should I just off myself?
>ugly as fuck
>beyond what plastic surgery/makeup can fix
>everyone thinks I'm an airhead
>i kind of am
>everyone thinks I'm easy
>i kind of am
>no one likes me/I have no friends
>no tits or ass at all
>no self esteem
>no one will ever like me, i have no good qualities
>would do anything for/love a boyfriend unconditionally, but no one wants me
>alone for the rest of my life, no hope
>Wat do ?
Nothing. Not a single fucking move in any direction ever. Just keep yourself in the stream, float in the emptiness, appreciate the peace, wander in the nothingness.
Then reach enlightenment.
Killing yourself will be a treason to all the "no"s starting your phrases. It will be a renunciation of your true soul, a forever alone traveler on the train to no destination.
>ill fuck basically anything yet never get sex
>I dont know, he just doesnt give a fuck about me unless i have food
Have you tried letting your dog fuck you, or to suck his cock? He might appreciate you more if he can use your body for his pleasure.
maybe try the female version of a no-fap, and sublimate that energy into something useful, i don't know, say, carpentry, or bonsai tree pruning...doesn't matter. just focus on something else for a day. then two, etc. re-define who you are.
only if they look like this
You sound like a female version of me, and I never thought that was possible.
I would like to meet you but then I realize you probably live a thousand miles away and it would be useless
What about your asshole? I'm an experienced asshole connoisseur and surely would appreciate it.
It's not about what you have, it's about how you use it and the confidence with which you use it. There are all kinds of ugly celebrities who have made it not in spite of their unusual looks, but because of them. Just a few who spring to mind: John Berryman, DJ Qualls, Lemmy, Marty Feldman, Donatella Versace, Tori Spelling, Amy Winehouse, and Lily Tomlin.
You're never going to be conventionally attractive, so stop trying. Embrace your ugliness and do something interesting with it. I have. I'm fat, ugly, hairy, and I have indifferent hygiene -- and I wear a fucking *fedora*. But I have a unique style which removes context, so people have no way to judge me against anyone else. As a result, I get lots of people flirting with me whom my friends regard as way out of my league. Own it and be proud of it, OP, and you'll do just fine.
Have you thought about doing something unique with makeup, then, the way Amy Winehouse did? If you're not going to be conventionally attractive anyway, then you might as well take a chance and be unique. People won't think any less of you, and some will find your style intriguing.