When you were younger how did you imagine your life would be going at your current age? How does it compare with the reality?
I genuinely never imagined myself getting this old. I'm 22, but when I was a kid I honestly didn't have it in my head that I'd live past being a young teenager. Life was really fucking hard and painful, and I couldn't really see much of a future.
Comparatively, life's great now.
I did imagine myself serving in Alaska...
Nice. My friend left and came back (mexico mission). He spent a year looking for a gf and finally found one then put a ring on that first girl in 2 months.
This is not normal. But on Mormonism it is. Not even once kids.
>It will all get better soon
>If I just do X then it will all change
My younger self was wrong.
I am a realy old and robot, so i never really considered becoming this far gone.
I remember at 18, when I went to college, how I would stop being khv and whatever. Meet some peeps and enjoy myself. Get a job and have long term relationship by mid 20s.
Then I was like 26 and nothing had changed. I still waste my time watching urkel and saved by the bell. I am khv. neet. loser. friendless completely.
from 26 until now
8 days from 34I haven't thought about a future. I don't have memories because every day is the same. All one big blur.
Missing the teen rites of passage made me shit young adult.
Missing young adult rites of passage was kind of end of any plan. Too late to start now. Just do nothing until I die.
I had cousins who weren't allowed to watch TV and I felt bad for them. Little did I know I was being subliminally programmed with false ideas about what growing up would be like and how great it would be. Kids need to be educated about how to grow up, not put in front of the TV to slowly become retarded.
I never really thought about the future. It just wasn't something that ever occurred to me. I was at an opening party for a restaurant my father's company had done some work for. I was maybe 6 years old at the time. They had a caricature artist there, and when he asked me what I wanted to be when I grow up I didn't have an answer for him. He drew me as a baseball player, I think because my father had signed me up for baseball earlier that year. I didn't really like or dislike baseball, but my father kept signing me up ever year so I kept playing.
I do nothing. I sometime pet my cat. I am around no one other than my parents. I have no place to go and nothing to do.
And I don't really want to. What the fuck could I do? I will be alone. Not a good life to have.
I always thought I'd make a great career out of one of my many talents. Turns out being a sperg makes all of your talents worthless. Fuck.
Can't say. I always had a lot of trouble imagining the future as a kid. When I was in middle school, I couldn't see myself in high school, and in high school I couldn't see myself in college. Doesn't sound too crazy but it's scary in a way. Honestly considered killing myself once I had to start taking responsibility for adult stuff.
I though I would be a typical "teenager" (which I thought was pretty damn cool back then)
I'm 19, I like the way I look and stuff and all the ingredients of a good life are there but something has just been disturbingly but subtly off during all these years. I'm not behind or anything and I have time to "tie it all up in a bow" before I'm 20 and officially an adult, I guess.