/r9k/, help me get my innocence back.
I'm not really misogynistic, I don't hate women, but agree with a lot of shit /r9k/ says. I just see it as normal and as a result of both parties, women aren't to blame only.
But that's not the point. After 'beating' depression my emotions have become inert. I'm a hhkv in his 20's but can't seem to like any girl emotionally despite having options at the moment where they have admitted to liking me. I feel bad for them because they're nice but I just can't share the sentiment back after years of misery, rejection and cruelty in some cases by women. I just don't care, but I want to so badly. I want that warm and fuzzy feeling inside when someone likes me or I like them. i want to fall in love again and have a crush. I want to have any form of FUCKING FEELINGS TOWARDS PEOPLE PLEASE HALP.
I'm seeing one, I am on antidepressants that basically turn me into a sociopath. Even the little emotion I had left such as misery was killed off.
That's the problem, satire-kun.
You've learned, anon. Women are cruel. Perhaps not all, but a good portion are.
Now you can go about this in several ways.
>remain a KHV
>try the waters with these new girls
>see a shrink and waste money on "bee urself"
The choice is yours.
Focusing on the negative aspects of life day in and day out does not make you an objective observer of life.
How many new things do you actually learn browsing arcanine? You're just dwelling on shit you're well convinced of, it's not like this is a place of thoughtful and careful debate.
Are you confused, I'm not the one asking for my innocence back. You should be productive about your learning, I come here for the bantz and shitposting there's only rarely something insightful here it's mostly covering old ground.
How many times do you have to hear the same thing before you understand it? If you've learned the lesson it's time to move on to other things. I enjoy this place but if it makes you miserable and there's no new perspective or insight to gain, why keep coming here?
Holy fuck, this "love at first sight" thing is a meme dude. With relationships you have to work at it and develop comfort around that person. No, I can't just walk up to a stranger and go, "I'll love you forever!" Your emotions are normal, force yourself to go out with one of these grils and try to make something. If you don't like it then drop it
Congratulations. You are more emotionally stable than most 40-year-old men.
I'm the same. I left robotdom when I was 16 and found myself to be devoid of emotion. It's been 4 years since I started feeling this way.
I finally feel like I have control over my own body and mind, though that kind of freedom, while really useful, has its cons of course. It's really hard to find something to do since nature no longer dictates me to engage in activities that would lead to sex.
>I'm not really misogynistic, I don't hate women, but agree with a lot of shit /r9k/ says
>I feel bad for them because they're nice but I just can't share the sentiment back after years of misery, rejection and cruelty in some cases by women
Let's be honest. You don't feel bad for them. You feel bad for yourself.
You know you are young, and you feel bad for yourself because you do want a relationship, someone for yourself but you already saw how vicious women are. So you try to make up excuses, "that girl is different than others", but deep down you do know that all it takes is someone "better" than you on the horizon. There would be no sentiments, no seconds feelings. She would cheat or at best leave you before she upgrades to another man who she finds more attractive. You just can't accept it yet since you're young and you want to at least try... Decide for yourself, but try to understand, you're not sad for them, you're sad for yourself, because you want unattainable.
3DPD can't love.