>>26147445 >had finally finished school a couple of months prior >psychologically destroyed from near-constant bullying in school, would go into regular cycles of deep depression that would ensure I would never participate in normal social life (This would continue for the next 6-7 years) >decided not to go to uni, nothing I wanted to do, nothing I cared about anymore >got my first job, they were scumbags so they paid me less than minimum wage, I think it amounted to about $2 an hour even though I was working full-time. I was too beta and young to know any better. >hung up on hating everything, so much pent-up rage I wanted to take out on world; I ended up holding myself back from progressing in life because I was so bitter and hateful. Thanks for reminding me of what a failure I was OP, and how little I've achieved since then.
I would be 14. Probably asleep right now. In high school. A freshman. Maybe playing games on my computer tomorrow or looking for new windows themes (lol). Definitely not thinking about schoolwork, I never did any. Very depressed. Sleeping in the exact same room I'm sitting in right now. I think my bed was on the other side of the room though, and it had a bedframe, not just a mattress on the floor. No mirrors. All my clothes would be different but I would only be a little bit smaller, I haven't really grown since then. Shorter hair, it was just past my ears then but now it's at my lower back. I think I had a Motorolla Razr phone back then, but I might have still had a Nokia flip phone. I was going to 4chan at this point I think, just /b/ though. I think I had a wooden desk at that point. My dad still read to me every night before bed. I really enjoyed it. My room still had carpet then, I tore it all out myself at some point and removed all of the nails and boards around the edges. It would still be a complete mess. I had substantially less computers back then, and still used Windows. I think I still had a bunk bed for some reason, even though it was just me in there. No stuffed animals. Probably still took my Concerta prescription every day, my dad would give it to me before school for "ADHD". Extremely shitty taste in music. I didn't even know what I liked.
It feels like a dream. Did it really happen? I remember it happening, does that mean it happened? It doesn't feel like it.
>>26147445 10 years ago, sitting in the pub with mates having a cheeky sunday seesh. 20 years ago. Playing football or out on my bmx. >tfw now friendless and dont follow football. Least i still have a bmx in the shed.
Buying my first suit in preparation for a wedding the next day.
I have a pretty good way of remember what I was doing on any given day by marking them relative to medium level and high level events.
For example, 9/11, my first car crash, my grandparents death's, first day of high school, day I was held hostage etc are all high level events that I know the exact day of.
Then I know medium level events relative to this, I know that my first 180 in darts was 3 weeks after my grandad's funeral, I know I first learnt to solve a rubiks cube foure week after starting high school. Then I will often remember that the week after first solving a rubiks cube I watched a box set of the simpsons, at a rate of 3 per day.
>>26147445 I was 12. I wasonsidering my parents breakup I guess. Getting ready to start highschool despite all the fear. Feeling odd about leaving my then hometown and going to a school with an accelerated program.
I was 13 and its summer break here during this months so I was definitely playing timescale, I once played it on a laptop in a couch over a tiny coffee table I was crunched for like 8 hhours. I had to sleep on the floor for 3 days because of the back pains. 11 years ago tho I was just out of middleschool in my parents kitchen playing gta vice city with the ac on high and watching my futuramas DVDs for the first time. What a great summer
>24 Struggling to find my way, and failing miserably. Constantly being terrified in class and in hallways due to incessant bullying when I was young. Envying the social and popular people, particularly the geeks who still managed to find friends. All around me were seemingly happy and focused people, and I couldn't help but always think, "What's wrong with me?"
>14 First year of high school. At least I didn't want to kill myself as much back then (growing older means more experiences both kinda good and really, really fucking bad). I remember skipping the first day entirely because I was terrified. Got a snooty look from the math teacher when I couldn't explain it on the second day. Same one who loudly snapped his fingers at me when I nodded off in class due to not being able to sleep the previous night due to sheer terror. Thanks, man.
10 years ago I would have been 22. I had a job at a small chain grocery store. It was shit pay but I worked with friends so we had a good time. Also still lived with my parents so i didn't have to pay for anything.
It being a Sunday, I would have been doing a morning shift most likely so I would be working.
Or if I was off, I would probably still be in bed before getting up to play PS2.
20 years ago? Shit
I was 12. It would be a school weekend. So I would probably be getting up to play Playstation 1 or my N64.
>>26147445 >10 years ago Spending 13+ hours a day playing GunZ: The Duel because fuck school, fuck real-life, and had no friends IRL. >20 years ago Happiest time of my life. Just being a comfy clueless toddler watching cartoons all day and shitting myself.
>live in small australian town >mum wants me to go to city private school >bus ride is 1 hour long >have no friends because everyday kids would go hang out in the city while I was riding a bus home >slowly faded out of existence in the social spectrum. No friends
>10 years ago I was a Freshman in high school, I was on the Freshman basketball team and I was chasing around this cheerleader who only talked to me because I let her copy my test answers in History class because I'm a fucking pushover cunt fuck. I wasted two years on that whore, I hope she's destitute and sucking cock in an alley for money.
>20 years ago I was in kindergarten, probably shy and withdrawn though I barely remember my personality back then
>>26149606 >psychologically destroyed from near-constant bullying in school >nothing I wanted to do, nothing I cared about anymore >hung up on hating everything, so much pent-up rage I wanted to take out on world
I know that feel, bro. The world owes us, but they don't give a fuck.
12. Ditching school and playing DS (mario kart, metroid) eating ramen. I was hanging out with 5th graders on track break who also had DS's and we had a ball. Best time of my life. Contrast that with school which showed me how horrible life can be.
I was just entering 6th grade, I still remember how that was the beginning of the end for me. I finally became self aware enough to understand that I was just a walking joke to the people I called friends. 6th and 7 the grade were probably the two worst years of my life.
10 years ago I went AWOL on college to play in a band and try becoming a mangaka. Also played lots of video games. 20 years ago I was in grade school and all of my relatives still had high expectations of me.
>>26147445 10 years ago I was in 7th grade during my prime fembot days. I was ugly as hell and didn't have braces yet. In a few months construction would have started on my house.
>tfw boys say ewww and laugh at me >tfw now I have 1,600 matches on ok cupid >10 years later and I still call the bathroom the new bathroom
Ten years later (aka today) I went home early from work because I felt dizzy. Told my parents that there was a mess up in the work schedule so I had to go home. 20 years ago I was 2 years old so I don't know senpai.
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