Youkouso, Anon. We'll begin your hikikomori training without further ado.
Remember: Withholding personal information from your counsellor results in a one million Yen penalty!
Is it that time of the week again?...dumb misakiposters
This week I think I got lucky for once. Succesfully managed to dodge that oral presentation I was to do.
Now to survive the finals...
Eeeto....the thread was made 15 minutes ago. Did you watch the catalog?
What troubled you this week?
Fuck that anime, that's the real conspiracy. Making us believe there are qtp2t girls out there willing to save us, making us carry on with our dogshit mundane lives every day just because of some faint hope, so that they can collect our tax dollars. The ending even clearly tells you NEETs to become wagekeks so that you can generate more tax revenue.
>What troubled you this week?
Actually, nothing. I didn't go out or did anything at all this week. I actually didn't even realise it is friday until 3 hours ago and then i've just been waiting for this thread. I haven't been outside my house for 2 months now i think, last time was when i had to go to the doctor for an hour. I don't want to go outside my house anymore.
That is kind of irony we wallow in. There aren't any cute girls in the 3D realm meaning we are doomed forever.
> I haven't been outside my house for 2 months
How do you survive? Or does going outside for food not count?
> I don't want to go outside my house anymore.
I know that feel. The outside is full with obligations and annoying people.
>How do you survive?
I live with my mom. I'm like a parasite to her, slowly eating all her food without giving anything in return. Making her cry for not doing anything with my life sometimes. I don't go anywhere or even do anything inside my house either. I'm just sitting in front of my computer every day all day waiting to die. I'm 22 college dropout too, just like satou at the start of the series but i'm not waiting for anyone to save me.
Someday someone, or something, will come and save you.
It is not too late to change your hikikomori ways!
I can't disagree.
>there are literally no people worse than you so you can't save anybody
Hey anon, I remember your thread and myself asking what to visit in Japan. Maybe you would be interested to know that Tokyo is really as fun as sometimes pictured. Akiba rocks, even though my knowledge of Chinese symbols was too limited to enjoy it fully, especially in maid cafes and at comic market. Still mad fun though.
Oh yeah Tokyo is great. Made me feel not like throwing up while being outside.
What maid cafe did you go to?
At least you're moving forward with your life. It's funny to think one day you will be an old man probably with a wife (that i don't think will look anything like misaki but you won't care at that point ) and children and such, and you will think "did i really made all those threads about that anime character every friday?. Kinda funny if you think about it. Actually, 2 years back i was completely obsessed with another anime character and now i don't really care about her anymore. I still have a folder with 300 pictures of her just as a reminder of how bad my obsession was. Anyway, good luck on those finals man, you can do it.
That's not happening. I'm studying a useless degree and basically just wasting time. I'll probably botch the finals as well since I don't care. Thanks for the good luck wishes, though.
>getting a wife
When I was 13 or so I made a bet with my father that I wouldn't ever get married and I do not plan on losing. Fuck 3D women.
Ha! I was in Maidreamin as well. The stench of sweat was hardocre and the food was hilariously overpriced but I guess that's common. My favourite place was probably Akiba or the Shinjuku park. Everywhere was great.
No, I am not. But MCF might show up later.
You understand dreams, I had a real weird dream where my Aunty said my dick belongs in her vagina. Fortunately we're not blood related but it's still weird, I think she had a thing for my Dad before he died and I look the most like him.
Loads. I went shopping in that radio center building just next to the station. Bought four figures and some manga there. You?
Woah! I don't think I ever had lewd dreams about my family. Did you ever had a sort of flirt with your aunt? Otherwise I can't explain where a dream like that would come from.
I found Liberty 13 much better than radio kaikan, it's directly at the Main Street going to ginza direction. Also some really loud place called Mulan recycle with nice selection. Finally, aside from akiba, Nakano Broadway was cool with more accent on old figurines. What was your favorite food? Mine was ramen with tempura shrimps
Unfortunately I only learned about Nakano broadway after I was back home. Thankfully I got my fix of older figurines in Kyoto. Did you manage to see the fish auction in Ginza?
My favourite food was ramen as well. How's the spicy variant with ground meat called again?
