I have been up for two days now on Benzedrex. I plan on sleeping tomorrow night. I can't stop my stim ride now, there's still so much for me to get done. Also, I would love a tweaker gf as pathetic as me to get high with on dirty OTC stimulants. Benzedrex makes jerking off feel magical, so I can't even imagine how nice a blowjob would be.
>>26171393 Holy shit, I've never bothered to listen to music on this stuff. Fucking waves of tingles all down my arms and legs. Anyways:
>Esther used to be the kind of girl that you would never leave >She'd do anything to give me what I need for my disease >She'd do anything >I can hear them talking in the real world >But they don't understand that I'm happy in hell >With my heroin girl
>>26171462 I don't know why more people don't do Benzedrex. It's almost indistinguishable from mid-dose meth or high-dose dextro. In fact, it has the same chemical structure as meth, but with a slightly different ring structure. Lasts a good while too, it's usually 12 hours before I feel the crash. People say the crash is awful, but I don't really find that it is. Not as bad as fucking Ritalin.
I guess you gotta swallow nasty cotton rods, and the menthol can fuck up your stomach and give you awful painful bloating. That's my only complaint. Oh, and living in fear that the cotton is gonna block my intestines and I'll die very painfully. That's why I make sure to cut it up into tiny pieces.
Does anyone know how to stop chewing on your lip when you're tweaking? Why can't I keep my mouth still? I keep fucking playing with my spit. The comedown always sucks because I become immediately aware of all the sores I've bitten into my lips and tongue.
>>26171887 >>26171955 Honestly, I like it better than dextro or meth. Dextro's just kinda meh for me, and meth is always stepped on a billion times and you're never sure what you're getting. Propylhexedrine feels really fucking nice, lasts a very long time, and it lets me get so much done. I can spend days tweaking on it without feeling worn out. Plus I only have to go down the street a couple blocks to get it. I'm okay with having a few gassy burps every now and then in return.
>>26172534 At 21 years old. Nope, it's a long, extended legal process and you gotta fight tooth and nail to start getting those NEETbux. Don't even bother if you don't have a real disability or haven't been hospitalized.
>>26172563 I know all about my illness, and I know how different drugs will affect me. Schizophrenia takes away all your motivation, which is why I have to cope with stimulants. I'm well aware of the risk of psychosis.
>>26172368 Also, I would like to say that Beat writers would break open amphetamine inhalers and swallow the rods back in the '50s. There's nothing shameful about eating cotton balls for breakfast each day. I am merely another link in a long history of tweakers doing stupid shit to get stimmed out.
>>26172997 Stimulants fix my broken head. I'm a mess sober, I'm unable to cook meals or shower or change my clothes. I lie in a ball on my bed all day, thinking very disorganized thoughts. But when I'm on them, I'm able to take care of myself (aside from the no sleep thing) and work on some creative projects and my thoughts are focused and crystal clear.
>take mild stimulant (adderall) >suddenly calculus homework is fun, the house chores don't seem so bad, and conversations are easier to hold
But strangely enough I'm not a huge fan of cocaine, did it maybe half a dozen times when offered but never really feel the need to go out and find some on my own. I'm diagnosed ADD and almost need adderall to function, but I'm more of a pot or the rare opioid guy.
>>26173273 I have a severe disability. Schizophrenia messes with the wires in your head. There is no way to treat it without drugs. And I have found a drug that works very well for me, and it allows me to live a very productive and fulfilling life. Every human should have the right to self-medicate.
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