You know the drill.
Write a letter to someone that might or might not read it.
I wish you would just acknowledge me the same one i acknowledge you, i just hope through time that we can grow closer again and that we can hopefully get together sometime. that would make me happy.
We had a nice talk that one time, and I wanted to give you contact info but I wasn't sure if you were into that or not and didn't want to seem pushy. But you're genuinely beautiful and you seem really nice.
I wish we would've been born under different circumstances but I suppose God has different plans for us. You were everything I'll ever want in a person. I tried to act as if things weren't affecting me when we said our last goodbye but I did that so you wouldn't think there was a point in fighting for this. I hope you don't end up hating me.
Lately my thoughts have been bringing back repressed memories about you. I hate you. I HATE YOU. I HATE . I HATE I HATE YOU. Why did you do that to me? You were supposed to be my brother, but you violated that trust. I was only six. SIX! YOU FUCKING PERVERT. Why did you do those things to me huh? Why?
I am almost positive that I love you more than you love me and im very scared that you'll end up leaving me for someone else. I wish I didn't always feel like you were just going through the motions and actually wanted to be with me.
I'm sorry for everything that is about to come. The separation of our love will be terrible for us both. We are both heading in different directions. You in the military and me to college. I know you want to carry on our relationship but I don't know if I can and it kills me to see you cry when you think about leaving. The pain inside me is deep. No matter what I will always be your best friend and if fate brings our paths back together then we have been given another chance. I'll always love you...
Roastie detected that only believes she knows what love is. It's easier to jump on Chad dick and stick it out for someone that means something, right?
I will never not be a fuck up, I have no drive, ambition, or talent for anything that might be useful to the family.
I'm sorry if I ever gave the impression otherwise, or made assurances that I could give you a normal life.
I will leave soon, but have not yet decided where I will go. I assume you will pack everything up and go back, that is probably for the best.
I hope I don't regret the decision, but I can't imagine a normal future for us, and feel that I will always be a burden or on the brink of dragging everyone down. I wish I could be a better provider and role model, but I am a much more broken man than even I had assumed.
Nice b8, m80.
Replies incoming from deluded robots.
I go back and forth, sometimes i hate it all and sometimes I find it bearable. I really wish we had stayed in touch. You were right, I am a very sad person. I did cling to stuff that made me happy even if it was a lie. Pease come back to me. I've got the money for the ticket.
I miss you, i had alot of fun last summer, i hope your college is going well and that you organize your clothing and panties like i told you. It really felt like you were there for me, even though i was stupid and sometimes a dick. Don't drop out.
Hope you're having fun, maybe we can catch up and play something like we used to, it's been way too long.
You are awesome.
Dear my old self, what happened to you man? you had it all and you let your fear consume you which made you into a social anxiety ridden NEET who can't summon the courage to go outside. You had everything going for you but not you are just a pathetic loser who will ever truely live his life.
Please acknowledge this. I really just want someone to talk to in person who will listen. Sure I have the internet but nothing feels real on a screen.
It's been ages since I talked to anyone other than my mom and I can't express everything I want to to her and I don't have the emotions I want to express towards someone for her. That's not to say I dislike her of course but she's not like a girlfriend or a friend.
I'm struggling because now I'm even being made fun of /soc9k/
G my mate,
What do I still have to do here? Please give me some guidance or show me some piece of advice, I think I'm kind of lost right now.
Also you didn't answer my last letter(s?) but it's cool mate I don't remember what I wrote there.
You've done us a lot of wrong. You betrayed your brother, nephews, nieces, parents. You're a gluttonous manipulator and I hope what you've done haunts your dreams. When you're dying a premature death from heart failure or diabetes know that you lost out on building a future for yourself and your family.You're a disgrace and I hope your children don't bother visiting whatever hole you're interred in once you've finished wasting away.
I'm scared that You will reject me if I do this one thing. I'm really bad at expressing my feelings with words, so I want to kiss You... Just to let You know how I feel and how I want us to be happy together. I hope You will understand.
But I already feel sorry for this.
I'm sorry if I didn't write you anymore, but everything was fading away and I didn't want to see our end, so I just stopped talking to you. Maybe I'll return but I'm still unsure about it, I still want to see you so bad. I miss you. I'm sorry about everything.
