The music we'd listen to, when I cook the dishes she adored, the places we would walk, the jokes we shared, when I laugh with the stifled chuckle I inherited from her, sometimes just drawing something or telling a story I think she'd have enjoyed. She's dead. It's been years and I still go to bed sometimes hoping I'll wake up in a world where she exists.
Movies and tvshows we use to cuddle and watch together. Really fucks with me mentally that I can't enjoy shit like Always Sunny or any movie that came out between 2012-2015 anymore. Also still have clothes and jewelry that I wear that she gave me for birthdays and Christmas. Can't even enjoy videogames either because she would sometimes watch me play and participate too.Really just fucked me up all around, I don't even enjoy living tbqh.
>>26133097 she's a semi-introvert, and we have a lot in common, but she's really out of my league. >be talking to her about some bands >"do you like ____?" >"yeah, I like 'em" >"oh.. that's cool" >then my tall, handsome friend talks to her >"do you like ____?" >"oh my god, you like them too?" >they listen to music for the rest of class together
I guess I wouldn't share my earbuds either with a manlet, shit-skin, autist. I'm not even dirty, but for her, my looks are incentive enough. I don't blame her.
Being alone reminds me of her. we talked every day for 2.5 years. If I ever wanted to talk to someone about anything I could. Now I don't go a day without missing her or regretting what I did to her. Feels bad.
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