How did you make it to 36? I'm 26 and I'm at a point where I don't want to do anything. All day long I lie in bed, and spend an hour eating, pooping and complaining on here. Playing videogames or other things only gives me anxiety attacks from the thought of wasting my life. I know it's paradoxical, since I waste it in bed. How can you still bring yourself to do things?
cept i actually enjoying life at the moment. I honestly have never felt freer. when inevitable happens my plans are either to move with relative since for the most part my family thinks im a pityful charity case or, start hobo life 2.0 which i kinda look forward too chilling in the library living off my ebt card hanging with other hobos who Ill be insanely weary of and boozing. malt liquor tastes much better on the streets.
>>26153282 >leave house >just like that don't shower or shave or change nothing >go outside, stand in corner >looking at the floor because anxiety >pretty girl coming by want to say something >only manage to mumble something nobody can understand >girl runs away crying >going to try with a man then >manage to say hey man and then freeze because nothing else to say >he tells me he has no change and leaves >start walking looking for someone like me >walk so much I feel tired so I sit in the middle of the street walk
>in my walks people have screamed at me and told me to leave >start crying >the police shows up and tells me that I need to move because its a public space and I'm scaring people >tell them I have nowhere to go >they take me to a shelter >I get raped , beaten and robbed there >no longer know how to go back home >I have never been to this part of the city before >over the years I manage to find my old neighborhood >go to the window and see another neet manchild sleeping in my bed
just realize that it wont make you happy, sure it will at first but look at all the miserable people stuck with these soul sucking shrews. think about it its be fun for the first few weeks and god forbid you actually invest feelings only to have her jump on chad cock.
ill tell you a story
my friend was super chad. had hot chicks all day. fell in love. big mistake. everything is good for years. suddenly girlfriend is tired of him nothing really has changed except for her getting a new job and seeing other chads with more ambition than my friend chad. things start to hit the rocks. Im also friends with this girl. she starts going full hate mode on the guy. literally fucking other men at work disrespecting him to his face. chad friends goes from alpha to beta in one fell swoop. I get mad because im his friend and I cant even take the shit hes going through. she gets off on it. literally tells me that you where always more man than him type shit. im grossed out and shocked but fuck she is hot. proceed to fuck the bitch and never tell a soul. chad is now fat and missing teeth i rarely speak to him. me im just another neet on this board trying to get by.
I'm 26 years old, have a decent job. My problem is, I believed that I could be someone. Before I got the job, I was fine just having a computer and internet. Never talked to anyone at uni. But now I have money, I thought I could fit in. I could get girls and such. I spent a lot on whores too, still, even tho I'm not a virgin, I'm just as far from having a gf as I was when I had nothing. This is just torture and much worse when I was a shutin autist. Also no, I still don't have friends.
>>26153438 >look at all the miserable people stuck with these soul sucking shrews
Fuck, why are all the people at my workplace happy with their respective gfs and bfs? I'm the only wizard to be and it's tearing me apart being the only lonely faggot with no friends and no gf. Fuck even younger people than me have a gf or are married. A colleague my age literally married last year with a dude from the office on the above floor.
I like my job, I have money, I bough a new car, I have tons of vidya which I never play, a good computer, my parents are financially stable and they care for me (I can't even cook), but nothing gives me happiness anymore, and the only things I lack are friends and gf. So I'm pretty sure that I would be happy if only I had friends and gf. It's not like I have to get a soul sucking shrew, I'm sure a decent girl who isn't an extroverted slut exists out there for me.
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