I have only known you for a year now but there is no one closer to me right now than you. You are the only person on this earth I can call a friend. We have had our ups and downs but especially with recent events you have made something very clear to me. You want to be more than just friends. Despite knowing that I am an awkward loser with no friends. And I have come to realize that you see me as more than just my not bad good looks (if I can say so myself). With you there is nothing I can't talk about and it seems to go both ways. I've heard things from you that make clear just how much you trust me. You are a very cute girl and you have an admirable quirky personality but I just don't feel the same way. There are a lot of things wrong with me. Surely this is one of them. You are the dearest person in the world to me and I'd throw myself in front of a train for you a hundred times over but it's not love that I feel for you. It's admiration and a profound respect. I even appreciate your efforts to make me socialize more but you know that that is just not the person I am. I hope things continue as they are. I wish you the best my only friend.
2D is destroying my life and the only chance of a happy relationship I have. What a life, autism like that has to be rare.
Literally saved and ready to be pasted into a message for the past few days but I'm too nervous:
"Hey how's it going? For some reason there's something about you that I really like out of all the other guys on here. You seem to have the type of wholesome personality that I'm looking for. I'd really like to catch up with you some time, and I still regret chickening out when you first asked me."
Dear R, I get to see you again tomorrow. We're gonna lock eyes and you're gonna hug me again even tighter than the last time. I am so much in love in you and I can't wait until we can be together. We can't spend that much time together tomorrow though but hopefully I can make time for Tuesday.
I fucking love you.
I want to hate you but I can't, I look for you in every girl I met and it's killing me while you don't even think about me. And the worst part is that if you ever say that you want to be with me I'll fall for you again.
When I was cruel to you, it was only because I hoped it would make you feel the way you felt when we last spoke. During the time that I knew you, only you showed me any kind of kindness, yet I could never shake the feeling that your kindness was underlined with a note of pity, and thus with a sense of your being superior to myself. This feeling only grew stronger as you began to confide in me, which I felt you were doing only due to your belief that, no matter what you admitted to me, you would never "sink to my level" in your own eyes. Even when you cried in front of me, I resented you for that.
By doing what I did to you, I had hoped to "break through the facade" and expose you as somebody who deserved all of the hostility and coldness with which I regarded them. I expected you to be furious, or to cry, but you just stared. Looking back at you, I saw someone who had planned an entirely different future for the both of us. I knew then that I had done something truly reprehensible.
Even though I'm sorry, I know that if I had known how genuine your feelings towards me were at the time, I still would have done what I did to you. If you had known how I felt, you would never have been so kind to me, and for me to trick you that way would be even more unfair. Maybe you won't forget me, but since the last time we spoke you forgot why you ever thought we would be together, and that means you can move on.
Please do a dual camp aesthetics with MCQBushcraft.
Two days ago you told me that you were "losing the feelings" and broke up with me. I know that's a fucking lie you slut, you just want to be able to fuck Zach and Ian without worrying about me finding out. You were always super suspicious around them, but whenever I brought it up you yelled at me for not "trusting" you.
Damn right I didn't fucking trust you, one of your best friends is a guy you had a crush on literally a week or two before we started dating. Another one of your best friends is a guy who's asked you out multiple times. You told me that you didn't want to explicitly tell him you didn't like him because you didn't want to "break his heart". What about breaking my fucking heart? Do you have any idea how much it hurts to watch my fucking girlfriend flirt with guys that are so much hotter than me while you ignore me?
I haven't even wanted to be with you for weeks because I knew you wanted to cheat on me. The only reason I was with you is because you're so fucking hot. You were one of the hottest girls I've ever met, and you always will be.
Love, someone who doesn't love you anymore.
Well i just wanted to let you know that your bullying in high school succeded into making me the quasi- psychopath asshole i am today. I just hope your dad gets another stroke just so i can see you miserable, it would put me in ecstasy to see you in such a depressed state like the one you deserve :) ,
Anyways i hope we meet again in the distant future in the trenches of europe or some crisis stricken place just so i could fuck you up in the most demeaning way and enjoy every moment of your torment.
Choke on your mothers body parts and die you emo faggot peice of shit.
