically no immune system, am in constant pain and have extremely brittle bones. I try to pick up work where I can, but unfortunately when you apply for jobs as soon as I have to tick that little, "do you have a disability that may interfere with your work?"
I do mystery shopping whenever it pops up because it can pay around $50 which really helps, but nothing really does pop up in my town so I make more money finding people all over my country and referring them. I also make clothes and sell them on Facebook to girls in the nearby city.
Not American unfortunately.
This is relevant to my time in school and with every girl I might have had a chance with.
animals in cages always make me feel terrible
this is incredible
Interesting story about this one. The young couple who owned the apartment had just moved to Israel and were unpacking. Didn't have time to do a proper christmas and made due with what they had.
nobody is ever safe, not even children. We butcher their bodies, sell their parts, kill them before they're born, poison them...
so all zoos then?
Ones like this usually bring me right down. I don't know why I even look at this shit.
Textless posts are not allowed and even this comment has been posted
"The fact that the world is a very depressive and sad place is proven by the fact that when a baby is born, the first thing s(he) does is to cry"
I cope with sadness by laughing. Like i read that and laughed at how sad it was. I was like oh man that's hilarious how fucked up that is.
Sometimes i worry about my sanity. That should depress me but it brought me joy.
also this content
I know that feeling. I felt like this while going through doctor-induced withdrawal for a year. My body and mind felt like they were ripping one another aprart but you just gotta smile and keep on going!
this requires a smugfrog edit
I love this screencap. The anon acknowledges that he's making a subtle cry for help, yet at the same time questions if help is really the solution. How many of us are forced to live with this duality in ourselves?
Man I have had the quite the same life as you and the current as well. Being poor feels bad, having no savings (current is $70), no out look for nice expensive shit, and not eating nice food. But fuck it at least I don't feel like some fake fuck who is forced to like shit because of the fact he is rich and must spend his money to fulfill his happiness. In the brief period I was in college, I got to sort of experience the rich life still thanks to finical aid. i felt bad inside, I had money and kept spending it on self improvement stuff like clothes, hair products, and other things that normies were into but I never felt happy. Now that I fucked thanks to student loans and almost as poor as a homeless person I dont feel as bad anymore.
Kind of. See i used to be like r9k all depressed and shit. Lonely sad beta and pathetic and one day i gave up on life. like mentally gave up. this was years ago. I remember the day i gave up. IT was also the day i overcame my eating disorder.
My life has been on a spiral downwards since that day. I am honestly sometimes too scared to think about the future. I am trapped in hell. Everything is terrible and it will only get worse but i am happy. Can you fucking believe that? of course you cant. Nobody can. I can't understand it and i refuse to tell people about it but i am happy.
I am happy even though my grandma is braindead from Alzheimer's. I am happy even though i should not be. I am happy and it scares me beacuse i should not be happy. I should be the most depressed in my life but i am happy.
many days i wake up and i just lie there trying to think why i should get up.. like if i just skipped the whole day would it really matter? after a while i get so bored im resigned to get up and do the days tasks of staying alive and content, but at this point im braindead. i feel miserable and i dont expect it to be better, if the day is the worst hell of my life it will be exactly what i expected - no surprises, no hope. these days are pretty comfy because i truly do not give a fuck. ill blast music, drink tea and sit on r9k, or ill just lie in the bath smoking cigarettes for half the day. whatever bruh
I think the reason i am happy is simple. I have no hope. I mean i have a little with trump but that will probably die as well. I have nothing to live for so i just kinda live and i have fun living but fuck i dunno.
I try not to give up but in my mind i have already givin up
Life to me is like a 100 foot tall basketball hoop. I am never gonna land the ball in the hoop so why even fucking throw it?
So i sit here living life. Don't wanna kill myself. No point in dying yet. No point in living either though.
literally fuck them
Ive been turned down by the whole fucking scale. Fat bitches, Ugly bitches, skinny bitches, and of course stacies.
I dont know what to do anymore man. They say its a simple as putting yourself out there but all women truely want at the end of the day is the thrill. AKA chad. Not the investment with a guy who's willing to actually man up and dedicate his time and emotions to her. She wants the fun sex and adventures. Basically letting chad fuck her face and he takes her out to eat later and makes her feel warm and special and never calls again.
I haven't had a date in years. Im at the point where I would literally go to a fancy restaurant and pay. Im a jew with my money and I barely even buy fast food. Just for the interaction. But no, Im not a chad, im just a basic ass dude trying to make a living. These bitches can we waitresses and baggers at the fucking walmart and still have the audacity to be selective and say shit like "dont hit me up if you can't spend money on me" or some cliche Stacy quote.
