I want to work on something I like, but I'm too lazy and discouraged, which makes me feel like whatever happens and for whatever reason, things will never get better for me, which in turn further pushes the need to kill oneself.
>>26219697 Just thinking about the state of my life.
I work a full-time low paying job that I hate. I currently have no interests outside getting drunk, listening to music, sports betting and internet browsing. I have never had sex despite being a 25 year old male. I am (according to IQ tests) highly intelligent, but possess no motivation to better myself. I am an alcoholic, smoker, gambler, and waste away significant amounts of money on these addictions. I have never felt a real connection to another human.
It's 6 am and I probably can't sleep till 7. Wondering how the fuck I'm supposed to entertain myself for one more hour. I've been staring at the computer motionless for several hours and it's starting to lose meaning.
Information overload. There is so much shit going on I can't keep up with 1% of 1% of 1% of 1% of 1% of 1% of it. I could be on any website right now. I could be playing any of hundreds of thousands of video games right now. Even if I was somehow normie enough to get laid, I could be fucking any of 3.5+ billion women.
The world is so big and complex, yet I'm sitting here debating suicide because I'm too autistic to get a job
I'm watching documentaries about psychopathy and I'm terrified I am one. The self absorption, lack of empathy, all fits. I can't tell anyone about it because they think I'm trying to be edgy and attention seeking.
>>26219697 Procrastinating from reading for interviews on Friday and wondering if there's really any point if I get the job or not.
Also not that anyone cares but the OP pic is something called Eichhoff's test for De Quervain's Tenosynovitis which gives a positive result if you get pain in the anatomical snuffbox area on performing the examination but it has a massively high false negative rate so most people would test positive but don't have the condition.
>really want to get a different job >haven't received any responses from any applications I've sent out >last two choices I have are Panera Bread and some bakery at a casino I'm probably not qualified for >Panera's openings are for graveyard shift bakers, sounded ok at first but I've never worked nighttime so I'd probably get fucked up/fat
Casino bakery is doing interviews tomorrow, I think I'l force myself to go
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