Sincerely, Anon :D
We've been talking for a while now, and we're probably going to meet one day. I don't know what you're expecting, but I do know I'll surely disappoint you. Even after you turn away from me with disgust in your eyes, obviously regretful of having met me, I won't hold it against you. Getting your messages has brightened up my day countless times, so at the very least I'll have that to hold on to. If you choose to discontinue our relationship, such as it is, so be it.
You are very strange. There is something wrong with your brain and I don't know if I like it. There are a lot of bad things about you, and its scaring me that I'm starting to like you.
you probably won't ever know, but I really did care for you and wanted to hold you in my arms everyday. I know I obviously didn't deserve you and I know the small amounts of personal interaction probably didn't mean anything to you, but it was everything to me. The smell of your hair, the shine in your eyes, everything about you gave me enough strength to go through the day just so I would be able to see your face. I would do anything right now just to see you again even though you would probably hate me and would want to forget about me. I'm sorry everybody made fun of you when they found I asked you out and even though you rejected me I still feel regret in embarrassing you like that. I'll never forget you H
I don't know what i'm going to do once you leave me. You are all I ever wanted and imagining never hearing from you again is killing me. But at least one of us is going forward with their life.
I never looked down on you, I was just sad that you had done all those questionable things to youself. The reason you got that vibe is beause I couldn't cope with it, I didn't understand why you had chosen to do so many horrible things in the past, I was wondering if you even had a moral compass at all. It made me afraid, afraid of you and who you really are, because I couldn't understand you at all.
The reason I took it upon myself to step into your life like I did was because I thought that you were lost and did those things because of bad circumstances. I thought that maybe I could be a sense of direction to help you get your life back on track rather than down the road of shady things that may end up having even more of a negative impact on your psychological health.
What made me the most sad is despite all my effort you consider going back to those bad habits just a month or two later. It felt like I was defeated, like all I ever said had amounted to nothing at all.
What I can say is that while it ended poorly I want you to at least appreciate the good in it all, because of our mutual effort you DID make progress, like getting off antidepressants.
When you painted me out to be as horrible as you did to our mutual friend I felt completely crushed, not because you had "broken my facade" but because you made me feel like I truly was that terrible despite me trying my hardest not to be someone like that.
When I said I loved you I truly meant it, and while I lost that feeling eventually reading you say things that make it sound like I never even cared at all was among the worst I've ever felt.
If you aren't empty inside then please don't fuck yourself over, be someone that your dad would be able to look at and love at least, he wouldn't want any of this.
You've been really cool after all the bullshit I pulled.
I appreciate your discretion. I think you'll find what you're seeking eventually- your standards are high and your policies are anachronistic but we have a strange era laid out before us and I think you'll be more successful than you anticipate.
You're better than me.
One final concern. just please don't get into escort services, or even worse a sugar daddy.
Those circles will inevitably lead you down a horrible life that you can't manage, you'll be used like a resource and thrown away at 25 when they find someone new and fresh, and at this point you'll probably have been hooked on who knows what to make you more manageable.
If you even in the slightest value yourself then please, I beg you, just don't, you will never be happy this way.
Nah, man. A 7 is still hot, dude. Your dick blinded you man. You were thinking with your dick. Don't think you won't get blinded just because she's a 7, anon. You need someone there to snap you out of dick-hypnosis.
I sometimes wonder what the catalyst was for your personality shift, befitting of a woman and wholly unlike you. Curiosity always seeks an answer to the unknown, disregarding importance of the subject.
I know I'm not the most talkative, interesting, or good looking guy but I wish you would give me a chance. You seem different than anyone else I've ever met and even though we don't talk much, you're very special to me.
We never see each other bro, remember back in Intermediate? We used to play Lost Planet 2 all day and have a blast, I don't want that feeling of true brotherhood to go away. You're my best friend and wonder everyday where your headed in life and how your doing, I know you've had it had pretty rough man, we both have. But you have to realize your potential, you could be so much greater than you are now and that may not seem like much coming from me but I know you can do it, Im advancing as well.
Dear kelsie. I don't care if she's your friend. I want you. Badly. I don't care about her I just really. REALLY. Wanna fuck you. All the times we were close or you slept over. Seeing you without a bra or in those hot Lacey black panties. Just. God dammit can we fuck in secret????
