I'm sad OP.
Considering making a late night trip to the grocery store to get some sweets, ice cream or something like that. Then eating all of it while watching a Silent Hill let's play. It would quell my sadness for a while at least.
I'm sad because I have a perfect combination of general stupidity (poor working memory) and OCD/ADHD hybrid.
It often occurs to me that the vast majority of the world must have a higher standard of living despite me living with middle-class parents in America.
Maybe you could try doing something more constructive instead, like drawing. I've been drawing for a couple months now, and I gotta say it's really been helping with my depression. Just drew pic related the other day, I think i'm really improving.
not him but whenever I draw I draw stuff like this, I don't think it'd help with depression, for me anyways.
Try drawing something less violent. Just think of something that makes you happy and draw whatever comes to your mind first. And don't be worried if you make a mistake. It's like my hero, Bob Ross always says "We don't make mistakes, just happy little accidents"
this might be the alcohol, but I feel like I never really mourned my best friend. why can't things be like they were in the past
because life is a joke. this is all just some big joke right?
who /numb/ here?
>never really "feel" anything
>can fake it and make it but it still sucks
>suppressed screaming internally