What are you currently feeling?

I'm feeling pointless and lost. What the fuck is the point of... anything?

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>sit at work
>browsing 4chan
>depressed dont know why i dont become a NEET
> got rejected by a qt3.14
>just end it please

>>26183319
>Pain
>General discomfort
>Anxiety
>Fear

Relaxed
Warm
Generally comfy

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Really fucking sleepy, f a m. I just took some xanax and railed some Oxys.

Any tips for staying awake?

>>26183319
>fat
>dead end job
>still having to deal with braces
>manlet status 5'2
>tired of going to uni already
>no cute girls interested in me
>no cute girls to be interested in

depression mostly

>headache
>a bit tired

>>26183319
>tfw you realise that there are no imaginable circumstances you would be happy under

>tfw you realise you were neglected all your life and just pretended to be happy

Fat. Had two slices of pizza a coke and three doughnuts.

Fuck me

Excitement, a general strangeness, agitation, very mild shame, frustration.
I'm focused on not paying attention to what I'm feeling because that will cause only disaster.

>>26183397
Yeah, I got a tip:
Tell me all about taking benzos.
I've been sitting on four 5mg Valium tablets.
I have them so to end a bad psychedelic trip.
I want to try Valium out before tripping so that there won't be any surprises.
I haven't taken them yet, because I don't know if 5mg is too low, or 10mg is too high.
I'm also afriad of a negative reaction to the pills, or sideeffects.

>>26183319
Cramps, nausea, despair and heart ache.

I haven't felt this bad in well over 5 years.

i wonder why i should bother doing anything
but i am not even sad
can not even bring myself to eat right now

>>26183340

You really have to make up your own points. That's what no one tells you because they don't know how either.

>>26183501
Anhedoniameme

>>26183520
But what are the best points?

I want to play a game but I can't for some reason

>tired
>kind of bored
>glad I have the day off so can dick around and Game all day

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>>26183319
Currently feeling adoration and love for our most beneficent Lord kek

Tired senpai I play club penguin all night

>>26183319
feeling like I should pick up my px4 storm sitting next to me and becoming an hero

>>26183838
Jelly m9. I've been looking at getting one but too /impoverished/

>>26183775
Really? What do you do on that old game, I remember the jet skii game and fishing were both fun.

>>26183553

That's for you to decide. You decide what the point of life is. Of YOU life. Declare a purpose.

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>feb 1
>75 and sunny
Fuck winter, global warming is the best.

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I'm not even depressed, which is bad because I can handle depression.

What I can't handle is this dull fucking anxiety that follows me around everywhere. I don't know where its coming from, but its seeping through the cracks and infecting every aspect of my life.

On the bright side, my anti-psychotics seem to be working.

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>>26183319
Complete emptiness and despair.

I just want to fall asleep and never wake up. There is nothing for me in this world. Nothing.

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I'm sad cause I made this pun and no one responded to it
>>26183040

Sitting here at my college and feeling like I want to fucking kill myself because everyone is taller than me and I look 15.

>>26184366
It was a decent pun, just too normie for /r9k/

>>26184324

Why are you so down anon? What happened?

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>>26183319
I was feelin that ennui pretty hard for the last couple of hours, nearly had a mental breakdown

I took some benzos and now i'm chill

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>>26183319
how are you OP?
are you ok?

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>>26184517
Right this moment I'm relatively OK.
In general though, I feel like complete motherfucking shit.
I make a txt document and write in my current feelings. Hoping to overcome the shit situation.
I made this thread hoping to gain additional insight to what people feel, by asking others how they feel.
Overall I'm angry and sad about the major injustice that is my life.

>>26183319

Warm
Comfortable
Relaxed
Eager. Waiting for only friend to come online so we can talk about resident evil since I got him into it and have been watching him skype stream play it. Hes currently on RE3.

I went out drinking on the weekend and i dont know if i feel like shit becuase i usually do anyway or wether its just the lows that come after the highs.

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>>26184410
It's just the slow culmination of years of looking for a purpose, thinking about what I should do in the future, and of failing at everything I try. Time just moves and nothing changes. I can't even enjoy entertainment like I used to. I'm tired all the time, and lost all hope for the future. Also, I'm taking anti-depressants which make me feel even more apathetic.

gassy. my stomach muscles are paralyzed so after i eat anything it takes like 24 hours to digest, and i feel the slow process constantly

>>26184622

It sounds like you really need to get off of that medication anon. Some medications can make you more depressed.

