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ask me anything friends

inpatient 3 times/recovered twice/relapsing currently

im 5'6 and 95 pounds
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Why can't you just eat something?
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>>26093811
What made you to eat less? Do you not enjoy food? The only reason I eat is because it makes me feel better, it's something I can always look forward to.
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>>26093811
Lmao fatty
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>>26093811
What is that in metric units?
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>>26093811
>that sinking feeling when you realize you will never be this beautiful
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>>26093811
Why goes through your mind that stops you from eating?
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>>26093811
What the fuck is up with you freaks?
You have the willpower of a thousand grown men and you could be using it to train for marathons, lift weights, or make a name for yourselves.

Instead you use your willpower to keep yourselves from eating.

And meanwhile all you think is "I need to be thinner"

Jesus fucking Christ I hate all of you disgusting pieces of shit.
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>>26093811
So when you turn 30 and are still a virgin can we call you Skeltals.
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>>26094019
because I have an intense crippling fear of gaining weight
>>26094059
i first started eating less because a side effect of my medication was less hunger which led to an addiction to starving
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>>26094098
true
>>26094101
167 cm and 43 kg
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>>26094128
disgusting
>>26094197
mostly calories=fat
also I ask myself if food is more important than the size of X body part like 5 times a day and the answer is always no
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>>26093811
Is this Kyra?
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>>26094235
it's because the willpower is from crippling self hatred not ambition
>>26094319
I agree completely
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>>26094565
nope my name begins with an e and I don't know anyone on r9k personally
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Can't stand girls with eating disorders, they are like BPD on crack. Literally treading on eggshells all the time, nothing you say is good enough even though they come to you for help, but it is never the "right" help, then if you try to let them sort it themselves they complain that you don't care, you can't win. They will take it all out on you, when all you do is try your hardest with them out of everyone.
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>>26094596
i don't really have friends and ive never had a boyfriend so i don't really understand, but my eating disorder is something i would hide from those people
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>>26094587
If my friend ended her shit you can too
I'm sorry friend but only you have the power to truly stop this
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>>26093811
I hope you know you make your family worried and miserable. My sister had/has anorexia and watching that shitshow was the worst thing ever. I want my fucking sister back, not this boring husk that never has energy to do anything.
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>>26094709
thanks for your empathy, i wish i was able to recover
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>>26094747
I live alone with my dad who is addicted to opiates i don't think there's anyone to dissapoint
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>>26093811
>im 5'6

h-haha manlet
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>>26094784
womanlet here sry
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>>26094750
>I wish I was able
That's why you're not able
Because instead of fucking wishing you should be doing
I used to wish I wasn't fat but instead I got sick of fucking shit and stopped eating like a fat fuck and exercising. I don't wish anymore.
Don't wish for fucking shit, you're lying to yourself
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What is your diet like? What do you eat? How many calories do you eat every day?

Do people tell you that you're too thin? If so, what do you think when they say that to you?
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>>26094801

I'm the same height actually

end it all
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>>26094828
honestly I eat mostly junk food, it depends on what I'm doing

mostly I fast for 2 days, liquid fast (juice and soup max 300calories/day) for 3 days, and then on the 6th and 7th I eat max 400 calories of solid foods, which usually end up being absolute shit

i know people talk about me because I get gawked at a lot, one time a woman gave me money and told me to get mcdonalds

honestly it makes me feel good
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>>26094520
>Crippling self hatred
Literally the motivation of everyone on /fit/
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>>26094823
oh man I don't have an answer for this

meaning I wish I wanted to recover and be healthy but my mindset is too unhealthy and right now losing weight is more of a priority
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>no ana qt to feed
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>>26094994
my fetish is meeting an older guy who helps me through my eating disorder and makes me feel ok with my body
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>>26095018
I'll feed you my cum all day you little cunt.
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>>26095018
>enjoys watching qts eat

There is something wrong with me
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>>26095091
this makes me sad
>tfw i will never be the qt eating
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>>26095135
Where do you live? I'll buy you lunch
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>>26095182
you would never look at me twice, what's the use
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>>26095210
I'd be staring at your mouth, anachan
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>>26094553
>calling 0% body fat disgusting
Are you even anorexic?

She's seriously the anorexic's dream body. Lucky for her, she has a congenital "defect" (that's what the doctors call it, anyways) where she literally can't develop body fat.

Isn't she beautiful?

