>tfw opiates make me feel so good that getting a gf feels redundant
Just stick to stims, man. They make you hyper-aware of reality and make you smarter.
I used to think the same as you, OP, until the novelty passed and I was left with a shit ton of drugs and no love
few things in life can match the pleasure of getting high with someone you love. and lets not talk about sex. god damn, the sex
hardest thing I've done was meth + mdma + speed, god dammit what a fucking crazy night.
lmao not even in a thousand years
weed sativa can get pretty stimulating, but nowhere close to the real deal
weed can only make you feel stimulated for 2 hours tops until the munchies come in. meth will make you dance for the whole night and the morning
>also is it true that there is salvia in OG Kush
who the fuck told you this?
>who the fuck told you this?
i will post the full story in a couple of minutes, i know i have it written down somewhere
the summary is that i smoked a lot of weed and then blacked out and had some nightmarish shit going on in my head
when i researched what happened to me salvia was the most common answer
i told my friend and he said thats bullshit, but a week ago he said he found out that salvia is on og kush (which is what we were smoking back then)
him fucking with me is very likely since i have been ridiculed a lot of times for blacking out that night
Drugged man cuts off penis
By Les Kennedy
September 19 2002
>A man has undergone microsurgery to try and reattach his little finger, penis, scrotum and left hand - all which he cut off in an alleged drug-induced act of self-mutilation.
>Police said the man was believed to be high on amphetamines. He attacked himself with a large kitchen carving knife during an argument with his wife at a home in the northern NSW town of Inverell.
>The bizarre act of self-mutilation was witnessed by two ambulance officers who were called to the home at 2.30pm on Tuesday by the distraught woman after the man, aged 38, initially cut off the little finger on his right hand. Inverell police Inspector Dave Harrington said when ambulance officers arrived at the home, the woman ran from the house followed by the man, who was still armed with the knife.
>The man then cut off his scrotum and penis before lopping off his left hand at the wrist-joint, just as Inspector Harrington and six other police officers arrived at the scene.
>It took all seven officers to hold the man down while the ambulance officers applied pressure bandages to stem the bleeding.
>Inspector Harrington said that had the ambulance officers not been on hand the man might have died from massive blood loss. "It is one of the worst things I've seen in 16 years," Inspector Harrington said. "Police have reason to believe he was affected by amphetamines at the time.
here thats what i posted on r9k months after it happened:
>smoke a lot of weed (yeah i know. maybe there was something else in there)
>suddenly cant move
>open my eyes, cant see
>all i see is flashing lights
>lights are intense as fuck, think those police flash things
>think im going blind
>really loud noise getting extremely loud
>literally cant feel my face
>try to stop this by standing up
>it gets like 10 times worse
>fall on floor (thats what my friends told me at least, i tried to sit down again)
>mind leaves room
>see everything "objectively" (dunno how to describe it)
>feel like im not truly myself
>see everything bad in the world at once (death, people staring on their phones all day, children dying of hunger etc. basically all bad feels combined)
>suddenly forget how to talk (in my mind)
>just the brightest fucking light and loud noise for what felt like 7 days (im serious)
>cant escape, cant kill myself, dont know who i am, where i am
>"i will forever be stuck here"
>suddenly vision and hearing comes back
>grab vomit bucket
>vomit 5 times
>last time looks like fucking water
and that was when i stopped smoking for some months
>fuck up the dosages and never get past 2nd plat both times
>too afraid to order more in case the postman gets suspicious
Avoidant Personality is the only drug I really need, I guess
> i'm too awkward to talk to a dealer and i have no friends
I know this feel too well, dude. The upside is, if you manage to get a connect, you literally do not need to be a friend with the dealer, dealers hate this faggotry. just message him/talk to him, ask for prices and were can you meet him, and thats it. if he likes you, cool, but you are not meeting with him to hang out.
when I was studying for software engineering, all of my classmates were reclused bitches who only drink beer in social events. I had to dig my way through awkward silences, forced frienships and unlikable people but I managed to get the best weed I've ever had. if you are commited, you will make it. I know this because I could
Looks like I got caught by the wordfilter.
Replace "baka" in the URL with ess em aitch if you want the full story.
In this case it's short for "Sydney Morning Herald".
So how safe IS tor-ing up and buying things off of deepweb markets?
Making personal connections is a step too far for me and it really cramps on my ability to get shit
I'm intrigued by drugs. In fact, for the past few years I've revolved my life around them. I make plans on when I'm gonna take them, I schedule stuff around that, devote a certain percentage of my paychecks to them.
I just got myself an entire sheet of acid and 10G of MDMA
if you are in a place were domestic vendors are avaible, then yeah buy CONCENTRATES
DO NOT BUY WEED ON THE DEEP WEB!!!!
too bulky and really hard to mail, as well as it being the most common drug found
I have to say this again
DO NOT BUY WEED ON THE DEEP WEB!!
DO NOT BUY WEED ON THE DEEP WEB!!!
DO NOT BUY WEED ON THE DEEP WEB!!!
find someone who sells hashish / dabs / wax, if you can fit it in an envelope then its good to go
DO NOT FUCKING BUY WEED ON THE DEEP WEB!!!!!
you are using the postal service for illegal deeds which is a HUGE federal felony on itself. the postal office does not fuck around. if they find your drugs they will do everything in their power to land your ass in jail, specially a schedule I substance
europe is getting their mail heavily scrutinized as well, thanks to the surge in popularity of the DNMs, although they are admittedly way behind the bar.
be safe, we are living in amazing times but so the bar has been rised, and we need to watch our steps even more than before. take your time to set up a solid OPSEC, you do not need to tumble your coins nor set up a fake ID with a fake drop house, but be careful of who do you ask this shit and dont tell anyone
TGUK for the acid and yes, GG for the mdma
this is the best mdma Ive tried so far in my life
After three years of constantly forcing myself to work up the courage asking people I know, only for them not to dabble in pills, not give a fuck, or not know anyone, I find someone to sell me adderall and he sells it to me 60mg for $20.
And it took me weeks to work up the courage to actually ask him too. But fuck his prices are expensive as fuck, I might as well get them off the dmn at this point. I'm on a college campus, I thought this shit was supposed to be 30mg for $5, at the most. DMN is a huge ripoff, but this guy is just as much desu.
>tried heroin a bunch of times
>smoked it in various amounts
>did heroin with seasoned junkie, scratched my face and nodded off to sleep
Where was the good feeling supposed to come in?
don't take addictive drugs?
don't mess around with opiates. maybe one time, but that's it. opiates play tricks on your mind and you'll use every excuse in the book to justify taking it more and more often as time goes on.
coke is a different story, for me at least. I haven't done it in years, but I used to do it somewhat frequently but I never had cravings or anything for it. I don't know how anyone can possibly get addicted to it.
it's fun for a while, but I would almost always get massive headaches after I used it. i always felt way too drained after a coke night, and if I didn't have a Xanax I wouldn't be able to go to sleep. it wasn't bad coke either, it was decent.
just not my type of drug. I don't really like uppers, I get similar reactions if I take adderall
yeah, coke is fun if you get good stuff but you really need an oopiate/benzo for the comedown. if you only do a few bumps you should be fine, but if you're doing bigger lines you'll be fucked when it wears off, even if it is good shit.
I got some fire coke last night and did three thick lines. luckily the guy I get coke from also always has xanax so it's very convenient.
I prefer downers though. coke is fun on rare occasions but I'd take an opiate any day.