Basically all women want is the thrill and for you to buy them shit because thats the social norm is to take them out and splurge all your funds for some pussy, YOU MAY NOT EVEN GET.
Fuck man i hate this place
I'm so full of anger at the world, and I know it's hurting me but I can't change it
I don't even particularly want to hurt anyone, but occasionally I will get intense feelings of rage and wish I could
why even fucking live? theres so much in this world that we've been arbitrarily cut off from
all I really want and I'll never get to experience it
I can't even get my mum to hug me because she died
I will never experience a hug again, the only other embrace I'll receive will be from death
Its just something about the way she looks at him.
I like metaphor of this picture. You can see what do you want but something invisible to is blocking you. There's no way of breaking it and going around, you're stuck in dead zone.
you guys realize that women would get their own perfect robo husbands too, right?
>inb4 women want a man for his money and robots can't provide
we'll probably living in a full blown socialist society by the time androids appear. Money wouldn't be an issue.
I don't even want to tell you story behind this.
You see what you want but something invisible is blocking. Me London be bad.
Only the smallest percentage of women get benefit from android/robo husbands. To rest of them it's talking dildo. Women want status, looks and overall emotional spectrum from men. Dont forget that women are exceptionally competitive therefore women with robo husbands would be shammed into oblivion.
The sad reality that I can relate to is that, you let it down and people ask if you are ok, but noone really cares. Noone wants to hear "No, I feel like shit all the time, it feels like I'm just bumbling through life and I'm depressed all the time". They just want to hear you say that you are ok so they can go back to their day.
But you still talk with others or you've given up on them?
You'll never be able to blissfully play your games again. No, you need to work, find a girlfriend, achieve something with your life, otherwise you're a freak.
Some Anon posted in a "Pictures from times when you were happy" thread.
"I was happy to learn that i didn't die" Attached with this picture.
Treatment for some autoimmune disease. You take 6 packs during session and it takes couple of hours. It doesn't really help, actually it's pretty desperate measure and a month ago it only made things worse.
I will probably greentext the shit out of this story one day but first the story must finish.
This is not me, it's about someone who is really close to me tbqh.
That hit me. Sometimes i feel a fear that i'm gonna wake up after my bike accident and i'll be a cripple on a hospital bed, a fear that my luck and quick recovery where just a dream.
But i feel to strongly, so strongly that it almost feels like it's happening.
Ah, I see. That's rough. I've spent far more time in hospitals than I ever wanted to. Getting treatment for a disease that requires long hospitalization and risky side-effects is something I wish nobody had to go through.
>tfw started meeting a girl
>so far she seems to think I'm a normal sexually experienced guy
>she'll soon find out that I haven't tried kissing her yet because I have no fucking idea how to kiss a girl and have never done it in my life
What the fuck do I do
>All I want is to share my life with someone
>Doesnt have to be a goddess
>Just someone that's fun to be around
Currently trying again rn with a mexi girl whose very eager to lose her virginity
I talk with others now but I'm better now than I was; I went to see a counsellor who I could open up to (he cares if only because I paid him to). If i'm feeling down, I might open up to my friends but with my parents, its a waste of time. It's only recently that I've broken out of things and begun to be happy again although I had a minor relapse when I came back home.
I know the addictive taste of that emptiness, the serenity tinged with sadness, like a cold quiet winters morning, stillness mixed with death.
I'm definitely not gonna do that. I was thinking of coming up with some bullshit story of how I once just fucked a girl on a party when drunk like hell and prefer not to talk about it. Or how I had one gf but only met her when drunk and the relationship ended up shit so now I'm careful.
>being kissless aint bad
I don't know anon. I gotta kiss her at some point if we're to keep meeting up. I can lie about virginity and she probably won't realize but the kissing thing makes me worry.
>knowing how much better your life would be if your retarded kid just died
This one. Especially because she reminds me of one girl I had feelings for. Knowing I will never experience this... with her...
>I was in sports during high school and in good physical shape
>I could've been a normie in high school if I wasn't so damn quiet
>I actually had attractive girls approach me and show interest yet I was too oblivious at the time
>after I graduated high school I became a fat slob due to laziness and depression
>go to uni and try to live the 'college experience'
>get rejected hundreds of times due to being overweight and out of shape
>after a few months I see results but I'm still not in the same shape that I was in back in high school
>too late anyway because I was graduating soon
>graduate a hkv
>find a job out of state in the middle of nowhere
Now I'm just grinding away each day to pay back my student loans with a job that pays only a few bucks over the minimum wage.
Maybe if I got a girlfriend back in high school things would've been different for me.
Anon but how the fuck do I actually even kiss? I haven't kissed anyone or anything in YEARS. Not even my family.
And don't even get me started on the french kiss.
