ask me anything friends
inpatient 3 times/recovered twice/relapsing currently
im 5'6 and 95 pounds
>that sinking feeling when you realize you will never be this beautiful
What the fuck is up with you freaks?
You have the willpower of a thousand grown men and you could be using it to train for marathons, lift weights, or make a name for yourselves.
Instead you use your willpower to keep yourselves from eating.
And meanwhile all you think is "I need to be thinner"
Jesus fucking Christ I hate all of you disgusting pieces of shit.
because I have an intense crippling fear of gaining weight
i first started eating less because a side effect of my medication was less hunger which led to an addiction to starving
Can't stand girls with eating disorders, they are like BPD on crack. Literally treading on eggshells all the time, nothing you say is good enough even though they come to you for help, but it is never the "right" help, then if you try to let them sort it themselves they complain that you don't care, you can't win. They will take it all out on you, when all you do is try your hardest with them out of everyone.
I hope you know you make your family worried and miserable. My sister had/has anorexia and watching that shitshow was the worst thing ever. I want my fucking sister back, not this boring husk that never has energy to do anything.
>I wish I was able
That's why you're not able
Because instead of fucking wishing you should be doing
I used to wish I wasn't fat but instead I got sick of fucking shit and stopped eating like a fat fuck and exercising. I don't wish anymore.
Don't wish for fucking shit, you're lying to yourself
What is your diet like? What do you eat? How many calories do you eat every day?
Do people tell you that you're too thin? If so, what do you think when they say that to you?
honestly I eat mostly junk food, it depends on what I'm doing
mostly I fast for 2 days, liquid fast (juice and soup max 300calories/day) for 3 days, and then on the 6th and 7th I eat max 400 calories of solid foods, which usually end up being absolute shit
i know people talk about me because I get gawked at a lot, one time a woman gave me money and told me to get mcdonalds
honestly it makes me feel good
>enjoys watching qts eat
There is something wrong with me
Where do you live? I'll buy you lunch
I'd be staring at your mouth, anachan
>calling 0% body fat disgusting
Are you even anorexic?
She's seriously the anorexic's dream body. Lucky for her, she has a congenital "defect" (that's what the doctors call it, anyways) where she literally can't develop body fat.
Isn't she beautiful?
With a little more willpower, you too can achieve your goal body. Don't make excuses.
Would you hide this from them?
this is such bait lmao my bmi is 15 which is considered severe anorexia
if I wanted to recover right now medically I would have to be eating 3000+ calories
sad bc my lowest weight is 87
>pls love and nourish me
that triggered the noanagf feels
I miss having anorexia nervosa. I was never to gross looking and everyone thought I was. Sure, I had headaches and was more prone to panic attacks but, it was worth the positive attention.
Unfortunately, I was basically cured after I rembered the repressed memories of being molested.
It's funny how in the USA anorexia is the number one mental illness that kills women when, obesity is an epidemic. Society always reflects it self with mental disorders.
The website isn't actual pro-ana. The site name is leftover from years ago when the site was once that way.
But now it isn't. Anyone who comes to site with "Hey guys here are some tips to starve yourself" Are told to gtfo.
Now it's more of a support group where people with EDs commiserate and try to recover together.
>UGH BUT IT IS ANOREXIA AAGHH GIVE ME ATTENTION
I was 14.7 for a while and thought I looked normal.
Glad I'm over it
Not OP, but there is such a thing as fear foods. Anorexia isn't about wanting to just lose weight, but the fear of gaining it as well.
For example, a fear food of mine is Chef Boyardee. This is because it is delicious and I know I'll eat the whole can in one sitting. %00 calories. So many carbs. And if I do this, I will have a panic attack.
It's a twisted way of thinking and we have no control over the anxiety that certain foods give us, even if these foods are normal and delicious to everyone else. I have not touched Chef Boyardee in a year. The last time I decided to have "just a little bite," I cried like a retard.
this thread just shows even more that being a woman is playing life on easy mode.
>have a debilitating eating disorder
>have a body that looks like absolute shit
>still get a bunch of "baby you're perfect the way you are" betas stroking their dicks to you
I have anagf pls help
>is she gonna die
>I have zero inclination to stop her, it's her business
>idk how to genuinely compliment her without her feeling insulted or like I'm literally joking
>if she dies around me will I be in trouble