Autism. Extreme social anxiety. Mental illness in general. I enjoy being alone, being social makes me uncomfortable. NEET high school dropout. Lazy with hygiene so I smell like sweaty unwashed girl all the time.
I will die a virgin but I'm okay with it. I've been using my free time to learn things like expanding my cooking skills and programming.
>>26083010 i love this threads. makes me feel good. not like the fucking "femanon feels" fucking normie whores. they all must be raped and tortured -... they are scum. every NON virgin women deserves to be raped tortred raped again, beated, raped again , and then beated. they are scum.
fat, dark-skinned black rather than qt mixed black, bad acne, resting I-wish-I-was-dead face, daria-like monotone, see no point to being in a relationship unless it's with a qt conservative KV manlet that likes hipster music
There is literally no such thing as a female virgin past childhood. This isn't a meme, this isn't a joke, it's reality. Every girl you see on the street? Every girl you see at work? If you're in high school, every girl you see in class? They've had sex. Multiple times.
Every "girl" who claims to be a virgin is lying.
>>26084178 You're horny and lonely and probably watch too much anime.
>>26084285 hey since you brought that up does anybody know if masturbating will get my hymen broken? i dont finger myself or use dildos. i rub the clit and thats it. i dont remember seeing blood.. anyone?
>>26084143 keep in mind that this is ideal so it'll be fairly unrealistic. >male >qt3.14 face >yandere or deredere. just needs to be extremely loyal in general >khv or kv >likes cuddling and will be my pillow >glasses, but not hipster glasses. wireframe are qt >into anime and vidya >nice voice >fluffy messy hair. any colour is fine, but I prefer darker colours >hazel or grey eyes are ideal >any body type aside from obese >I don't really mind height that much but tall is qt >will accept my weird gifts >likes tea and coffee >no piercings except maybe ears >agnostic or athiest >blushes >be literate and not completely retarded >no drugs. neutral to alcohol and smoking >won't be creeped out by my obsessiveness >doesn't look like any type of stereotypically popular guy >moles are qt
>>26084469 I'd probably settle for less. The main requirement is that they need to be yandere or deredere for me. It sounds weird but I like when guys think they're stuck in the friendzone or have a crippling unrequited love but they're still in love anyways.
Social anxiety and having to live with strict parents all of my life. I didn't like having friends over since I lived in a very small house and had no privacy. I don't like socializing with my peers in front of my family. I don't like them seeing what kind of laid back person I am when I'm not around them. When my siblings moved out, my parents would scold me for still be a 20 something year old virgin to the point they considered hiring a male prostitute for me if I didn't get a boyfriend by the time I turned 22.
>>26084565 But that really hurts the guy most of the time. I knew a girl who was probably like you in high school, and that kind of love killed me. Not saying you're terrible or anything, but why are you into that?
I know this is going to piss some robots off, but I consider myself a 'born-again virgin'.
I was raped as a kid (ages 5-8).
No sexual contact since. General reasons are: a) hate myself b) ugly c) can't talk to men d) no friends at all because I don't trust people e) no bf to take the lead sexually since I have no idea what to do
I would probably tell any boy I am interested in that I'm a virgin. Sorry.
>>26084599 I wouldn't let the guy suffer forever obviously, but it's nice knowing that there's unconditional love. It's hard to explain without sounding like a heartless sadist, but it's something that would be kind of a good back story(?) and would only make me like the guy more. It's actually kind of what made me like my hasubando in the first place. He's a vocaloid and sang a version of this song, which I can't find because it's not available in the US anymore. If you want to listen to/watch it, here's another version with english lyrics in the annotations. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=rPAZO7PI7Y0
>>26084725 Yeah. Literally the only place I admit "I was molested as a kid" is anonymously on 4chan. Never told my parents, never told anyone. It's good venting -- even if the replies are 'whore' or trolling or whatever.
>>26084707 Yeah. Any theoretical guy will never find out though. Literally every person in my life, besides the guy who molested me, thinks I'm a virgin. Even my parents. Never had a bf. Never went to a party in high school.
The dude that raped me will always know, and is a still a family friend. He will always know he cucked any theoretical bf. I hope this is your fetish.
>>26084837 Well, i'm sorry for calling your story bait earlier if it's true. You should probably move on outta there and start fresh when you can, meet new people and live somewhere else. It helps a lot
>>26084758 Thanks for the support. Best of luck to you too >>26084767 I'd feel bad about this but it happens more often than you'd think >>26084784 It's pretty much true though. Literally any time I thought someone had a crush on me, I'd go delusional and imagine our married lives together. It always turned out to be wrong though since most of them got another gf. also, this just makes me sound butthurt, but I have to uphold my pride about this. I've never cried about anything other than when I first found my hasubando's song >>26084798 Being fat isn't much of a deal breaker as long as you eventually lose it
>>26083010 >ugly >depression and anxiety >won't leave my room if I don't have to >basically ugly is the reason why Honestly I don't mind anymore I would date myself or touch me also intimacy looks scary
>>26084929 that feel. i like to exercise tho.. but i just HATE being watched or sorrunded by people ... thats why i hate gyms.... im thinking in work a litle and buy a cool exercise machine and get fit in home
I love jogging and cycling, lost all that weight by going to school by a bike but my hometown is crowded as fuck and a literal concrete jungle so I don't enjoy riding when I return home. I'm on a break from school right now and can't wait to return next year to ride again.
Not hopeless but running out of time. Drink only water, stop eating all candy and high-carb shit, eat only 1500-2000 calories a day, and go to the gym at leat 3 times a week for the rest of the year and you will save your own life.
