What's the most alone you've ever felt? I'll

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>>26214614

Not quite a lonely feeling but here's a time my power level was almost revealed.

> 2nd semester of college, in speech class

> Everyday the professor asks a question and we answer it for a grade

> Today's happens to be "What was your first kiss like?"

> All the normies are describing theirs with all the "awws"

> My turn

> Quietly say "Pass" under my breath and teacher moves on

Wasn't really mad at the teacher, but fuck. That question was like a fucking precision targeting missile. Felt like a fucking alien. Something that is so commonplace for normal people is something I will never experience.

You have to kill him anon. There is no shame in it, happens everyday, just kill him and move on with your life.

>>26214717
You can sue over that. I actually got a professor fired in college for a similar assignment.

>>26214614
sorry OP thats a bad story, i can feel you but i cant remember, it was so much shitty stories, its better this way

>>26214792
>generation enough attention to be known school-wide as a kissless virgin

>1 year ago
>loser recluse tranny
>get put in looney bin
>everyone is so nice
>have meals and watch tv with each other like the family's you see on tv
>fall asleep next to other really sweet mental people in the living room area
>wake up to good mornings and smiles
>get released

That small taste of normalcy left me with a whole new meaning of lonely

>>26214842
So? And no, I switched campus free of charge.

>>26214792

Really? What kind of assignment did you have?

And I'd be reluctant to do that because of what this guy said >>26214792

>>26214792
Please do go on. I would like to hear this story of yours

>>26214842
>tfw I was known school wide for being a kissless virgin
>asian chad 11 yo brother would mock me in senior hs

>>26214844
Dude, if getting put in a loony bin left you with feelings of normalcy, you need to seek enhanced professional care. And more time in the loony bin.

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>>26214717
I halfway know that feel

I had mine at 14 (inb4 normie get out) and it made me realize how pathetic I was.

>be at some summer camp
>normies wake me up at 6am
>why.jpeg
>they want to play truth or dare
>k whatever
>we go to an unused campground put of sight of the rest of the camp
>goes for a while
>eventually they get to a qt from the track team of my school
>"dare you to kiss anon lol"
>normies laughing
>she stares at me for a minute
>I have a deer in the headlights kind of look
>she says fine but she doesn't want anyone else to watch
>normies go all "awww" and turn around
>she basically headbutts me with her lips
>trying to get it over with as fast as possible
>everyone turns back around
>"OMG you did it?? ewww lol"
>she wipes her mouth on her sleeve
>spits on ground
>let game go for a bit longer
>leave
>mfw I have been kissed and it crushed any hopes I had for a gf
why are normies cruel to us? what did I ever do to anyone?

Time spent on Kure atoll out in the Pacific. Might not be lonely in terms of feels, but lonely in terms of isolation.

>>26214614
When Lennon died.

Have several small stories

>High school Chemistry class
>get paired with petite dirty blonde girl with nice ass as lab partners
>add her on Facebook
>we've only ever talked about subjects related to class
>During a lab I decide to start some general chit chat with her and ask her if she's seen any good movies lately
>She gives me a look of pure disgust
>Respond with "ok I understand"

Also another time in Middle School:

>During math class
>teacher has to get hand outs from library computer and leaves the classroom.
>Huge stacy in the grade starts kissing literally everyone on the cheek
>Simply watch in indifference
>Everyone starts daring her to kiss me.
>She simply laughs and goes back in her seat

And now I regularly fuck escorts who give me tons of affection, and pretend to be my gf for 2 hours.

Pathetic I know.

>>26215073
What would you be doing on a secluded island?

Probably my first birthday after my mom died. That was when it really hit me for the first time that I was completely and utterly alone.
>had spent the day at home because I didn't want to work
>started the day off sad, had just gotten worse as it went on
>started drinking heavily around 4 pm to keep myself occupied and maybe numb the pain a little
>girl I loved showed up to ask how I'd been
>first time I'd talked to her in over 5 years
>she was the only person left who cared whether I lived or died
>somehow knowing she cared still just made me hurt even more
>broke down and cried on my living room floor once she had left
She came back the next day with a kitten from her cat's most recent litter because she thought having one around would make me feel better
It does

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>>26215394
This original comment is a thing of beauty 9/10

>>26215011
I have a very similar
>6th grade
>truth or dare
>"stacy, I dare you to kiss him in the cheek"
>"ok, don't turn your head huh"
>5 mins later
>"I dare you to kiss anon in the cheek"
>"lol not anon I'm out"
>cry myself to sleep this day

>>26215914
Glad to see someone cares about you, now fuck off normalfag

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>be lonely khv but never cared too much
>meet girl online
>we hit it off
>her internet goes down literally the next day.
>dont talk for a month because of it
>thinks she was probably freaked out by me.
>decide to download skype on phone one day
>see a couple of messages from her a few days old
>she didnt forget about me
>talk for months
>end up bf and gf
>be really lovey dovey
>plan on meeting up soon
>her internet is either again or she got tired of me
>its been two days and I feel lonelier than before I had a gf.
>i miss her so much.

