Relate with me, fellow robots. Tfw no bf. Tfw suicidal.
Yeah I can relate I guess. Passing for me is weird? Like it depends so much on the light and shadows and things. Plus I never pass when I wake up in the morning but after doing shower face hair I sorta do? Idk.
And I never pass in my fucking work uniform.
this is all your fault. It's your fault for indulging mental illness and becoming an unnatural freak. Move to the mountains, become a mountain man-or-whatever-the-fuck-you-actually are. Save us all from having to behold the monstrosity that you have become.
Miss cock? I thought b had no names or trips.
I'm from the rural south. It sucks.
Me! But I don't have high socks? It's hard finding high toesocks and I only wear toesocks
What why? :(
Normal socks make me feel uncomfortable. Like my toes are being crushed together like those Asian girls with bound feet.
Idk. Internet friends are weird. Might be good to have someone to talk to sometimes but who knows.
this isnt your personal mental illness board
I honestly don't think I could. My toes are weird or something. They feel unbearably uncomfortable in normal socks, and sometimes I have to wear the toe separated things for nail polishing to bed because they feel too close together and it's horrible. Socks like you like are simply not natural. You'll also never see me wearing heels or other terrible shoes that crush the toes together.
Maybe we just weren't meant to be :(
My breasts are real. And maybe I can't get pregnant but it won't stop me from trying...
>My breasts are real.
They're artificial. Whatever helps you sleep at night.
>And maybe I can't get pregnant but it won't stop me from trying...
What kind of fucking logic is that? It's not possible to get pregnant, you fucking retard. It doesn't matter how hard you try. Your chopped up dick is still a chopped up dick.
Well I could try it maybe but might hate it. Guess i might not be worried much about my toes if you're fucking me really hard. I like it a little rough. You could maybe bite me too idk
I'm talking to boys so gtfo
Oh I know.
Idk this is all moving so fast. First you wanted to dictate my footwear and now we're already exchanging emails? I'm not really looking for a long term thing here and mostly was sad and suicidal. Why is it always about sex with you people?
Not the other guy, but I would talk to you if you're depressed and suicidal. Not looking for anything sexual or substantial but don't bother emailing me if you're a normalfag or usually happy.
Emails is a big step I'm not sure we're ready for, is all. I kind of like talking on forums because it's not so scary :(
And you too. Guess I should consider myself lucky. Usually no one wants to talk to me and I'm alone always.
Suddenly I don't feel so talkative. Maybe there's something wrong with me.
This thread's topic is "trans depression" You associate "trans" with "depression"
How about this then?
Just concentrate on the depression and why you feel depressed. I suggested transition might be making it worse because now you are suicidal. Please explain your present life more.
>Emails is a big step I'm not sure we're ready for, is all. I kind of like talking on forums because it's not so scary :(
I'll repeat the question then
Why bother replying to my bf offer?
And I never dictated your footwear. I said what I didn't like, you asked why, I told you, then asked if you'd be willing to wear what I like for special nights.
I'm seeing a counselor on Monday and I'm not sure what to talk about. I'm not doing well in my classes already this semester and I kind of want to kill myself. But I said that part already. I'm also starting a weight lifting class Monday and I'm terrified. I work a lot but feel awkward and ugly and weird. People don't usually like me because I'm quiet.
I really do want a bf, but don't really see it happening online. Especially on 4chan. Kinda thought it was not-serious sexy talk that turns you on and then fades away? Was completely serious about the socks though. I think it's a mental thing, about my toes.
High chance I'll be dead by then. Probably intentional overdose. If not though hopefully I'll be making a living wage. And like. At my best I'd be exercising a ton and reading lots. I'd have cats and would probably love alone because guys don't like me except for sometimes sex. Maybe I'd be into BDSM and have like a regular Dom guy for the sometimes sex. He'd be an attractive older guy probably
B-gf? Are you bi
>Especially on 4chan. Kinda thought it was not-serious sexy talk that turns you on and then fades away?
Are there any other transgrills that want a qt bf and won't waste my time like OP?
My bf needs to be real. Meaning we can see each other in RL a few times each week. Online things are not real.
I don't know and I hate pictures. My pics don't look the same as I look in the mirror and it frustrates me. I have a decent body but not sure about the face. Sometime I look at myself and think, "hey you're a handsome girl."
And that's confusing.
Is it so much to ask that my bf be real? If rather be alone than live in denial with an online "bf".
Is weird man :(
Maybe there's something wrong with me. I think I want surgery starting with my neck and face.
>Is it so much to ask that my bf be real? If rather be alone than live in denial with an online "bf".
Is it so much to ask that you fuck off
You said no. That should be the end of it
I'd prefer an irl relationship, but intimacy and relationships can happen this way.
I wouldn't mind actually trying with someone. It's not like I'd have an intention of never meeting them
For some weird reason, I've wanted to try and have a tranny friend lately. I'm alone and sexually confused as fuck and I think that having someone as confused as me by my side may be fun, but sadly, most trannies seem to be batshit crazy
One guy did. Wasn't into him though and kinda felt like I was leading him on because we were spending so much time together. It really was intimate in a way; we shared tea and talked for hours.
