List a depressing fact about yourself.
I have a fetish for those sissy hypnosis videos despite being completely straight.
It started with gifs, but now I can't get enough of stuff like this
I rarely leave my house and I indulge into Otaku culture, Doujin and Japanese Media to cope with the fact that I'm bored with life.
I intentionally avoid other people.
I can socialize fine, I don't have any form of autism or social anxiety. When it comes down to it, I hold a normal friendly conversation but I usually try not to because talking about superficial bullshit with normies makes me puke, e.g. "Oh, how have you been?" "I like your shoes, when did you buy them?" "Your hair looks nice like that."
I do what I need to get by socially, so sometimes making conversation is expected.
When I spend time in the library, often I will grab a copy of Mein Kampf and put it on my desk, or pull out some other books to make it look like I'm working so people won't talk to me. Listening to music with earphones sometimes isn't enough to hint that you aren't interested in talking.
Being alone depresses me but I can't stand other people. I try to justify that I don't need others to make me happy but I'm still depressed. Not sure what to do.
I have around 80-90 painted gunpla kits and I'm working on more
same here dude. are we really this hopeless?
A gunpla friend would be nice. Do you snapfag or are you painting kits too? How about modding? Recently got into it and already planned some customs out.
I also have a hypnosis fetish. But one where I'd hypnotize girls.
I was too chicken to bring it up with my gf, she probably would have been okay with trying. And now it's too late because we broke up.
>tfw no submissive gf to hypnotize
I have a fetish for sucking dick despite being completely straight.
I consider suicide pretty often, but I don't really want to do it here because family. So I've been considering going to Iraq and fighting with the Peshmerga and hoping to either die or to come back with combat experience, some work ethic, and some interesting experiences/stories.
I only need like 5,000 for the plane ticket, gun and ammo, clothing, pack, and basic equipment. A bit of spending money and money for a return ticket too. Probably would do like 2-6 years.
I've been there. Pretty cozy to be honest. Also the crazies will share their cigarettes. Junkies and tweakers and crackheads not so much. Good stories though and interesting people. All of them were pretty nice.
I have an extremely irrational fear that pops up daily and it affects me so much that it makes me physically ill (vomit), shake uncontrollably, and have an anxiety attack.
If the stimuli doesn't go away I'll start sobbing.
Not saying what it is because photos are horrible too
I used to like things.
I used to love reading. Now I can't even bother to read I end up getting halfway through before I just quit.
I used to love drawing. I found an old art book from high school and a little after. Now I barely even doodle
When people ask what I like or what I do outside of school and work I just give them a blank look.
I know that feel, bro. My only friend is a cat.
I find that it's easy to pick up beta sub fetishes if your psychology is overly dominated by shame or fear of emasculation. What happens is, the idea of something or other challenges your manhood so much, you need to turn it into a fetish in order to feel you have a degree of control over it.
I've had a lot of sub/sissy type fetishes in my day, and the commonality between all of them was that the thing that EVENTUALLY became a fetish, scared me to death initially.
I remember one fetish started when I read a story about a gay man castrating his lover. I LITERALLY almost threw up at the time, but eventually it triggered off a fetish of my own, which involved being castrated by females.
TL;DR Male submission fetishes come from being able to properly cope with the idea of being vulnerable.
The HGCE Strike Rouge? Damn, that's a really nice kit. And yeah, nubs are the most important thing when you snapfag, take your time and be patient. Do you coat your kits? It is an easy way to give your kits a much better look without a great effort. Build any MG or RG kits yet or still trying to improve your skills on HGs?
My current main project is the PG Unicorn, my side projects the MG Hi-Nu Verka and the new V2
I'm 28. Barely finished my AS at a community college this past semester. It took me 3 years. I didn't take the transfer program either, so while I got the AS, I'd still need 2 semesters of classes to transfer.
hahaha oh my dear anon, I got into the sissy hypnos about a year ago, eventually became the only thing I jacked too. Granted, I was a bit of a faggot to begin with, but I freaked out and stopped watching them when I read something that suggested they might actually turn you into a cockslut. Still occasionally look at gifs/captions and shit tho
You're pretty naive man. More like additional crippling mental breakdowns and PTSD on top of tfwnogf syndrome
I have hppd from doing cough syrup and benadryl 2 years ago, its a visual disorder I cant see like I used too in the dark, get tracers of stuff, lights at night are like puffy balls, and I havent done shit to get rid of it, obviously its 5 times worse than what it was when it started. I cant do any drugs besides benzos or it get worse, im thinking of moving away from my family and die somewhere far away, maybe starve to death or drown in a river idk. If I lived alone I would have finished it a long time ago
one year ago i was living as a transgender male.
i dropped a lot of acid and came to the conclusion that i would never really be a man. now i'm back to presenting as female, but with more body hair and a more masculine face than before. i don't identify with either gender and prefer "they" pronouns, but "she" is ok too.
I have decided to never try to alter my body again, except for wearing makeup and styling my hair. i've thought about shaving my stomach/boobs but decided to leave the hair as a reminder that my body is best left the way it is.
don't ever fall for the tranny lie, friends.
i said that "she" is ok. i don't force it on people or get mad about it.
I used to be straight, but now I watch trap porn only. Vaginas don't even turn me on that much now.
For me it was like this:
lesbian -> lesbian anal -> straight anal -> trap fucking a girl -> trap fucking a trap -> now I'm watching traps stuffing their butts, or just stroking their dicks.
I guess I'll turn gay at some point, even though I'm not attracted to men, even twinks.
I feel you bro.
Most of the people are boring and I hate most of the things they do.
I had a gf and I broke up with her within one month because she was boring.
But I feel lonely some times
>3 years into the gym
>0 gains made
>too pussy to try team programs
>everyone there thinks I am a retard
>had the chance to hit on some stacies, but completely fucked it up
Dont even know why I still push this gym thing
In my 30s, have a degree from a respectable university, been employed almost continuously since high school, usually hold at least two jobs at a time, still make less than 10k most years and regularly need to get help from family to cover rent and food.
The only reason I even bother to keep living is because, for reasons unknown to me, people love me.
Honestly anon I'm betting you're similar to me where the fetish comes from low self worth or some other personal issue rather than actually wanting to be a girl sucking dick. I used to be into that stuff as well but as soon as I got more self confidence and actually started getting female attention it stopped turning me on pretty much completely.
Also, those videos usually have pretty good blowjob scenes and you might just really like blowjob scenes in general. They do try to use that fact to trick/"hypnotize" you into thinking you want to be the girl but I can tell you
from experiencethat the minute you actually put your mouth on a dick and have a guy pumping in and out of you, you will regret it.