>Want to literally own a female, subjugate her, punish her on a whim, fuck her however and whenever I want... enslave her.
>I want to make her cry and take it when I want.
>Feel too guilty to do shit about it.
>Think I'm a monster.
I can never tell if a girl is patronizing me when she says, "Oh, we like that kind of thing, too!"
I'm in hell.
You're not a monster, so long as you understand and apply consent if/when you choose to act on your fantasy.
Lots of people are into kinky shit, myself included. Just draw a mental line between fantasy and reality.
iktf, Anon. Not sure if it's men's innate aggression or excessive porn
>tfw want to hurt, brutalize, and torture women I find attractive in a never ending attempt to achieve hentai mind break
Even though I want that in sex, when it comes to relationships, I just want to be some beta house husband that doesn't have to deal with the real world.
sign up to fetlife then you dumb fuck.
I actually have a solid friends with benefits. But this submissive bitch just messaged me on fetlife and I'm gonna meet her Saturday. It's almost a guaranteed fuck. Not sure if I'm gonna fuck her yet though.
This is why I'm saying you need to draw a line between fantasy and reality. It's a hot fantasy. It is not a hot reality.
I get off on the idea of keeping a partner in chastity for a long period of time. It's a hell of a lot hotter to roleplay that than it is to actually enforce it. Your fantasy would be the same.
>tfw have similar fantasies but female
>actually an unconfident virgin in real life so it'd probably just be really cringy