I don't know if I'm depressed, numb, or what. Please just talk to me. I have nothing to live for. It's qll pointless. Kill me. I'm a pussy That can't kill myself. Reddit doesn't help anymore. 4chan doesn't help. Games don't help. It's too much. I don't want any of it. Please kill me. I'm a waste. I'm a disappointment. No point in being around me. Kill me.
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Life is very hard and confusing sometimes but we have other people if we're lucky and not in jail or offline with no friends so miracles and nice things can happen to but you do have to work at it a little bit
The right medication and especially talk therapy once a week helps me alot I highly recommended a therapist
I only get to talk to my therapist once a month.. overbooked.
It's impossible for you to feel this 24/7 .. it may be a low point, think about that it is a phase and your mood could turn to the better. Keep in mind that depression is a chemical imbalance in the brain and this low point isn't your normal state.
I felt the same though, and still do sometimes, I am honestly waiting to get a firearm to do it... but out of hope i have a belief that maybe oneday i might meet someone worth staying alive for.
I know what you mean by hoping to find someone to live for. Doesn't seem possible for me but it may be for you. Don't waste your life like I have. Do something with it. Anything that makes you content. I've felt lije this for years. Yes, I have my highs. But the lows are the strongest feeling that I get.
I don't know how. All I could do is try and give you some motivational words. Chances are you just might waste your life like me. But I could only hope you don't. We either succeed or fail right? Not like any of this matters.