>mother gets cancer as I just start college, 17 >drop out after two terms so I can take care of her >she gets a double mastectomy on my 18th birthday >for the last month I've been bathing her and washing her hair and feeding her and running a house by myself >while my deadbeat dad lives happily with his second family >he's rich while we're struggling, mum has taken off work due to her illness >dad refuses to help, but texts me and says "me and your sisters are here for you :^)" >i've never met my sisters and when i tried to call my dad once, they picked up the phone and told me i was a mistake and that i should kill myself >stub my baby toe so hard this morning the nail came out >looked up and screamed WHY as hard as i could
>>26123684 forgot to add >yesterday she went to her surgeons for a post surgery checkup >they didn't get all the cancer >it spread through her lymphnodes and now it's in her blood >it can be anywhere in her body
>>26123684 >>26123722 >born ugly >born in poverty >born from mentally ill unstable mother >go sometimes a day or two without food from age 4-9 and get malnurished to the point when I started get enough food at 9 I gained 20 points in 2 months. >women told me all the time I was ugly in school and crushed my self confidence and self esteem >watch porn as a way to release sexual energy >become porn addict >live off food stamps and welfare from my dad >step mother emotionally abuses me growing up >Become christian >struggle with porn addiction and unable to get girlfriend because of ugly face >face severe depression and anxiety because of the confliction >father dies at 18 >move 2000 miles by myself to a border state where dangerous crack heads and tweakers roam the streets >try to find a job, first one was telemarketer where I worked there for 2 weeks and never got paid >live alone, off of 1100 dollars a month >no parents, no help Life is horrible for me. I'm certain God hated my family and is punishing me for the sins of my ancestors/family in which I don't know because they disowned my mother.
>>26123825 hey i'm the cancer kid, my mom was like that pre-cancer, i feel it. except her substance was wine, she was a drunk who would get me out of bed at 2AM and punch me in the face, she'd wake up with my grandpa's rosary beads clenched in her hands.
the only thing i can say for you man is that the only way to go is up now, right
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