>>26102616 About 2 or three years ago. Finally moved out of home, went to uni, met a great girl. The whole world felt fucking new, y'know? i was truly excited for the future. Now uni has finished that girl has left, i've got a shitty degree in social science and have moved back in with my parents.
I hit legend in Hearthstone for the first time a couple weeks ago. It sounds kind of lame but it's the last time I felt genuine happiness and I can't remember the last time before that, but I know it was several months at least.
Never, I was either yelled at by my parents as a kid or bullied by others, then I moved, got bullied alby different people which has made me anti-social and I hate people because of it, I can't wait for my inevitable death.
Last year of high school. I was completely alone(like now) but i was happy...I had good grades, played WoW(that was the last year after almost 5 year though),had a lot of nerdy hobbies etc. I was alone but happy.That was it.
But everything changed when the University nation attacked...i'm in 3rd year of uni now, and everything is hell, i feel like shit almost everyday...i'm thinking about changing course in to a similar but shorter one at the end of the year...
First year of kindergarten. I switched schools for my second year and knew no one, I had no friends and everyone bullied me. I got my social anxiety and the basis for my current depression from there. I used to be a super social and friendly kid.
I can't remember the last time I was happy. Sometimes, I feel like I'm being sad wrong. If I was doing it right, maybe my parents/family would care instead of letting me continue down my spiral of depression.
>>26102616 When I was 15 and a girl said yes to me asking her out. I can remember it pretty well. When I was biking home I was listening to 99 Red Balloons and for some reason, it made me really happy.
>>26102616 Last time i felt true happiness >at work >be a cashier >have a great day at school >funny jokes being told at work >really enjoying the moment >get confused at what emotion im feeling >realise its happiness and almost cry >boss calls me out to stack shelves >do what the man orders >having a convo with co-worker while stacking items >boss comes back 5 minutes later >yells at me for "just standing there staring at the box like its some sort of mystery" >i just picked it up out of trolly >literally a blank brown box and didnt know the contents >first time ive ever stacked anything >co-worker in same isle just turns away and stacks other end of isle >happiness was instantly crushed >holding back the tears for rest of shift as i realise it'll be a long time before i truly feel happiness again
>>26102616 Still feeling pretty shitty but I would say yesterday, since I talked to my oneitis. I mean yesterday was still sorta bad but when I was taking to her and looking into her eyes I felt happy.
Too bad I can't grow a pair and ask her out. I have no experience with this at all, khv here so I don't know what the fuck to do.
When I finally managed to button mash my way through to 999's true ending. Seriously, fuck the amount of dialogue and the slow scrolling. The story wasn't even that well written, I just needed to know what the final ebin twist was.
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