>>26184659

>paralyzed

That sounds awful anon what happened?

>>26184604

I have this issue a lot too. When my ex and I broke up and I quit my job, I was out drinking 6 nights+ a week. After awhile, I realized I didn't get hangovers anymore - I just felt like shit because I was depressed.

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>>26183319
Stressed, full of dread; I'm depressed and I'm procrastinating

fucking heart broken

Mentally exhausted.

I just want to sleep forever.

>>26183350
Please don't post misleading smug images.

>>26184698
>Some medications can make you more depressed.

It doesn't make me depressed. I was depressed before I started taking it. It makes me apathetic. Which I guess is worse.

>>26184698
it's called gastroparesis. i don't know what caused it. there's no cure, only treatment that i'm not on because the pills are expensive

>>26183319
gave a fuck about what?

>>26184786
Seconded, a likely newfag.

Its no excuse

>>26183319
Blue. My aunt just passed away.

I am having difficulty controlling my videogame and drug consumption.

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Still not sure if this anon was being sincere or not...

>>26183319

-A mild headache, probably caused by cranial muscles.

-A bit hungry. I want a coca cola, and spaghetti with tomato sauce.
I have neither tomato juice nor coke

-tired. I'll go to bed in an hour or so.
Currently I'm too bored to get off my pc and undress.

-disappointed. Today I met with an old acquaintance/friend, and he just needed to ask a favour. I mean, I don't know. Exchanging favours might be part of being friends with people.

Despair mostly. I've been balding for 3 years since I was 18. My hair receded which depressed me but I got over it because its stayed mostly the same so far. Realized a week ago my crown is thinning. Honestly I just want to break down and cry. I can't talk to anybody about this. I'm not a good looking guy but I atleast I had decent hair. Now I have nothing. I'm 21 and already look 35. I don't even need my hair back right now, just a sure date about a cure would make me feel better. But that's not gonna happen because it's always 10 years away. I've done research and even the two most promising companies have mediocre results and thats 3 years away and thats if they dont delay it. I've never been this depressed before. My interests in everything has gone down. I've been depressed for years but now this is the cherry on the cake.

>>26184790

Being apathetic is really dangerous. Why not quit the antidepressant and start taking something else?

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Not happy atm

>>26184978

Why are you so depressed? You sounds really sad.

>>26185061

I'm a failure with no family, friends or future. I never finished high school because I got depressed around 16 and thats when I stopped doing schoolwork and my grades shot down from being straight As. Im pretty ugly but that never bothered me, its the hand I've been dealt. I live alone in my aparment doing fuck all in my days with no human contact for weeks at a time when I see my ''friends'' who probably wouldnt notice if I disappeared. Im sitting here watching my life go by as everyone else is getting girlfriends, finishing college, getting jobs going on vacation. But my biggest fear is growing old and this hairloss on top of everything just reminds me of that not to mention it makes me even uglier. Im not the best person in the world and I know nobody owes me anything but damn it Im not a bad person, I try doing the good things. I gave money to charity, I donated blood, I took in a stray cat. I feel like I was born to suffer for no fault of my own ;_;

>>26183319
sadness, just overwhelming sadness like every night

Drank too much and have an headache now, I'm sobering up from being slightly drunk and feel depressed and shitty.

>>26183319
lonely and bored

I have a crush on a girl at the office where I wagecuck. Recently she doesn't seem to be in work much and it ruins my day. Every time I see her my energy levels go up and I feel like life is worth living.

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Jesus bumping Christ
bump-a-lump

I feel good because I posted a youtube comment that got over 50 thumbs up within 30 minutes

Power keeps going out. Cant even use my computer. The fuck is this shit?

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>>26184257
>Just beeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee yourself

right? right??

Man all I want in life is a friend like you guys irl

>>26183319
like peter in office space, pre-hypnosis

>>26183319

>see girl for a few weeks
>feel all sorts of feels
>have conversation with her today
>"there is this tiny thing I wanted to ask you about..
>..so is this thing between us supposed to be monogamous? just wondering.."
>allofmywat.jpg

I am going to be cucked, right?

>>26187633
dont let the fear get the better of you. it was a good date. thats whats counts, thats whats real. go and make sure youll have a follow up date.

>>26188145
I guess man. I'm just already feeling so down about it and expecting the worst as usual, I can't help it :(

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Drunk and empty. I don't know why I get out of bed, I don't know why I go to work, I don't know why I do anything. So I drink like the world's ending tomorrow every night.
There's got to be something else for somebody like me.