Feb 1, 2016
There are kids born right now that will live to 2100.
>4 months ago
>huge anxiety-panic attack over wasted life (at 26 years old)
>lying in bed, having the worst regrets, causing actual pain
>gave up, not talking to family, cut contact with friends, gave up a chance for education/job
>a few days ago the painful regret vanishes
>now only left with no desire to live and paradoxical anxiety for still wasting my life
A time machine used to be my only hope, now I don't even feel like going back.
Here's a great idea. Go to motor vehicle headquarters and apply for a fucking job. You will have a job in less than a week you piece of shit. Then you will have money and can invest your time in other shit.
I'm living in a country with a 50% unemployment rate. To get a job, any type of job, you need a connection. Not that it would help. Complaining for 10 minutes on here does so far.
>"Next year will be different!"
>it isn't any different
nah it's great. i'm 97 and going strong. about to fuck and suck and get fucked and get sucked in a huge gay orgy in an infinity pool on top of the manhattan ritz carlton. (i got bored of women in my 80s and turned gay, it's awesome)