Nothing lewd actually happened other than her saying that, she's sort of butch and in her 50s I think. We used to get on, she was pretty cool but then she just stopped talking to me, she had a daughter who is now 14. The only thing is I'm into gentle femdom, none of that bdsm garbage though and I've had girls approach me in similar ways before.
Might just be your fetish manifesting itself in your dreams. Perhaps you talked with your aunt recently and that made her appear in your dream. I wouldn't worry about it.
I think it's called tantanmen and it's also great. if by ginza auction you mean tsukiji fish market then yes, I was very mpressed, even though I failed to taste their famous sushi due to insane lines...I also liked shibuya and Harajuku vibes, it's like akiba for normal people
Well I've had dreams come true before, my theory is that she is the type of person I wanted (at least personality wise) and this goes both ways but it simply can't happen. Unfortunately there aren't much women like her, but if I did met somebody I would (though I like the idea of women coming onto me).
I hope someone do a stream again someday. Last week, 10 minutes after the stream started. I was having fun, chilling with you guys watching the episode when suddenly out of fucking nowhere a power blackout that pretty much lasted until the end of the stream. Then, when the lights came back, I quickly turned on the computer and went to the stream only to not be able to see anything for unknown reasons. The stream was still going but i couldn't see or hear anything. Then I went to sleep crying, I had been waiting for three weeks for that stream and I got cucked by god. The first and only power blackout just suddenly happens at the highlight of my month. I fucking hate life.
Abscess on butt anon here.
My abscess healed fully.
I've been exercising by walking outside or by using my stationary bike inside my house.
I'm 179lbs, I want my weight to be in the low 170's.
Also, I've been playing Umineko Chiru. I'm on Episode 7 and next is the last episode - Episode 8.
My image is a 4chan banner.
Funny, I missed the auction (didn't want to go in the first place but my travel partner insisted) but ate sushi in some small restaurant at 4am there.
Shibuya was nice but very westernized on the main roads. Blew like 160 bucks on karaoke there. I visited the Meiji shrine and Takeshita street in Harajuku. Was a nice introduction to Tokyo in general.
I forgot to mention that I adore red bean paste anpan.
Maybe you can joke with her about it someday. For now, enjoy the fantasy.
I remember you. That blackout was very unfortunate. You didn't miss too much, though. A normie shat up the chat. Don't be sad and enjoy the Misaki pictures.
Excellent news. I wish you success with your exercise and losing weight.
>I hope someone do a stream again someday.
I'd like to know this as well. I remember some months ago some other anon (misakicrazyfan or something like that) was going to do stream, but couldn't access my computer or set it up on the phone.
Are there regular schedules?
No regular schedules. Apparently MCF used to do streams regularly before he became a wageslave. Misaki have mercy on his soul.
It's entirely random if a stream happens or not these days.
>Best friend is always trying to get me to leave 4 chan
>to stop being a reclusive hikki
>to-do better with my life
>it's a he
>today I realized I have crazy feelings for him non the less
>my own personal misaki
>I have felt crazy good and crazy bad all day
>how do I deal with this ?
Sorry I meant to say I could do one tomorrow (or next week, if these threads are restricted to fridays), right now I don't have access to my hard drive and it's too late to start now (I'm europoor).
You probably do need a good connection but I know next to nothing about streaming. I'm fine with not having a stream.
First realize that there is no Misaki in real life. The next step would probably be to convey your feelings to him.
I probably am, I keep clinging to every little thing be says like its a possibility like the fact that he came out of the bathroom in boxers and make an offhand joke about not being too shy to masturbate in front of me.
I went ahead and told him a bunch of stuff anyways, I told him he is the only person I care about, that the thought of loosing him made me cry and that I would do anything he asked me to.
A what happened today,,? No phone call no nothing.
He is always trying to make me come out too, why does he does this things?
> why does he does this things?
Because he is your bro and wants to help you.
Doesn't mean he has romantic feelings for you, unfortunately.
I know he is not misaki but he is the only person who ever tried to help me better my life. There are people who do this but they are scarce
Looking back I have mostly nothing but good memories of him either. I wish be was gay, I would do anything to be attractive to him even go through hormone treatment
I keep going to sleep and trying to wake up straight or at least not feeling this way but it all comes back
Anon stop wishing for people to have a crazy nonsensical interest in your well being (like misaki) you are going to fall in love and its going to hurt.