Keep striving.
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>bitches scared to eat
lmfao baka @ u like shit im no fattie but shit you gotta eat big to get big

lmfao
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>>26095325
With a little more willpower, you too can achieve your goal body. Don't make excuses.
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>>26095018
There's plenty of betas that would do that, but you know you really want Chad. And Chad doesn't like your kind.
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>>26095325
the actual dream body
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>>26095370
n-no i want a chubby beta who wont ever leave
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>tfw bulimic from 13-17
>tfw probably stunted your growth
>that feel when baby face
>tfw 5'9

Just kill me already
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>>26095655
>will never nourish that

jdimsa
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>>26095655
>no ass
>no tiddies
boring desu
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>>26093811
If you were in a relationship with a loving partner who cooked for you and took you out to fancy restaurants, would you start eating regularly?
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>>26095743
pls love and nourish me
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>>26095823
I would probably just purge more
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>>26095849
Would you hide this from them?
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>>26093811
I don't understand eating disorders because you know you have a disorder and you know that you aren't actually fat so shouldn't you not have this problem?
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>>26095892
I mean probably
>>26095900
body dysmorphia
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>5'6 and 95 pounds

kek, i'm as tall and you and weigh the same and i'm far from anorexic
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>>26095743
>>26095825
As a guy with 5% body fat I look awkward with any girl that isn't at least that skinny
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>>26093811
Do you ever go on myproana.com? It's a really nice, supportive community.
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>>26096008
this is such bait lmao my bmi is 15 which is considered severe anorexia

if I wanted to recover right now medically I would have to be eating 3000+ calories
sad bc my lowest weight is 87
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>>26095825
>pls love and nourish me
fugg. that triggered the noanagf feels
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I miss having anorexia nervosa. I was never to gross looking and everyone thought I was. Sure, I had headaches and was more prone to panic attacks but, it was worth the positive attention.
Unfortunately, I was basically cured after I rembered the repressed memories of being molested.
It's funny how in the USA anorexia is the number one mental illness that kills women when, obesity is an epidemic. Society always reflects it self with mental disorders.
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>>26096034
>proana
no thanks I would rather not associate with people who promote a deadly illness
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>>26096081
be my bf ;_; love me
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>>26096106
The website isn't actual pro-ana. The site name is leftover from years ago when the site was once that way.

But now it isn't. Anyone who comes to site with "Hey guys here are some tips to starve yourself" Are told to gtfo.

Now it's more of a support group where people with EDs commiserate and try to recover together.
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>>26096066
>UGH BUT IT IS ANOREXIA AAGHH GIVE ME ATTENTION
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>>26096179
hm, I'll check it out
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>>26096066
no, i'm serious???
i have to be anorexic then because i'm actually like 2 cm taller than you and weigh the same but i look pretty normal, if not on the skinny side
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>>26096304
then you obviously have the wrong weight lmao it's not possible to have a bmi of 15 and look "normal"
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>>26096304
Post a pic, I'll decide who does and does not look normal?

This offer is extended to anyone
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>>26096352
i weighed myself yesterday on a normal, functioning weight. my bmi is 15.7, and i look normal.
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>>26096483
She's just a fatty who starves herself so she can get some attention.
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>>26096352
I was 14.7 for a while and thought I looked normal. Glad I'm over it
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>>26093811
Fuck off sal
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>>26095955
But you know you have body dysmorphia so you know that nobody thinks you're fat. Why not just eat knowing your eyes are lying to you?
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>>26096950
Not OP, but there is such a thing as fear foods. Anorexia isn't about wanting to just lose weight, but the fear of gaining it as well.

For example, a fear food of mine is Chef Boyardee. This is because it is delicious and I know I'll eat the whole can in one sitting. %00 calories. So many carbs. And if I do this, I will have a panic attack.

It's a twisted way of thinking and we have no control over the anxiety that certain foods give us, even if these foods are normal and delicious to everyone else. I have not touched Chef Boyardee in a year. The last time I decided to have "just a little bite," I cried like a retard.
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when did you realize you were anorexic?

5'2" and also 95 pounds here. this thread kept me on track. 95 at 5'6" is impressive
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>>26097235
I realized when I was crying every time I saw myself in the mirror I was actually sick, and I guess I just kind of realized I have an eating disorder
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>>26097936
do you plan on recovery? what is your goal weight
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this thread just shows even more that being a woman is playing life on easy mode.

>have a debilitating eating disorder
>have a body that looks like absolute shit
>still get a bunch of "baby you're perfect the way you are" betas stroking their dicks to you
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Do you have Skype?
fuck the robot this is a original comment
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Do you cut yourself too?

This was not an original comment, unsurprisingly.
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I have anagf pls help
>is she gonna die
>I have zero inclination to stop her, it's her business
>idk how to genuinely compliment her without her feeling insulted or like I'm literally joking
>if she dies around me will I be in trouble

wat do
pic related
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>>26101165
tell her to leave a note
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