Fuck I don't even know how to use an opportunity to kiss her.
why are you so ashamed about the truth, anon? It's who you are, be proud about it. The fact that you have no sexual experience doesn't make you any less of a man or a human being. It just means that things haven't always worked out for you, which is completely fine.
Now, if you start lying to people like that, then how do you expect to have a meaningful connection with someone? It may only seem like one harmless lie but you're denying who you really are, your true self.
Just think about it.
Sorry to interrupt this thread, but I have a question:
>girl in my office complex
>works for a different company
>see her two or three times a day when she comes to print something
>she has asked me a couple of work-related questions
>she is from a wealthy background, private education etc
>show no signs of being attracted to her to avoid having to face reality that she may just pity me or something
>last two weeks I haven't seen her
Would it be autistic / creepy if I asked her colleague (a girl her age) if she has moved to another job?
I've acted this cold to girls in the past and eventually the opportunity to turn things around passed and I felt regret sometimes. I want to at least try here because this girl really is something else.
Pic saved from a greentext thread
>The fact that you have no sexual experience doesn't make you any less of a man or a human being.
Anon, you know this, I know this and we can talk about it freely on an anon imageboard. But the reality is FAR more harsh.
The female hivemind mentality of "wow other girls find him good so I also should" really does exist.
One time when me and the girl met, she went to a toilet for a sec and in that particular time some other girl literally came up to me and started chatting me up. It have NEVER happened before to me. But suddenly it did, during a fucking date.
>drink some, it will help much
Not like I haven't tried, anon. I can get drunk to shit and I just can't do it. I only care less. But then I wake up the next day and remember everything...
>hopeless crush on girl
>she might even like me
>too scared to ask because I'm a depressed and avoidant fuckup and my life's a mess
>there might still be a chance but I'm just too scared
>mfw the regrets are already killing me
I never understood this "I am alright" thing. I don't get it, why should it be anyone's business are you alright or not. The fact that you're sad or depressed is your problem and not everyone's around you.
that ruined it for me honestly. maybe he was a retard in summer school or japanese or something. i do miss being 12 though. fuck life was awesome when i was 12.
Those women are whores, anon. Sure they probably are the vast majority among women but do you really want to be with someone who thinks like that? If you're only looking to fuck then sure, go for it but don't expect them to stick around for too long because they live for the dick, and seek for more dick they shall.
However, believe it or not, not all women are like that. The loyal, more caring ones are out there. Some of them even prefer sensitiveness and honesty over assertiveness (although this is an important trait every man should acquire regardless).
Do what you must but just take one thing into consideration: if you start lying to yourself, then how do you expect for women or just people in general, to understand you? to care about you? Not all people are assholes. Try not to become one and you'll attract the people that you'll value for what they are.
Ex robot here.
I first kissed a girl and lost my virginity at 23. She was 10 years older than I was. After we had sex I decided it was safe to tell her that she was my first and she flat out called me a liar. She couldn't believe it and swore I was experienced. She thought I was playing some kind of game with her.
Don't worry about being a kv and just let your instincts take over when the time comes. Alcohol helps a lot, just don't get drunk to the point where your dick doesn't work
had that happen a few times before.
If she starts acting funny when you kiss or fuck her then try something different until she appears to like it. If it's still not working just tell her that it's been awhile or even the give her the truth if you feel comfortable enough. It's really not a big deal if the girl truly likes you and she might even take the lead.
God damn m8, in your case the first kiss was probably some woman you casually fucked but in my case it's a girl I potentially want as my gf. I don't think she'll be so understanding as a woman who just lusted after your cock and probably saw you as a kid and had a fetish for robots.
>However, believe it or not, not all women are like that.
I don't believe it anon. From my past experiences ALL women are like that.
>the loyal, more caring ones are out there.
The women you described are only like this to men they find Chaddy enough. It's horrible but it's true. A woman can be a sadistic cunt to a guy she doesn't find attractive while being amazingly caring and nice to a guy she does find attractive. And claiming you've never done *it* is a good way to make yourself very unattractive to them.
reminded me of this, which I still haven't recovered from seeing
It's good that you're getting better even it's baby steps it still counts. I wish i could say the same for myself (feeling happy) but i'm only using masks when interacting with others.
It is baby steps, but one of things i've found is that its all linked together; the depression makes you apathetic, which stops you from being active in your own life. Once I started seeing the counseller, it spiralled out because I started taking more control of my life that in turn made me feel better about it.
It was something that grew on me, probably starting about when I was twelve; I had finally just started to make friends at school, as we had moved when I was seven so I didn't have the chance to make them normally during primary school in the same way, when my parents told me that we were moving again. I was distraught and my parents didn't comfort me about it.
