I'm ending it come February. I don't want to but I've ruined many things and don't have the energy to try and fail anymore.
Is anyone planning on killing themselves this year?
I'm seriously considering it, but haven't decided yet. My reasons are similar.
Why are you killing yourself? Could it be something you'll laugh at how stressed you were over in some years? Do you loathe yourself and/or others due to inhibition? Are you apathetic due to ennui?
All im going to say op is keep thinking it over until you get to the day, try and try and find a reason to live. Imagine you did actually have something that was worth sticking around for but you had clouded judgement and didn't realise. Just make sure you really, really know.
I personaly have no plan, but i will end up killing myself at some point im the future, i wouldnt want to hurt my parents which is the main thing stopping me. I also find life too difficult, i dont have what it takes to get through life.
University was depressing me so much that I was seriously considering it but instead I dropped out and am planning to wagecuck for a few months until I've saved enough to live in a tent in the wilderness.
My new years resolution was to kill myself if things get worse by 2017, so we'll see. I recommend other suicidal anons at least delay until a point because things might get better, ya know?