>Be black male
>reluctantly get a white bf(he was so persistent)
>He tells me I look like a girl
>have an idea
>I find a nice top and skirt, some sheer pantyhose
>put on makeup, curly wig, get my nails done
>He comes to my house
>"I was waiting for you at the door~"
>He sees what I have on
I can't remember much after that.
I have told this story before, but I will tell the tale once more.
>summer of 2011
>i was 17
>for about two months i thought i was gay for some reason
>post on craigslist looking for gay butt stuff
>being the autist that i was i decided to meet the first person that responded
>told him i was 17 and a virgin
>wanted to be fully submissive like the porns i've seen
>"WHEN CAN I COME PICK YOU UP"
>old, fat, bald, grey mustache, walrus man picked me up in his van
>not making this part up, he had a van
>get into the back of the van per his request in our correspondence
>he has some girly cloths for me to wear
>knee socks, tight shirt thing, panties, and of course a collar and cuffs
>got nude and changed into them while he drove to wherever we were going
>looked pretty cute
>felt really lewd
>we finally got to our destination
>other cars in the parking lot
>what the fuck
>clips a leash to my collar and leads me inside
>tells me not to talk to anyone
>i did not sign up for this but keep silent
Yes please anon
Oh and by the way, did you know this comment is original?
>it's a fucking porn studio
>two other middle aged guys there
>at least they're not gross like Mr Walrus
>they start talking
>apparently they were about to cancel "today's shoot"
>but walrus man found me
>they start talking about me
>walrus man sciences me
>one of the other guys says they'll give me 200 dollars to play with them for an hour on camera
>don't know what to say
>not sure what the outcome of a yes or no would be
>"cool, Richie set up the camera i'm going to get our boy ready"
>walrus man starts fumbling with a pretty nice professional looking camera
>"my name is Dion, i'm going to be fucking your ass today"
>he says jokingly, i smile uncomfortably
>"you ever done this before?"
>tell him i'm a virgin
>"haha, well we're gonna fix that!"
>again jokingly as if this was a joke
>we head into a bathroom
>we gotta get you lubed up before we do anything
>tells me to bend over
>he's got a weird syringe thing
C O N T I N U E Y O U R S T O R Y
K I N D A N O N
sorry, i should have wrote this out before hand
>pulls down my panties and starts fingering my butt
>inserts the syringe thing and injects a bunch of lube in my butt
>my dick is diamonds
>"this is to make sure you're ready for us"
>should have brought my own, this one felt weird
>"we're ready when you are, Dion"
>called the other guy from the big room with the camera
>"we're not doing a scene or anything today, so we're just going to go in there and get down to business, okay?"
>we go in and other guy is already nude with a rock hard dick
>not huge but porn worthy
>Dion starts to undress
>he was apparently already hard
>we're all hard
>Dion put me on my knees and locks the cuffs behind my back
>suddenly there was a warm dick in my mouth
>didn't know what to do at that point
>"he's a virgin, we're gonna teach him the way"
>actually doing pretty well, not gagging that much
>tearing up a fair bit
>seemed like i was on the ground with a dick in my mouth for a while
>pulls out and cums on my face
>other guy brings me over to this padded table
Dion was some sort of South American I think
Come on, everyone's doing it now. Why bother trying to steal their bitchy ass women when you can get the men?
>i'm bent over the table, cum still on my face
>walrus man doing close ups on my ass and face
>other guy takes out the plug slowly and goes in and out a bit
>feels good with so much lube
>throws the pug off to the side
>puts his dick up against my butt
>a big warm wiener in my buns
>lots of teasing and feeling up my butt
>finally he starts diving deep
>feels amazing at first
>he starts doing it harder and faster
>thank fuck i've trained a bit at home otherwise this would probably hurt really bad
>mixture of fear, pain, and pleasure washing over me
>really want to touch my dick
>raining cum at this point
>walrus man even gets a shot of it i think
>he pulls half way out and cums inside of me
>lay there like a rag doll mind in a wash of emotion
>they uncuff me
>i immediately try to touch my dick
>Dion grabs my arm and other guy jacks me off
>cum in an instant
>go to the bathroom and get cleaned up
>they gave me some cash and walrus man dropped me off at a gas station near my house
>the next day realize what did
>could have gotten aids, or worse be seen in a gay porn by someone i know
>never did anything like that again
>still can't find the porn
if you can find the porn that would be pretty cool. At this point I just want to see it, the paranoia was worn off. I had sort black hair, white, and completely shaved
i'm not OP, just someone posting in a lewd thread that OP started
i'm like 3 1/2 inches hard, and i was pretty girly back then, always been pretty androgynous
>a big warm wiener in my buns
holy shit anon what a line, I cracked up
Do you get to please girls this ? (genuine question, I don't want to be mean)
Also knowing your size makes me pretty hard, I don't like males bodies to be ""gay"", but I always empathize with the sissies on those stories. I love cute small penises.
Huh. How much sexual experience do you have?
I have no idea what my sexuality is either. I think I'm just so emotionally deprived yet so loving that I'm becoming blind to gender, just want to not feel so alone and misunderstood, and that anything sexual would build off that emotional comfort -- that simply the fact I deeply care about someone and they seemingly genuinely care back makes me want to make them feel good in any way possible
>How do you feel about it these days?
I don't really. It's something that happened, that's about it.
>How much sexual experience do you have?
this story, and i kissed a girl on the lips once
>I have no idea what my sexuality is either. I think I'm just so emotionally deprived yet so loving that I'm becoming blind to gender, just want to not feel so alone and misunderstood, and that anything sexual would build off that emotional comfort -- that simply the fact I deeply care about someone and they seemingly genuinely care back makes me want to make them feel good in any way possible
this is painfully accurate
Sometimes I fantasize about being in a relationship with another fairly striking guy, one who we mutually have realized the chances of other people being like us are infinitesimally small, and so we just base our lives around each other and eventually might find a grill who's like us and then the three of us have a mutually polygamous relationship (inb4 tumblr, they stole this and use it to justifiably cheat)
I have no idea but.. Huh..I guess that wouldn't be surprising. I'm doubtfully like him; I hate how cruel and distant people apparently are. I have and would never controllably hurt a person
We're still together. He's also has girlfriend, but I don't really mind. YOLO.