I eventually managed to make friends at the new school and things got better again, although I was still rather awkward, till first year of Uni.
First year of Uni, I was short of friends and my long time (3 years) broke up with me but the work was easy so I managed to get through it. Second year intensified that greatly, I had basically only my flat-mate as a friend and was lonely all the time. My grades slid an they kicked me out of Uni in third year due to failing my exams.
That was pretty much my lowest point; since then I got a job, went back to Uni, got a 2.1 in a STEM subject then went volunteering abroad. I've been back about 7 weeks now and I'm looking for a job.
I had a brief stumble last year when my mum came out as gay and split from my dad, and things are a bit weird at the moment, but its obviously better than I used to be.
The depression, I think was something given to me by my mum, that grew due to neglect from her as she tried to deal with her own problems, and my own failings.
I don't know, I still feel like I'd prefer getting a little extra. I had a very brief moment where I was getting paid way more disability and just making a ridiculous amount with so much to go in savings because I'm stingy and used to my cost of living being incredibly low that I could barely stand to change it. It's just about being careful of lifestyle inflation. I don't necessarily think I'd be happy if I was rich, I just wouldn't have to worry all the time and wouldn't have almost constant anxiety and that hopeless feeling just thinking about the future.
Sorry for the late reply and seriously thank you but please don't feel so bad, I'm fine really. I have enough money to cover everything so I'm not starving so I'm doing better than so many other people but it can just feel a bit hopeless sometimes. I didn't mean to get so whiny, sorry. I'm in Australia though.
Longer more stylish hair, better Hygeine, contacts, feminine beauty products isle, tight fitting minimal, but still stylish, clothes, fit, vitamins, lots of water, learning how to talk, expensive shoes, and is there anything else I'm missing. You know emulate the chad until you are one.
>I can lie about virginity and she probably won't realize but the kissing thing makes me worry.
you shouldn't talk about your past sexual experience (or lack) with a girlfriend and you shouldn't expect her to tell you about hers. Only painful feelings can come from it. Just don't ask and don't tell.
I suspected something was up a little before I was told (my dad had been told before me) but I thought that she had cancer was just avoiding telling us. Both of us, at our respective times, were completely blindsided by it.
I feel that volunteering helped me as person alot, I came back on a real high, but it wasn't especially well managed so my perception of aid work might have dropped a little.
Capped this one myself
As far as I know, OP actually went through with it and offed himself after telling this story
I don't want to believe this is real.
This is not real. THIS ISN'T REAL
i still remember that afternoon when i lost the only person i could call a friend
this. it does not only explains in part why the relationship game totally belongs to women, but also why robohusbands would be completely useless to an overwhelmingly majority of them
I felt really depressed to begin with, so I don't know why I even bothered reading this thread.
I'm hungry, I'm exhausted, and I just want to die.
Robots, please. I don't want to be a burden any more.
Same thing happened in my school class, with this kid that moved from germany.
>Invites whole class
>Kids try to convince me not to go
>Brush it off as nuisance, but don't think much of it
>Day of birthday arrives
>Of the 30 kids from the class I'm the only one that appears there
>I was expecting that at least some kids would appear
>3 hours later still the only one that showed up
>Feeling of dread and anxiety can be felt troughout the house
>Wasn't expecting this
>German kid's face
>His mum's face
>tfw my 20s were as productive as if I had spent it in a coma
>for some split second every now and then, I actually believe that this is a nightmare and I'm gonna wake up in my late teens again
Most companies will only hired people who are already working. If your resume says you're unemployed, it will end up in the trash without a moment's thought. Unemployed people literally have more difficulty finding work than convicted criminals.
>no teenage alizee gf
I have this now. My wife is chubby, with no kids. I feel lucky that I have that.
But there is this incredible melancholy that is ALWAYS under the surface. Even with that, all the rage and sadness is almost to much each day.
I wonder everyday if she thinks I'm a joke like everyone else. I have yet to tell.
Do you ever want to throw your meagerness away for one day and truly become what you want?
Like a harbinger of justice. Kill yourself after, but for one day push away the any of that constant self reflection and shame and really do go gold regardless of social norms? Fuck chimps in America.
We are all the same in our endless lonelyness.
FUCK THAT. I'm done with this. These fucking kikes will not win.
I'm going to workout, jerk off, shower and then some time today I'll be back on.
If any of you niggers are tired and want a beta uprising this is your goddamn chance. I'll post some info on skype and if your autism is not that bad you can talk. Just listen if you want but it would be cool if you guys talked back.
No. More. Misery.
It's an angst-ridden depression album, but it reminds me of a much better time in my life. But where it used to just be cool songs that I listened to as a kid, now I identify with them all too well.
I can't believe it's been 16 years.