I think of you everyday and Miss you alot
I often think about the family we were going to have
Your life is probably better with out me
I constantly dream about you and wish i could die in your arms with you saying you love me again
things have really started to get better lately. whenever i think about you i dont feel pain anymore. although sometimes i catch myself imagining us together but thats only at night when i can't seem to fall asleep. id be lying if i said that i didn't miss you. i miss you a whole lot. and im sorry for being a douchebag.
A couple weeks buoyed by infatuation from both of us was enough, I guess. I saw all the red flags- the colored hair, the "quirky" attitude, the weeaboo vibe. But you were also a bit more mature than the others. Really fucked me over when you solidified the concept of you being an unstable lesbian dating a seemingly unstable, mentally ill, ugly "guy." Through Snapchat. Yes, you were chill about it, but that was nail on the coffin my nigga. I lied to myself and convinced myself for weeks that I didn't actually like you, and that nothing was ever gonna happen. We seemed close. You said you liked me too, and was just confused- hell yeah you're confused, you immature child. Not even mad at ya, because there are no problems between us, just slightly annoyed at myself for being kinda infatuated at one point, and having a "close" friendship with early morning Skype calls to not even saying hello in the halls anymore. I hate this piece of shit state, and moving here was a horrible decision. You just kinda pushed me to not give a shit even further.
Hope you get emotionally dumpstered, you childish jew.
I can't believe you suck dick on the downlow. You fucking thot, Can't believe I used to fanatize fucking you. God what a waste of 5 yrs. If I ever catch yo ass on the road alone I'm going to rape you.
i really wanted to trust you because i thought it would be the only thing that would keep us together. even though you refused to admit, i figured out that you were just using me for validation. Just letting you know, ONE DAY I WILL FIND YOU AND SHOW YOU WHAT YOU MISSED OUT ON.
Kill yourself roastie
Trying to turn me away after you seemed to into it by faking sick and hanging out with some chad. I dont know how i fell for this shit again but kill yourself please.
You were my closest friend but fell for the foolishness of tumblr. You're going to wind up a burned out shell at 25 and there's nothing I can do about it. I'm sorry about ECB's death, we all are. Please be safe.
>tfw I'm in love with vyro and possibly will only love him for the rest of my life
>tfw I'm too avoidant to send messages regularly
>tfw vyro has a ton of other grills that also like(d) him
I chose an awful person to start liking
I know for a fact you will never read this, you being dead and all. Still I need to get this off my chest. I know you left a note, I know you asked me to move on. It's been 6 years and I still haven't. Fuck you for going before me.
Too real to my situation. Too fucking real. Stay strong, m8. I love you.
i tried to kill myself a month before you came back into my life. i dont know why you saw fit to talk to me again, but it really devastated me. im glad to see you happy but it just reminds me that i wasn't enough.
you called me cute and that's what is going to push me over the edge.
please just forget me,
You and I have been best friends since Kindergarten, and have lived the anime high school slice of life dream. Thank you for being on this journey with me. I couldn't ask for a better friend. I love you so much and I can't wait to see you tomorrow!
Lots of love, Georgie
I'm sorry that I can't be more for you than a loser. My self sabotaging nature has left my life virtually fucked and my mental health is all but gone. My mother and father don't understand and remind me how much of a failure I am constantly. My brother is the only one who gets it and he can't help me.
I'll never be successful, or happy, or even kind again. I'm nothing more now then a cold, bitter husk of the man you fell in love with three years ago and I wish you could see that. You're so innocent and kind and I'll never be that way again.
Run before I can harm you. Get away before I take from you what I can't have. Go find someone else and be happy, and let me wither and die. Go be happy, and stop lying to yourself here. Please. I love you.
I have not written you in prison because I can't think about you without remembering the times you raped me when I was a kid.
I have not sent you money because. Rot in hell,Rot in hell,Rot in hell.how is the shower?
Regretably i will See you in a few years.
P.s: I may move far away before you get out.
Your little brother
I remember getting butterflies in my stomach every time I'd walk up to your door. I remember you holding and crying with me when you found out I tried to kill myself.
But now I don't remember how you smell until someone walks by wearing your perfume. I still can't get rid of your photographs.
Not everything has a point, but I felt like we had a shot at having one.
>tfw you have a dream that you're back together, but you realize halfway through the dream that it's not real
>try really hard to stay in the dream but it's too late
i hate everything.