post feels.. all feels are welcome
> tfw someone actually says something nice to you and you almost cry
>mfw /r9k/ is just a shittier version of /b/ now
>four days to study for an exam
>eight days to study for the other
>still have to finish four 10-page papers in a few days
>still have to finish thesis
I may as well give up and hang myself.
I don't study and spend the day doing nothing, because if I do something that is not studying I feel guilty because I should be studying, so I don't study nor I have any fun, I just spend time feeling guilty because I'm a retard.
>if I do something that is not studying I feel guilty because I should be studying, so I don't study nor I have any fun, I just spend time feeling guilty
i used to do that. now i gave up and do nothing, feel nothing
>tfw you could have a gf but shes 6 hours away
f-fuck long distance
I would be perfectly fine with that feel if she wasn't romantically interested in someone belonging to her own world. That's the part that really hurts. After 4 years of this, I still don't understand how people can waifu someone from an H game or harem anime without complaining about the heart-ache of knowing that the one she's fawning so hard over is the idealized MC and not you.
>study for exam with friend
>tall, long legged, bit tittie, flat assed brown qt
>she is wearing shorts
>dont pay much attention, continue studying
>we are studying at a small study room in my house
>she goes to the bathroom, no biggie
>Some minutes after she comes back I start smelling something odd
>Smell getting stronger
>Realize its delicious pussy smell
>Leave the room for a while to check
>enter the room again and smell is stronger
>Im starting to get horny but not showing anything ecternally
>She acts like nothing is happening, like normal.
>continue studying for 40 more minutes and then she leaves
>smell didnt weaker at any point until she left
God that pussy smell could get make a statue pop a boner.
>She likes you
>You can't ask her out because you have gyno and know the second she finds out she'll leave you anyway
More than a decade of social isolation has turned me from a textbook normie into a sperging autist
I don't know how to fix it
This. I came here to feel, and find other robots who share my feels.
>tfw long distance relationship with person you're not sure you want to be with and will have to wait 2 years to be in a relationship with anyway but don't want to put in the work to find someone new so you're pretending to be happy with that arrangement
>try to make small talk with colleague
>sperg out and say something stupid, didn't even mean it
>he dislikes me now
>too autistic and awkward to bring it up again and clear up the misunderstanding
I wasn't made to socialize
>tfw long distance relationship with someone who you knew in person for only 2 weeks breaks up after finally going to see her after 6 months of long distance because she says "her love began to dwindle, little by little, every month" while your love only grew every month in excitement of when you'd get to see her again