Lol, what a bunch of faggots.
Tbh, that's kind of what happens when you value people coming to your birthday so much.
>buying extra nice clothes
>GETTING HIS GRANDPA OUT OF THE NURSING HOME
Fuck, something similar happened to my friend a long time ago.
>flashback to 5th grade
>around christmas time, everyone is in the spirit
>friend, lets call him danny, decides to throw a huge christmas party at his house on the 10th
>danny invited everyone in our class, which is around 30 people
>he told everyone that there will be games, good food, and gifts for people that come
>the day before the party, he tells me how proud and happy he is to be able to throw it
>10th comes around
>i arrive early
>the house is set up perfectly
>gifts under the tree
>lots of snacks on tables
>tons of christmas themed games around the house
>this was going to be a paradise for my 5th grade self
>danny tells me we should wait for more people
>after waiting for around 3 hours, we realize no one will show up
>his expression turns emotionless, not happy, but not sad either
>he tells me that we can just play his playstation 2 together
>a few more hours pass and my mom shows up to pick me up
>i tell him goodbye and he hands me a gift
>his expression is obviously depressed now
>next schoolday comes around
>he only talks to me for the rest of the school year because he thinks no one else wants to be around him
Now that I remember this, it's making me feel horrible.
when I can get it, life sucks
when I can't find it, life sucks
shit like this, true or not hits me right in the feels every time, because i know there are guys and girls out there that this has happened to
Was not expecting these feels
>seeing /k/ autists get triggered by /mlp/ shit
>acting like they're any better
oh man, shit like this always hits home hard with me. fuck
God I would love to kiss her legs, feet,and pussy while she watches tv or whatever.
>you will never have her legs wrapped around your face
>you will never cuddle her
>you will never snuggle up to her in bed and have that ass rest on your lap
>you will never hold her hand and hear that cute laugh
That makes sense.
It's shitty knowing that there are such diseases that force people to resort to poisoning themselves as an *attempt* to get better...
Glad you're here to correct me, man. Truly.
>tfw you're so broken and your relationship with your mother was strained to the point of irreversible damage in your teens that you no longer have the guts to tell her you love her and hug her
it hurts so bad when I think about how her doing things like this for me made her so happy.
Now I'm 24 year old loser living at home.
I want to cry, but no tears will come out.
whatever picture is relevant
>have the chances to succeed
>Constantly fuck it up because of no motivation and general laziness
currently i missed two assignments and failed one test meaning i wont get enough credits to pass my first year of uni. my parents think this means i should not continue with higher education whatsoever and just do minimum wage labor
did you know textless posts arent allowed ?
>why should it be anyone's business are you alright or not.
it isn't, but many people think it is and will act accordingly if they know you're feeling that way. it's far easier to go through life with people thinking you're fine, than to have them pull out the 'ol norman sympathy routine
>i feel ya anon, i /insert some normie bullshit about how they had no gf for a month or did bad on a test/, it'll get better!
>oh man, you just gotta live life! go to the bar, meet some ladies.
plus people talking to you in the same manner they use to carry those long fluorescent tube bulbs
>I know my name.
>I don't know who I am.
Everything about this picture makes my soul hurt. I feel bad for the old couple having to put up with their son's furfag bullshit.
Holy shit, I just realized that in 500-1000 years in the future (if we make it that long), Historians will be using posts like these to prove how the internet changed human development in regards to how they see the world.
This shit will be like the scibbles on forums in Rome, about how someone made bread, or had a shitty day. We are literally like Aristotle and Plato, people who do nothing but think about life, except we do it for free.
And with the internet, we have thousands doing it.
I think this picture is sad; I don't have much of a "sad posts" collection
Does anyone have the screencap of the /r9k/ post where the anon analyzed the whole picture?
>8th grade middle school
>I was in choir and legitimately enjoyed it, and was good, even though I still got made fun of occasionally (autism)
>biggest concert of the year, a number of nice pieces with a few soloists
>I volunteer and get chosen to do one of the solos because its a pretty good song, and at the time I was a tenor
>get so excited to belt out this solo and impress everyone with my voice
>night of the concert comes, the class is gathering in the choir room before we're set to go out on stage
>I'm just chillin in the back of the class watching everyone chat and mill about
>teacher comes in to tell us we're up in 5
>as soon as she leaves the room, I notice a couple kids snickering and looking my way
>all at once, the entire class starts to make fun of me because I'm weird and how I'll suck and I have a girl's voice because I'm a tenor. Even the other 'weird' people that nobody liked
>feel crushed, go out to perform, barely manage to do well as a part of the choir and just manage to limply do my solo and put on a meager performance
>to this day I refuse to sing anywhere other than at home/in the shower even though I'm really good because I don't want to be made fun of for my voice
Judging by how the parents and their apartment looks, I'm taking a wild guess here and say the poor guy never stood a chance. People don't just decide to become mentally ill one day.