He lives in the Middle East except in the summer, because he teaches at a university there. And he just emailed me and I'm not sure how to respond now. We haven't spoken in forever and I felt bad for getting all emo at him and then stopping talking.
Why did you turn mean? I liked you better before, when you wanted to bite me.
I'm 100% sane. Dunno about friends though.
He is a really good guy, but he's not right for me. He's in his 40s for one, and also he was really uh. Twitchy? And he drank coffee constantly. Not even good coffee but instant stuff. He was always like rocking back and forth and getting huge eyes and it wasn't too attractive. Most important though I could tell we wouldn't work on an emotional/intellectual level. We would be fighting constantly if we were in a serious relationship. He probably doesn't think so, but I know it would go sour very soon if we tried.
All time spent on 4chan is wasted. There are no exceptions. And you obviously want me to keep replying to you if you're replying more to me.
I'm sorry if I offended you or something. You really don't have to get hostile about it. We can talk more like this if you'd like.
Honestly you're probably not bf material. Pretty obvious you're underdeveloped emotionally. I wish you luck and I'll stop replying to you if that's what you want.
Yeah I probably won't find the perfect guy, but I do deserve the best. Because I'm pretty great and I don't want to settle. Maybe that means I'll be alone forever. Could be time to start looking into a Dom for sort of casual play without all the relationship stuff :/
Or I didn't like being led on
It's always possible that's what bothered me. Although if you had never replied to my post saying you'd wasted my time in the first place I wouldn't be saying anything to you now
>I do deserve the best. Because I'm pretty great and I don't want to settle.
Yeah, you will be alone forever. I'm kv but even I know that I won't find a perfect girl. I'll just be happy with whatever girl that will give me the time of day.
Although I've never been a picky guy anyways.
I want to have a tranny friend and watch him slowly turn into a girl and hug him every day and tell her she's cute, even if in the end she's a hon, I like seeing boys trying to act like girls and wear girls clothes.
Is that weird? it's like a non-sexual fantasy I have.
I haven't slept much. I woke up with my leg pulling hardcore.
Went to go get food and my mom walked past me in the kitchen and I started crying standing there. I really wanted her to pull me close and hold me.
I really wish I could have had a relationship with my mom.
I needed my mom to help me through this.
I hate how I have to suffer because of a made up story book.
I always get treated like I'm the one making a decision. I don't get to make any decisions.
All I get is an option on how I want to suffer.
You know ehos mashing a choice? My parents.
I could have grown up surrounded by unconditional love but instead I got abandoned, alienated, humiliated, and a monster because I want to just be myself.
I feel like I'm going to have another breakdown soon. How long can I push all this shit away until it makes me snap again?
I wouldn't wish being transgender on anyone.
Why would just anyone do? Like for anyone. I don't understand this. If you can't have engaging conversations and connect with on a really deep level, what even is the point?
Lol that's cute somehow. I hope you make the fantasy a reality! Trans people always need friends and hugs. Trust me.
I never know what to say when other people are suffering. I've been there and know that there are no easy answers. whatever you do, don't hurt yourself. Please.
>tfw you will never be a real girl
>tfw you will always be ugly
>tfw nobody will ever love you
>tfw you are nothing but a fucktoy for sick degenerates
how's it feel to be the most disgusting creature on the earth, tranny?
stay mad :^)
>Why would just anyone do? Like for anyone. I don't understand this. If you can't have engaging conversations and connect with on a really deep level, what even is the point?
I probably shouldn't say absolutely anyone. But I won't be looking for my perfect girl. I know I'm average looking, and a manlet as well. It's not like I have many options.
Shit man, why do you this to me?, That post has made me feel more feels than anything else here before, I hope you find happiness anon, I wish you manage to fix yout life somehow, that's real fucking sad.
Go away please. And I'm definitely not just a fucktoy. If I have sex with someone it's because I want it too.
Yeah. Maybe I shouldn't be talking about this really. Probably will die young and alone. But just because you're short and average/10 doesn't mean you can't find a good woman. At least you're cis lol. Normalcy is always a good thing.
I think you can still find someone. If one guy was interested in you, then many more will come. I kind of gave up at this point, and just focus on my life. Making the best out of things alone.
The fucktoy thing? It doesn't bother me or anything so doesn't really matter if I reply to it. And I'm not a fucktoy. Having sex sometimes isn't a bad thing even if you're not in a relationship. Sex is normal and healthy, obviously. It doesn't hurt to say these things I don't think
Don't be so sure. I have basically zero hope of finding a bf at this point. But anyway, why do you feel you've given up? I hope you're still working on bettering yourself.
I was just never good with girls, and never had one interested in me. So I just think it's not going to happen.
I am bettering myself though, but not for a gf. Just to feel better. I finally got a job, and lost weight. So that was the only good thing to happen to me in a while.
Yeah that's what you have to do. Like for yourself, not a guy/girl. I'm doing yoga almost every day and like I mentioned before the heavy resistance conditioning class. Gotta get fit to be happy.
You'll make it probably. Keep going.
But I'm starting to think again that it's not worth all this effort. Like maybe I am unlovable idk. And it's hard work for no real improvement.
Idk maybe I should stop talking. Get off 4chan and go to sleep
>tfw no qt trap to experiment with.
why are they so impossible to find in the UK