so what stopped you from killing yourself today?
I'm actually feeling ok, as long as I don't think about it too much
I want to build and paint all my gunpla kits before I kill myself.
I'm so fucking close to winning. All I need to do is bide my time and I'll make it. Two decades of absolute shit and I'm finally on the verge of greatness.
I'm normally okay during the day. Now that it's getting later the troubles start. I don't know if anything will stop me with how badly Fire Emblem's being butchered. It's the only thing I'm really looking forward to.
The ultimate deterrent to suicide is a fear of death and come what may after.
Kinda funny actually, cause I do get bouts of what feels like depression a fair lot but never want to actually die despite feeling like an irredeemable piece of unlikable apathy and lethargy
I stopped giving a fuck about 90% of the things and people in my life, and I'm starting to enjoy life. I've started lifting and teaching myself Japanese in my spare time and everything's going well so far.
>inb4 I'm hit by a truck tomorrow and paralyzed from the neck down
>tfw just completed black mesa's steam release
Pretty much just weed.
I'm so bored of this routine. Eating is a fucking chore and I get so hungry because of this shit. At least my wanks are imaginative (gay) and long.