Saddest part is I too know a kid this happened to in the first year of high school (which I guess is middle school age for Americans), and I didn't go
>Kid from school, kind of an autist, plans to have a Halloween party
>Invites entire year group one by one (maybe 60 people)
>Everyone smiles and says they'll go
>I legitimately cannot attend (my mum wouldn't let me leave the house, but that's another story), so make up a frail excuse
>When I tell him he loses his shit and he tells me "no-one wanted you there anyway" and storms off
>When he leaves the room, class full of collective Chads and Stacey's snigger about how they wouldn't be seen dead there
>Could have told him but in my petty childlike state I decided to let him suffer
>Later found out exactly 0 people turned up, bar his parents and grandparents
This is my one serious sin - if I could go back, I would try and break it to him that he was being played
This because I want it in my butt
This one peels the heat from my body. every time i read it, I get chills and tear up.
I am currently living with my family, every single person in this house hates eachother. no one even speaks to one another. mother is constantly crying. I'm too depressed to even move. it'll stay this way forever.
>I am currently living with my family, every single person in this house hates eachother. no one even speaks to one another. mother is constantly crying. I'm too depressed to even move. it'll stay this way forever.
there's no hope for us
The collage of the posts, but with the card
If this happened to me I would be a convicted murderer today
I don't know how people can stuff their face in the dirt and take something like this
>Not all people are assholes. Try not to become one and you'll attract the people that you'll value for what they are.
This is honestly so cringey and retarded that I cannot fathom how so many of you guys get upset reading about it
OP here, this thread was really nice guys
this scene always gets me
Gonna reply to all of you to make sure you get the (You) so maybe you can begin to comprehend how idiotic your feels are
>Oh no, not the android waifus!! <:^0
It's the isolation in the snow; the warm house builds contrast against the wintry landscape, building a juxtaposition that gives a feeling of comfort.
story time 4 me
>be me, 15, junior hs
>start playing vidya with semi-stacy
>start stalking semi-stacy
>start thinking a lot about semi-stacy
>she is like fwb with Chad (not for sex tho)
>Chad is from my classroom
>Chad is mean to me
>Chad bullies me
>I drop spaghetti and they discover I like her
Almost 5 years ago
And I can't bring myself to forget her
I guess that's what happens when you get oneitis as a KV
how can normies shrug this shit off like it ain't nothing?
Ask yourself this
Looking back at it, once school ends, would you say "fuck, i should've talked to her. Fuck i should've asked her out, what if?"
Then yes do it.
Here, i'll make it easy for you. Talk to her, casual small talk and ask her to go see deadpool. You can do it. :)
Not sure if anyone is still lurking this thread,
but this guys tumblr does. Some college kid who compiled his college experience using 35mm and it makes me sad to see such stuff, wish i had friends like that in college
i mean its good stuff
but i just wish i had been a normie, yknow? These guys aren't even chad.
This is all I want in life.
And it hurts since I have the same fucking guitar and haven't touched it in weeks.
The one right after that hits me in the feels
Just look at the way she looks at him
He's high smoking a joint and singing to her without a care in the world and she looks at him with these eyes
I wish I had that too
I play guitar, I kinda gave it up
I just learn folk and some acoustic songs that are easy to sing so I can play them while drunk when people are around
ie . this https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qe6DE9BXWeY
reminder that all women are sluts, no matter how innocent they seem
>fuck, i should've talked to her. Fuck i should've asked her out, what if?
This is really what it boils down to, isn't it?
I'll ask her once vacations end, when I see her again on Thursday. Thanks Anon.
Well I mean that's no surprise there, but I wouldn't phrase it like that
Women are no different than us man, think about it. We might seem like just innocent shit posters who play games and all that shit, but we're genuinely sexual beings and get off to porn and would fuck if given the chance - same with girls
They want the dick, because they are biologically hardwired to WANT dick
But if it's your dick it doesn't really matter
It may of been only for 10 minutes
But that's still more life than mine.
I wish I could learn guitar, buy a busted up Firebird, fix it up, and just get stoned while singing shitty songs, man.
I can sing, I listen to hipster bands like the doors, but I can't become a normie because I'm scared of being judged for it. Help me.
NOOOOOOOOO don't remind me, I was never hugged by anyone, not even my parents and I am 24 now. I had almost resigned myself to never having physical contact with anyone. Just because I have assburger's doesn't mean I am an emotional brick.
>This is really what it boils down to, isn't it?
I've been there before
So many times man
I'm in college now but back in high school I sat next to this cute girl in Physics class.