I could make a list of the things he has done for me and this thread would reach post limit
And I already was so awful to him too, I will never be able to forgive myself for thst
Those are some dangerous thoughts and I wouldn't doing something like that.
What did you do? It can't be that bad if he's still trying to help you.
I woke up today with the crazy urge to jump with him in bed and start kissing him until he woke up then take care of his boner then get fucked by him then cuddle for a while and be told by him that he loves me and coock breakfast for him or something cute
I'm glad my puty desires and sad life are arousing to you, all I got was a fist bump tho
>tfw too ashamed of posting at this hour
Be was about to. Here is the point were you stop believing me but I have trouble feeling empathy at all, I may not even be able to, I was awful to most people my whole life and looking back I don't even feel guilty about it, I just don't care
But when he texted me he didn't want to see me again I broke down crying, it was the first time I cryed and it wasn't out of fear too, I begged and begged until he decided to forgive me
K felt crazy desperate at the thought of loosing him, I never felt this way about loosing anyone else, I even cut contact with my mom for two years because she was becoming toxic
I don't think the anime encouraged us NEETs to do that, more like it tells people the shitty reality of life is that everyone will end up being forced to live the wagekek life no matter what.
>everyone there was a lolicon
t-thanks anon ;_; i know, you are right
Nothing to be ashamed of. How was your week?
Well, looks like you are in love.
With a dude.
Estoy ended up pretty well to me, be got a job do be was out of neetdom and he even got to keep the girl.
Things could have gone terribly wrong for him at any point. I remember watching it with my friend and he kept telling me about how satou was so stupid, he didn't really like nhk all that mjch
>tfw couldn't even marathon properly like before
i want to be a neet again
how the hell would that be sad.
Well at least that isn't sad for me if they liked ya back. Literally my sexual fantasy senpai.
I remember I had the opportunity to be Misaki with a guy I knew.
>guy really lonely KHV in class
>i am shy at the time
>hes kinda cute
>talk to him, short convo, every now and then
>sometimes sneaked up on him and hugged him
>he didnt mind
>wanted to talk to him more because I share the same feelings
>heard he plays video games and goes on computer most of his time
>so did I
>had endless dreams about him fucking me and being his waifu
>would literally raise kids with him
>never ended up anything more than acquaintances
I had a oneitis for him and I still do years later.
If I still knew him, I hope he were to see me differently.
>tfw i will disappoint that same anon this week because i won't stream
Are you a g-guy?
It's sad because I don't get to anon
We have been friends for ten years, and I'm not that sure what I feel for him, well I am now, but it would be obvious to any third party I have felt it for a long time. It's just that I admitted to myself I was gay just some months ago and I admited myself I have feeling for him last night
I told him all this gay stuff and he seemed OK with it, as he was falling asleep he asked me it I felt the floor too hard and I told him I only felt happy to see him because I don't get to see him the tmuch lately, we talked until 3 am.
I think most of our conversation must have hit him today, he already knows I'm gay even tho I never told him, he has been bugging me about it for almost five years now
>him fucking me
>and being his waifu
choose wisely anon
>i want to be a neet again
There is always next time. I hope so, at least.
I want to be depressed again, when I was depressed he spent 4 months living with me because he was scared I would try to kill myself again.
I'm sorry I'm this mopy I just wish life turned out differently
happy to be in this thread again and delivering some good (?) news
i should be able to stream every time mcf isnt to so we can watch some stuff together but i would like to know what you guys want to see so i can prepare for it
you can tell me if you have no interest thats fine too i guess
>been friends for ten years
That sounds like a nice relationship. I never held a friendship longer than a month.
It's also pretty good that he accepted you as gay at least doesn't hate you.
Is he with someone?
I don't even know much about relationships that far.
I'd rather not disappoint
can't be both D:?
