/crippling depression general/
What happened to these threads? I've been gone for a couple months. I used to see them all the time. How are the brobots doing?
>trying to be a normalfag
people with crippling depression don't try to fit in with normalfags neither to they start threads on imageboards
fuck off retard
>Anon why don't you talk anymore lol we love you anon
Fucking seasonal depression, every year the winter months turn me into a disgusting emo faggot and it is so surreal feeling my inner emotions start shutting down every January.
>tfw every year I fight this shit but I cant, I just push through to May when I get my life back
Probably the long nights and the moody weather, it is nothing entirely different, but it is a mental disorder like any other. I try to fight it, but it take a while for it to go away again
I imagine that treating it is a little more difficult than the other depressive disorders. Most antidepressants take a while to work, and it's not like you can just take them for half a year then stop...
I'm sorry mate, spring is coming
desu I think I got the easy one because I am usually not a beta throughout the rest of the year, so my friends or gf(if I had one) were able to help me through my seasonal rot. I just feel like a complete asshole by not talking to any of them, though you are right it is a pain in the ass especially since Docs don't like giving antidepressants to fags like me because they know it won't help that much anyways
>just get more sleep and install more blue lights in your apartment Mr Anon!
for the past 5 months ive been having existential crisis. i dont know if that is exactly what i am having but i cant describe how i feel beyond it. it all started the last time i smoked pot. it must have been laced with something or something must have gone wrong but ever since that horrible experience i cant even wake up without experiencing that horrible feeling. i wish i could describe it. i never felt this way before, this must be irrational i dont even think im making sense and i am scared
every day i consider killing myself and i dont understand why i want to kill myself and yet at the same time i dont want to kill myself and everything else is dying around me and im next
i did but she gave me a choice after i explained my situation. she asked if i thought i needed medication for which i declined which was irrational on my part. so she had believed i was fine and to call back if it remained a problem for another month. i haven't revisited yet, i cant afford it anyways
it sounds like you have developed some level of drug induced anxiety.
i just made my way out of the worst year of my life after mixing meth and mushrooms with ketamine.
any drug can do it, expecially psychedelics and weed though.
chin up you will either perish during this or come out of the crucible knowing you are more powerful than it.
i chose the latter
IM GUNNA MAKE IT MY BITCH!!!!!!!!!!
thanks for posting, i do feel a little better
do not, i repeat do not use benzodiazapines at all for anxiety it just comes back stronger when you sober up.
also you will be able to smoke weed comfortably again in the near future
i have been being recommended benzos for this entire time by everyone i have asked. obviously i haven't had access to it and i have progressively been getting better so i see your wisdom with it
i hope so. i don't necessarily want to do it anyways as its never been my thing but its fantastic to know im not so fucked up as to never be able to use it again
shit thanks again. one of the few times i didn't regret posting on 4chan