I remember it like it was just yesterday, we always made small talk but it was just whatever. Assigned seating you know?
I always felt this vibe that maybe she was kind of into me, she smiled at me if i saw her in the halls but I was too much of a pussy to ever act on it.
We go off to school and she ends up going to this school up in Boston. Kinda forgot about it until I find out that she was hit and killed by a drunk driver one night walking home from studying.
Hit me like a brick.
What if I would've talked to her? I should've told her how i felt. Maybe we would've gone to different colleges. Maybe she'd still be here
Just do it Anon. I believe in you. Make a thread when you do, I'll be watching out for it.
Fuck, looking at those photos makes me yearn for times I never had. There's just something super heart-warming about having fun with friends, being young, all while time seems to stand still. And that hipsterish look isn't helping.
I'm so lonely ;_;
Man, during my edgy phase I would have reacted to these images with shit like "fucking normies doing drugs and drinking thinking they're having good life experiences", but they're having more than me.
I'm not going to look back on playing some shitty video game I don't even really like fifty years from now.
I've really fucked it up.
im like you, i distanced myself form my mother, but im not showing my feelings to anyone anyways too, im like a stone, and it is so hard to think about even telling her i love you....
im 28 now
i wish i had done something about this earlier, like when i was at your age
I also get the same feeling.
And as much as we try to have those experiences now, inside we just know it's not the same.
There's something so magical about the teenage years and i completely lost it.
>she was hit and killed by a drunk driver one night walking home from studying
Shit, I really need to talk to this girl. If we lost contact after school (or something like this happened) I would never forgive myself.
I don't want to spiral down this abyss.
Will make thread on Thursday or Friday (if I remember).
Thank you, Anon. This is the push I needed.
Holy shit, anon, you're right.
I think you just changed the way I feel about normies. Thank you. Like holy shit, thanks man.
This next week, I'm gonna buy some weed, practice my guitar, and buy a nice car.
Fuck the NEET lifestyle. If I'm living til I'm 25, I'm not living on an asian-american cartoon appreciation forum.
The thing is they're not even Chads and Stacies, they all have imperfections (girls less so but then again any girl above 4/10 is 10/10 to us) and they seem more down to earth.
It's when the only person I could really call a "friend" back in Secondary School got a decently qt gf, sat and talked with her happily every lunch and shared each other's fucked up sense of humour that I knew that I had fucked up in my pursuit of this so-called "normie" hood. It really made me feel worthless.
Exactly how i feel man.
I'm the one who put up that link.
I don't even know how I stumbled upon the blog, I think i was just looking up some photography inspiration for my mandatory photo class i took my freshman year of college (since there was an Art GE and i can't draw for shit) and stumbled upon it
I used to think these normies were dumb for blowing their money on beer and weed and partying it up.
But i genuinely envy it now, just look at them
It's how bonds are formed and all that stuff
I mean just look at these guys, they're not even remotely Chad, just a bunch of guys with no fucking care in the world
The hispter vibe is given since it's college in the northeast somewhere, no idea
I've been thinking of messaging the owner of the blog but I don't know, i think it'll be kind of weird to just tell him that I enjoy looking at the pictures of the fun times him and his friends had
wow I just browsed your link and this gave me feels:( tfw no qt homely girl next door to drive you around and listen to music with >>26301815
>I've been thinking of messaging the owner of the blog but I don't know, i think it'll be kind of weird to just tell him that I enjoy looking at the pictures of the fun times him and his friends had
I just send him a message. Send him one too, he'll probably appriciate it
Still, I kinda want that guy to die because I'm so envious
Tell him how you feel, it would be kind of interesting to see his opinion.
I would personally like to have some deeper insight on those teenage years from someone like him.
>all this "omg having fun is good looks like people who have fun aren't cesspoolian scum" enlightenments
are you people retarded
i dont belong here
it tok you thsi ong
>tfw you want to change your life and party with friends in a hipsterish college setting
>tfw you know that you'll end up here again in no time
WHY ME WHY AM I SO WEAK
god why do you hate me so much?
>tfw no one told me when to run until now
>tfw I missed the starting gun
>tfw now I'm going to die with my biggest accomplishment being 99.85% completion on Just Cause 2
Yeah i'll probably shoot him a message
I don't know, I just really feel like I missed out on teenage fun. I spent all my time studying or playing vidya while the cool kids were hanging out, even the non cool kids still got together, I never went to a get together or a party in high school
Makes me sad :/
Like really sad
This photo gives me chills
Well i just don't like that there are robots no longer among us. We may be anons and faggots and what not, but i think we still care about each other. Our community is not much different than others just because we are anonymous.
I guarantee you this was the work of two or three normies in the class. Two or three nasty little fuckers.
