What do you do to feel good? My psychotic depression is in one of its good parts right noe, so I'm capable of feeling pleasure. For me, it's playing dark souls and smoking.
>play counter strike: source
>start empty server
>bring up console
>bot chad joined
>kick chad's ass
I can't talk about it with people in real life, so I'm ttying to find people like me on this board. However, the influx of normie trump voters is making it hard to do that. I might just try a different website.
Remember to make up a random gender and state your pronouns before you start posting.
I can easily spend 7 hours straight producing, chopping samples, making up weird chord progressions, layering, making my own synth patches, resampling etc
I get so lost in it, lose the sense of time completely I love it. It's the only thing in my life that I am still getting excited about day after day
I just hope I gain some confidence one day in my work so I can show it to others, I usually delete every project after a while because I don't find it as good as what I'm currently making and so on.
I think when I finally find out how to truly translate the ideas from my head to audio then I will finally be content with my stuff and try to make a living out of it
>Why even mention it aside for attention