ITT: Post obscure feels.
>Want to go to bed
>But don't have a bed to sleep on
>tfw you underestimate the power of your ejaculation and it gets all over your shirt
I had an airmat. It deflated about 3 months ago and I've slept on the floor since. I don't have enough money to get a new one.
>tfw you murder your own child
suicide seems like a good option
>ex LDR gf is going through CBT
>I talked to her a month ago and she said her psychologist described me as a "risk"
>Thinking about killing a lot of people
>will follow through
I'm fucking poor, that's how.
I work a part time job that pays minimum wage and all I can afford is a cheap 1 BR apartment and really shitty internet. I get like 200 kb/s download.
Most matresses around here (that aren't piss-stained) cost anywhere from 150-300 dollars. The air matress cost me like 50.
> Have a gf
> Still doesn't realize it cause I've been single my whole life
I'm guessing that the 5,999 yen ones are the thicker/comfier ones, right?
>my friends and family are all ridiculously successful
>I'm struggling to keep stay afloat
I really wish I could be successful in any way. I don't hate them for it. I only hate my self even more.
>figuring out an elaborate plan to steal shit without getting caught
>even though I don't actually want to steal anything at all
I'd probably fucked for life if they figure out how to read minds.
I can't even stop myself from doing it, it's just a lot of fun to observe places and coming up with a strategy.
>trying proper tongue posture
>whole mouth and jaw hurt like shit
Are the jawline gains worth it?
>I'm not severely autistic or disabled enough to get paid for it
I'd just fake it. NEETbux is infinitely better than working minimum wage and not even being able to buy a bed or decent internet for your effort.
>feel physical pain by touching napkins
>grew up getting napkins rubbed over me by brothers
>tfw mom told me to deal with it
One time i did the old wd40 and lighter trick on my brothers hair to get back at him
>add guy from r9k
>talk to him every so often
>he increasingly ignores me
>send him crude pictures just to test his limits and be silly
>doesn't reply to me anymore
i think i'll just delete him from me list, lads. i went too far and i feel like a disgusting pervert
Basically it's how your tongue sits in your mouth, and over time it shapes your face and gives you a qt jawline
Basically your whole tongue is supposed to sit on the roof of your mouth (try making a big cheesy smile, then swallowing, that's how it's supposed to be at all times)
I don't think it's worth it though, I'm in constant pain, I think I'm gonna stop
But yeah, it's not worth it, I'll just lose weight to get a good jawline
I have quite an obscure feel.
>lately notice my perception of stuff has changed
>my "items", or how I call them: "objects" feel different
>whenever see more objects stacked, I cannot bring myself to divide them
>saw an object made of clothes in a shape of ball, knew there's my phone in there
>stare at the ball for a few minutes, trying to figure out how to get the phone out
>pick up the entire object, carefully turn it around and put it back in its place, hopinh the phone falls out
>do this for a minute
>phone falls on the floor
Now I cannot pick up my phone
>only reliable friend moved away for good yesterday
It's a really shitty feel
>want to put off my shirt
>wear really baggy, big clothes
>something in my head keeps ringing, cannot divide shirt from my body
>start putting papers between my skin and shirt, until I cannot feel shirt on my skin
>lie on floor, start moving kinda like a snail to shake off my shirt
>once I shake it off, I get up, luckily the papers didn't stick me to the floor
>have a shower, let papers fall off
It's a fucking choir, I hate it. Luckily once the papers get wet, I can just pick them up without bother, but the rest is just a nightmare.
When I want to get out of bad, I pretend to myself that I "feel off", so the "surpervisor" doesn't get mad at me for dividing objects.
I'm thinking of covering my room in papers
>only two friends
>a guy and a girl
>"I guess should probably introduce them to each other"
>they're a couple now
>I've been demoted from a friend to the third wheel
>the barely even call anymore, and when they do it's awkward
>I'm all alone in the world
>tfw no wifi calling
>can't listen to music while taking night walks now