>>26216037
What's normal about me? I think she just pities me or feels responsible for the mess my life is. She never loved me the way I still love her.

>>26214717

THIS is what you americucks go to college for?

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>>26214717
One of my teachers did that in high school for all her classes. It was kind of nice, I liked her. She was the only teacher who ever believed in me.
>went in the day I turned 18 to drop out
>she happened to catch me emptying my locker
>she hugged me and told me to keep in touch and that I could call her if I ever needed a friend
>I cried

>>26215719
Wildlife conservation and survey efforts, as well as equipment checks. Kure is only like 50 miles from Midway, where I was volunteering, so every couple of weeks they'd drop us there for a couple days. One time I got left on my own.

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>haven't talked to real person besides family in a year
>steam friends rarely talk to me
>barely anyone replies to my posts
>tfw watching tv and youtube and seeing people outside of their house with friends, hobbies and jobs

>Working in the oilfield in North Dakota back when it was an oilfield
>Had a gf of 3 years at home and 2 roommates who also had the same job I did
>Break up with gf while at work because that's what you do in the oilfield
>was planning on visiting her on days off
>Cancel my flights, go back to my apartment for my week off
>Find out both of my roommates quit
>Sit alone in my 3-bedroom apartment and wait for work to start again because my job is now my only friend

My recruiter called me and asked how I was doing and how the new job was going. That helped a little bit.

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>>26216309
I feel you anon.
This made me feel so alone. I used to be somebody.

>>26214717
>felt like a fucking alien
I know this all too well friend
Shit sucks desu senpai

>>26214614
>alone on my birthday (only my dad visited)
>alone on christmas
>alone on new year's eve

I used to be semi-normal and now I rarely get to use my voice because I lost contact with all my friends and most of my family.

Too ashamed to contact my family because I was a NEET for 2 years and now work a minimum wage job because I was kicked out of the house.

Life is hard when you fuck up.
https://youtu.be/aczrDOa5Asc

>>26216229
>dropping out at 18
Why at that point?

The time I felt most alone

>Actually had a gf for a few years
>Only gf and only girl I've ever slept with, im 30 years old.
>live together, next to each other every night
>she cheats on me with ex from high school
>breaks up with me for him before either of us can move out

The first night I slept alone in our bed while I knew she was with him having sex was the loneliest I've ever felt.

>>26216962
Depression. It was bad enough that I just couldn't function anymore. I wasn't sleeping, I was hardly eating, nothing was enjoyable, and I just couldn't focus.

>>26216079
2 days chill bro.
probably a 60 year old man anyways

>>26214614
>drop present off

what in the fuck? i would have just walked out and taken the present with me. are you fucking retarded? they probably just threw it away or gave it away anyway.

>Laying in bed crying the day after my Dad died.

>>26216146
no we go to learn that white people are the cause of all the world's problem. college is a sham

>wake up happily one day
>cook breakfast for me and gf
>remembered she died a few days ago

>>26217870
Jfc, sorry bro. Iktf :(

>just finished working a night shift at my shitty fast food job
>a week prior to this I had nearly lost my virginity to a coworker but I couldn't get an erection
>sitting in my dirty, shitty room in my apartment while my roommate is out with his gf
>sit and think of all the ways in which I am worthless and unlovable
>sit and think of all the ways in which I have disappointed friends and loved ones
>sit and think of all the ways in which I have alienated everyone who has ever cared about me
>suddenly get a text from my dad
>"Hey, son. It's been a long time since we've talked. I don't know where you are in your life, but your grandmother just died. I thought you should know."

I have never wanted to die more than I did in that moment.

>>26217870
that's why you don't leave her corpse in the bed with you.

>>26217713
David?
I miss you. There aren't many friends in the Navy.

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My prom was an absolutely awful experience.

First off after I asked the girl she started getting close with my friend, so I started getting more distant from all my friends in general. But by now I couldn't just say "Yo, I'd rather not go with you because you're my mates gf" because she already bought a dress and I'd look like an asshole.

Then my mom went to Canada for two weeks without telling me so I was the only person home when the time came and had to get my neighbour to give me a lift. At this point I had already devoured a bottle of wine and brought another one with me - which I finished at here house.

Then I just awkwardly stood around for a bit before her dad was ready to go.

Then we got there so I instantly went to the off-license for more drink and necked another bottle of wine before dinner and smuggled in some vodka for during. At this point I was absolutely loaded so I didn't feel quite as bad about getting cucked by my mate and sitting at a table full of all the other friendless autists. I don't think I talked to any of my old friends for more than a minute the entire night.

Then I lost 50 grams of tobacco and got kicked out because someone narced that I brought in vodka and had to wait around with the teachers before a family friend could show up.

At this point I went and got a 3 leet of cider and finished that at home before getting a taxi back for the after party. I remember nearly nothing after this point and I'm glad because the little that I do remember is just feeling sad.

No friends, no gf, no family, I've never been so glad to have been so drunk.