Normies always day "work hard and you have a girlfriend and friends". What they never mention is how they, themselves, do everything possible to make other peoples lives misery. They are the bullies. They are the ones that will do everything they can to stop you from having friends.
Want to complain about it? It's your fault you CREEP for not working hard enough to make friends.
Please do not cry anon. I do care about you despite not knowing you. Do remember that your presence here is always appreciated, i wouldn't want one less anon to call a faggot. I need more faggots.
play this music for that gif i guess.
4chan is something no site can model. We all hate each other, call everyone faggots, niggers, ect. But we have been called faggots, niggers, retards in real life. And it hurt there, because we didn't know those people.
But here, on 4chan, we brush off being called a faggot as if it was no different than being called dumb by a child. Because we all know each and everyone of us are in the same boat. We treat each other like shit here because we don't know any other way to act.
We are essentially a containment website for failures.
Yeah, those movies about teenagers having their first kiss, running from their homes, having fun with a group of friends completely fucking break me.
These things are healthy for the mental development of a teenager, after all that's the kind of stuff this life period is associated with, rebelliousness, sexual discovery, social interactions and all of that.
Not growing with this shit probably affects you deeply in a psychological level.
For us you are normal. Do you really want to be normal as a normie when it winds down to it? You wouldn't meet us or shitpost with us if you were a normie.
No problem anon
Yeah, 'coming of age' is really fucking important and if it hasn't happened by the time you leave college/uni you're fucked.
Life thrusts you out into adulthood expecting you to know all this shit whilst you haven't even read the beginner's manual. It's what EVERYTHING in our society is based on, the idea that you party and "get it out of your system" in your teens/early 20s then settle down soon after to get things done.
A gf or drinking buddies aren't just what they are on the surface, they're emotional "sponges" (for lack of a better term) for relieving emotional baggage, the typical robot has NEVER had that even if they had so-called "friends".
Well if >>26301898 is being a normie, I'd never say no.
You realize that everyone you know has gone through this? Your parents, parent's friends, people around you.
I'd rather have all these 'friends' and experiences to look back on than having all the vidya and anime in the world to cope with as my 'sponge'
None of this makes me feel anything
What do I win
Yeah, it's a pretty shitty feel. Vidya and mongolian cave drawings aren't good substitutes.
I put friends in speech marks because I'm guessing it's pretty common for people on here to have had friends who weren't really friends at all.
I know I did, the people I "hung out with" (sometimes) I mainly just hung out with because I didn't want to feel even more alone. They never, EVER invited me to anything even though I knew some of them for 4+ years.
I went out during my teenage years. There were some good moments. But parties left me feeling exhausted and lonely. Now I'm in my twenties and trying to reintegrate back into society.
I have friends, but it does get boring at times when I go out with them, and I see them only every once in a while. I made an effort this year to see them more regularly. I wish my friends were more adventurous though. I feel that the experiences are never as good as I imagine them to be. I do have a few magical memories though that really were great. Those moments are so rare though.
Yeah I feel that bro. Those friends don't tend to stick around though :/
Good luck with your stuff man. Hoping for the best
The only 2 losers i hung out with during my entire high school years were just 'colleagues' and they all eventually got girlfriends and all of that.
The moment they got their shit together they never looked back and never spoke to me again.
As I said they weren't really close friends but that's all i had in terms of social interaction.
Reminds me of when I went to Hawaii for a school thing in High School.
I just sat in my room, ate chips, and watched movies while my friends had fun at the beach.
I feel like I should of just done something, walk out of my shell, but I had it in my head that everyone hated me. Looking back the only person who hated me was myself.
>I just sat in my room, ate chips, and watched movies while my friends had fun at the beach.
>"friends" started to turn 17 and so started learning to drive
>one guy in our group had a 5-seater car
>most lunches they all went to McDonalds or Subway or some shit
>I was always the 6th person and had to be left behind
>mfw they took the guy they only kept around to make fun of more than me
That was when I started to realize that I was a horrible person and had always been.
I've driven thru many area's like that in my life. *not the guy your talking too.* And at times stayed for a bit. Driving up and down those roads with music on and just you and the car. Yeah anon it's very comfy.
>live in Britain
>motorways are filled with utter twat drivers and/or road accidents causing complete lockdown
>country roads are practical death traps with middle clash twats who think they own the road
>can't even /nightwalk/ because of the drunken twats who harass you for doing anything
The most uncomfy country in the world. It's terrible.
>None of this makes me feel anything
I, too, feel empty and hollow.
Yeah, if you have a million pounds spare to buy a small country house in a decent village. Everyone else has to live in miserable fucking towns and cities that are more Mordor than The Shire.