MCF loli game? actual sister? thats nice lol
a-alright i remember your nickname but i dont remember what the hell we talked about ;_;
>tfw literally 5yo memory
anon lolis aren't always sexual, well in that case it was but i think the majority of 4chan likes lolis in a non-sexual way
well if you only have dreams about fucking him, that's too lewd for waifu standards i guess
Misakism, wanna join?
thanks anon that would be nice, i feel like in my current state i don't think i can do it on a weekly basis. I'm the type of person that never keeps their promises, i end up giving up on everything
nooo... im pretty sure.
never too lewd senpai. I wouldn't mind having sex with him a few times if he wanted or whatever he felt like. But its more so the fact we can relate to each other and we have a lot in common. He just felt comfy to be with
you can stream anime on twitch? can't you get banned for content or something?
Yes, he has a girlfriend who be never gets to see and I concider a whore who is not good enough for him and I hate.
It's not healthy for a girl to have that many male friends and only hangh with them all the time she has fucked some of them before I'm sure and she still is
She is cute tho but really stupid. He has told me in the past that he loves her but in the last year he hasn't mentioned her at all to me
i contradict myself a lot like a bipolar tumblrina anon
but i won't fail on Misaki, i just can't, she means too much to me.
>life turned out differently
Don't we all
Based Nagisa-anon. Anything is fine with me but for maximum comfy I like slice of life cutesy shit.
Curch of Misaki
>I wouldn't mind having sex with him a few times
i-i don't know how to feel about that kind of statement
>hate intense feelings of loneliness
>don't want to go out with my one friend when he invites me to a study session
What the fuck is wrong with me.
The appeal of Misaki isn't that she's trying to save you. It's that she's fucked up like you, and that over time you two can learn to trust each other. You're both messed up people who've finally found someone to relate to.
Study sessions are a waste of time anyways.
>The appeal of Misaki isn't [...]
Very very well said, Anon.
Hey Mcf, here's a few tips from one of your fans
1. Never say "fuck it l'll do it later" to anything, because you won't do it and it'll make you lazier than before
2. Always sleep at the same time, 9pm-11pm are the best
don't kill yourself my man
Lots of love :D
Even If I don't learn much, I should still go. Opportunities for me to socialise with someone I feel comfortable with are rare and I need to take advantage of them in order to improve. The only other person there is his other friend, so I might even make a second friend if I'm lucky.
I'd like to meet Misaki, but I think Yamazaki goes unmentioned too often. With whom else could you share something as messed up as an addiction to lolicon. Someone to get drunk with and make a galgame together.
I think the message of nhk is that you end up getting all you wanted in life only to realize that's not what you wanted at all.
It's mind of a bittersweet feeling to win without being able to win and in the end all you want is to go back and call yourself stupid
Anyone can relate ?
>The appeal of Misaki isn't that she's trying to save you. It's that she's fucked up like you, and that over time you two can learn to trust each other. You're both messed up people who've finally found someone to relate to.
Why is it so hard to find someone like that IRL anyway is it because those types of girls don't go for guys who are like them? Or is it because girls have a huge line of male misakis waiting to save them?
>one of your fans
anon i don't there's "fans" of mine, even the thought makes me cringe
>Never say "fuck it l'll do it later" to anything, because you won't do it and it'll make you lazier than before
i end up sleeping or just laze around until i drag myself to bed every single weekday
>Always sleep at the same time, 9pm-11pm are the best
actually i have a better sleeping pattern since i became a wageslave but arriving at dinner time i just feel numb and end up sleeping a lot and sometimes waking and weird hours and go back to sleep but overall i sleep a lot lately, more than i should i think
>don't kill yourself my man
i don't see it like that, i just see it like "i had my time here and that's it, im ok with it"
n-nothing it just sounds promiscuous
i have a question to everyone
What do you guys wanted me to stream besides the NHK episodes?
Because those people typically aren't very sociable.
I'm no expert on psychology, but an abused girl like Misaki would probably not be very outgoing, and would require time to warm up to someone.
You anon, likely suffer from a simillar problem, otherwise you wouldn't be posting in this thread. Hence you two won't meet because neither is willing to.
Also, don't you find the desire for someone who's mentally messed up to be a bit messed up in and of itself?
The book is also way darker than the anime. Still a great novel, but it's not the sort of life you'd want.
