I'm still alive because if i died people would be sad. i eat your pain and scream reason but you'll see me as crazy.
i feel so worn and sad. people are selfish and would move on if i left this life.
i am who everyone leans on but have no one to lean on except in rare moments i feel joy because i made a friend.
sleep now to wake up in the morning, put on my face and get through another day.
i'm pretty strong but im just a man in chains. i drag along because i have hope? like i want to reflect back and grow stronger and appreciate the journey through this life.
>I'm still alive because if i died people would be sad
typical normie ''suicidal'' excuse
>people are selfish and would move on if i left this life.
it's selfish to expect them to not move on
my anger is caught in my throat and i do my best to swallow it down deep inside. because i am just a sponge to make your life a little bit better.
i'm not a slave but i can never free myself.
if i stopped for just a moment you can see i am a lion that never learned to hunt, eating and begging for scraps discarded.
left to suffer alone because its not worth the trouble to kick me out into the life beyond.
i'll cry and hold myself against the minutes and hours, wishing i could empty my thoughts and be clean and whole.
the only people I've ever been able to care about commited suicide 6 years ago. I am not even close to getting over it. Your life is yours and you can go whenever and however you want to, but don't justify your action based on how you think people don't care.
no friends but i really just want to end it all right fucking now.the only reason my family will be sad is because they are used to seeing death on tv, not really having to deal with it personally. theyll get over it after a month. i really have contributed nothing to this world.
can someone pray to god that i dont wake up tomorrow? please...