WHat reminds you of her /r9k/? and why dont you speak to her anymore?

I just saw her yesterday walking down the street singing doo a diddy diddy dum diddy doo

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She looks a bit like pic related
I masturbate to this image daily because she was probably my last shot at getting a gf

>>26132965
Because I never had a "her".

That is the most painful of things, to not even imagine a "her", yet yearn for it.

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The fact that I have a folder just for her, and all the modeling pictures that she uploads to tumblr.
I'll see her on Monday, so it's cool.

The music we'd listen to, when I cook the dishes she adored, the places we would walk, the jokes we shared, when I laugh with the stifled chuckle I inherited from her, sometimes just drawing something or telling a story I think she'd have enjoyed.
She's dead. It's been years and I still go to bed sometimes hoping I'll wake up in a world where she exists.

>>26133003
This pretty much.
Even if I find someone I can love, I don't love them for their persona but because I have to mend my loneliness somehow.

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>>26133040
Anon bruh.....

>>26133038
I don't know how you look but the fact that you browse r9k tells me that she's out of your league

>>26132991
what is wrong with those hands what le fug

>>26133108
What? I don't see anything wrong with them...

Movies and tvshows we use to cuddle and watch together. Really fucks with me mentally that I can't enjoy shit like Always Sunny or any movie that came out between 2012-2015 anymore. Also still have clothes and jewelry that I wear that she gave me for birthdays and Christmas. Can't even enjoy videogames either because she would sometimes watch me play and participate too.Really just fucked me up all around, I don't even enjoy living tbqh.

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>you will die alone
>all your life, you will be on the hunt for someone who loves you
>in the end, in your final hours, you will be alone
>no one will stand by your bed and kiss you goodbye

;_;

>>26133145
they look like baby hands compared to the rest of her body

>>26132991
>>26133210 has a point there anon

>>26133210
>>26133250
I'm not seeing it. Maybe her tits are distracting me

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>>26132965
You unearthed some painful memories.

Once during highschool, we were assigned together in some group.

Just me, her and a friend I had once.

But there was a big problem.

He was a Chad.

I just worked silently while he talked heartily with her.

Eventually she acknowledged my existence.

She even offered to dance with me in some gym unit.

I just said okay.

Then, my Chad friend made something cool.

She asked if I was the one who made it.

Being the absolute fucking retard I was, I just said that Chad made it.

Eventually she just stopped talking to me.

The irony here is that she eventually dated Juan.

Then Chad ditched me because I was going to hurt his chances with girls.

And now I'm a 19 year old KHV with no friends.

OP here, just writing up mine

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>>26133097
she's a semi-introvert, and we have a lot in common, but she's really out of my league.
>be talking to her about some bands
>"do you like ____?"
>"yeah, I like 'em"
>"oh.. that's cool"
>then my tall, handsome friend talks to her
>"do you like ____?"
>"oh my god, you like them too?"
>they listen to music for the rest of class together

I guess I wouldn't share my earbuds either with a manlet, shit-skin, autist. I'm not even dirty, but for her, my looks are incentive enough. I don't blame her.

Being alone reminds me of her.
we talked every day for 2.5 years. If I ever wanted to talk to someone about anything I could.
Now I don't go a day without missing her or regretting what I did to her.
Feels bad.

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>>26133040
Anon, I'm sorry you had to go through that. I hope things get better man.