Oh yeah a bro like Yamazaki sounds nice.
Too bad he turned into a normie at the end.
I think it's more about the fact that there won't be some magical person coming from the heavens to save your sorry hiki ass.
If someone has a backstory like Misaki they probably aren't very outgoing. Keep in mind Misaki met Satou only because she was helping her aunt at the time. She doesn't know anybody else. Basically what this anon said >>26280863
Just get serious....from tomorrow on. NEET force go!
lately I've not been following the seasonal anime, i watch a little bit of everything but i have preference for SoL
>watching NHK for the first time
prepare yourself anon
some comfy SoL is nice as blackoutanon already said to me
You're a boss on an IT division :O
Will you hold the same status at X? Less work hours and travel time is pleasant. I'd say go for it if money isn't an issue for you.
However, meeting college people sounds like a pain. But meeting anybody is, too. I don't know what relations you had with your college mates.
You're now trapped here forever. Damn that NHK...
alright pham I'm at my limit already, see you next week ;_; sorry to everyone that was looking towards a stream today.
>tfw i keep saying sorry and doing the same thing over and over again
Someone crashed into my truck, insurance sided with the college faggot who hit me so...
>asking mommy to bring home a six pack for me er'day again
>just fuck my shit up senpai
captch: click on the truck
What kind of asshat insurance sides with the guy that crashed into you?
Firebomb their office, jesus christ.
>americans still think their dollar is hot shit and not just mexican pesos #2
China is going to drag us all down with them anyways.
I bet it was some drunk chad who just came back from banging stacy.
Fuck this world. It's truly a conspiracy.
I'll make you a deal and include some free shitposting as well.
>tfw nothing like second amendement or castle doctrine in yurop so the gubbament could storm in any time and arrest me for my thoughts.
Feels bad man.
I've been trying to watch this show, but I had to stop at the exact point when I realized that Sato is an actual fucking moron: He has a cute girl constantly pestering him but instead of making her his fuck doll the only thing he can think of is asking his friend Yamazaki (?) to dress up like a girl and pretend to be his girlfriend.
This guy is an idiot; he deserves all his misery 100%
I don't want to keep watching, it is too painful, because I am an idiot too.
It's a bit more obvious in the novel but Satou isn't a dumbass in that sense. He realizes really quick that Misaki must have some ulterior move because there is no way in hell some cute girl would help a hiki loser like him. Thus, he treats her with disrespect and rightfully so.
Yamazaki only pretended to be a girl during the MMORPG arc to get Satou to stop playing eventually unless I am missing something.
It's when his Mom calls, then he meets with Misaki and she offers to pretend to be his girlfriend (he doesn't even hear her and pictures Yamazaki dressed as a girl). I know it's for comedy but for some reason it made me mad. If Satou didn't think so much, if he weren't in his head so much, he wouldn't have all his problems. For one thing, he would have heard Misaki. He wouldn't have bothered trying to figure out her ulterior motives and would have just fucked her like a normal man. Well, and there wouldn't be a show/story to begin with.
So I didn't know what "hikkomori" is so I googled it and this came up.
Who thinks... "you know what this knee-high pile of garbage that I live in needs? A model yacht."
I finished rereading the novel and I think I have a decent idea about the differences between all of them.
Novel has only one offing part, at the end at the cliff. The manga has three (maybe 4): the offline meeting (brief), one sometime afterward where it's just Satou at a cliff, and one at the end where Misaki waits in Mita House during demolition. There's sort of a fourth one, when Satou is doing Misaki's bidding and they're on an amusement park ride. The anime has only two: the offline meeting which is much longer than in the manga, and the part at the end which is basically identical to the novel.
In the manga, Misaki was not abused. The cigarette burns were self-inflicted to get Satou's sympathy. In the novel, they were done by her second father. I don't remember if the anime showed cigarette burns but it was pretty much the same. Also, in the manga Misaki's aunt and uncle are her mother and father.
The novel doesn't include the MLM arc at all. The manga includes it, but they never get their money back. And the anime has it with a feel-good ending.
I'd like to write a more complete breakdown in the future. All of the mediums are amazing and well worth reading/watching.