Get off your computer, throw away all the chips and snacks you have in your home, and tell all your fat friends to never call you again--shit habits rub off. Fit friends will make you fit
>>26084922 I've seen a lot of older people lose significant amounts of weight and keep it off before, so I have no idea how true this is. >>26084929 Calories affect more than exercise, unless you're aiming to be muscular. Good luck on losing it though. >>26084934 Nope. >>26084939 Well, I can see why that would be a problem. Maybe you could find an asexual gf? >>26085056 For voice, I think I'm fine with most things except southern accents and lisps. I'd probably get used to it though. As for face, I'm pretty much fine with most traits as long as it doesn't look deformed.
>>26084973 No that's not what I mean. I'd be any guy's gf as long as he wasn't too young/old and we had something in common, regardless of what he looks like. I'll still die alone though despite my dirt low standards
>multiple mental illnesses >been hospitalized for them 5 times >no job >still live with my parents at age 20 >scared to drive a car >social interaction scares the crap out of me >have no irl friends >overweight (not obese but still gross)
im never going to find love and im trying to stop caring about it
I'm just not good at socializing and being the center of anyone's attention makes me extremely nervous. I never really got a chance to learn how to talk to people since I was sheltered most of my life. I've had 'friends' in the sense that I had people hang out with me and talk among themselves while I stood still and quiet. My only near-sexual experience was with my brother. He had phismosis and had to do stretching exercises everyday. I didn't really know what phimosis was, but I just knew that my brother wasn't well so I just wanted to help in any way I can. I would help him stretch his foreskin while he played on his Gameboy. When it got hard, my brother told me that massaging it would help. Never told anyone about it.
>>26085554 >My only near-sexual experience was with my brother. He had phismosis and had to do stretching exercises everyday. I didn't really know what phimosis was, but I just knew that my brother wasn't well so I just wanted to help in any way I can. I would help him stretch his foreskin while he played on his Gameboy. When it got hard, my brother told me that massaging it would help. Never told anyone about it.
>>26085687 >ugly >6'3" >chemistry student >severe depression, anxiety, general autism >virgin >no friends or family >raising 3 kittens (all sisters) >resident shitposter >black belt in 2 martial arts >black >shitty wagecuck job that I almost get fired from every day >monotone voice and generally dead expression >6'3" >seeking my shitposting gf and a mom for my cats
>>26085922 Nope, just lonely as shit. I've paid females just to be in my house for a few hours. Never once touched or talked to them. Worst $5k I ever spent >>26085937 Fish is the worst trip on all of 4chan
I've never had a guy be interested in me and I have really bad social anxiety to the point where it's difficult for me to leave my house. I've never had anyone close with me so I don't really understand how to make connections with people and carry conversation. I spent two years not leaving my house or talking to anyone outside of my family so that made everything worse. And I'm unattractive. The guys on this board seem to unanimously agree that I'm ugly and rude although I don't try to be rude, I just don't understand what's considered rude and what's not. I want to be nice though. There's not really anything I can do because I can't form a connection with someone to the point that I'd be okay with losing my virginity to them.
>>26086092 Lol, keep telling yourself that, whore. You're the same as every other slut that does anal, oral, and hand. >muh vagina You lost your virginity and purity long ago, trollip. >consensual Rape victims aren't virgins either. Most women enjoy their rapes
>>26086159 >projecting and trying to undermine my argument with women-tier rationalization You don't seem to understand, I don't care about the content of this thread. I simply want you to cease existing. I'm not going to get any positive attention for telling you to off yourself, you little fucking retard.
>Mfw retired chad im 22 >Mfw looking for a virgin to marry and spend the rest of my life with tired of drunken party sex >Mfw this thread im calling bullshit on all these "women" claiming to be virgins ive been looking and they are rare >Another post where everyone pretends to be girls on /rautismk/
>Fuck this back to /fit/ you guys almost drive me to start drinking and fucking whores again
>A little advice if you read this far i dont mean to insult you but if your life really is that bad get off this board its a huge circle jerk that perpetuates weeboo life.You wont make changes being here go for a walk or hit the gym.Focus on education and diet if lifting isnt your thing just get OFF THIS BOARD ITS RUINING YOU!!!
>inb4 normie gtfo >i wish i could meet all you virgin girls in real life i would make you so happy
>>26086376 >>A little advice if you read this far i dont mean to insult you but if your life really is that bad get off this board its a huge circle jerk that perpetuates weeboo life.You wont make changes being here go for a walk or hit the gym.Focus on education and diet if lifting isnt your thing just get OFF THIS BOARD ITS RUINING YOU!!! this is good advice
>>26085486 If you're looking for violence, it wasn't that type. I generally call it molestation...
>be 8 >only vague idea of how babby is formed >know it involved baby in stomach and cum >he came inside >think my stomach is getting bigger >end up punching my stomach trying not to be pregnant
>even when I was 13 was period age >he hadn't touched me in around 4 or so years >(it happened so long ago, and I never spoke about it with anyone, so my memory of specifics is vague) >don't know how long cum stays in your body >thought I could still get pregnant
>too scared to let doctor's look at me for anything in case they noticed that I wasn't a virgin anymore >have to get a shot, doctor asks if I'm sexually active >throw up from lying
>be like 8 >watching movies one room away from my dad with the guy who molested me >fucks me and tells me if I'm loud my dad will know >begged him for more, sulked and complained when he tried to leave
>pretty much same thing >except he's playing video games and I'm sucking his cock
>mom tells me my panties must be getting old because there's rips and tears that he fingers and fucks me through
>he's babysitting while my parents are out >tell him I don't want to play today, I want to play video games >bounce me on his cock while I play gameboy >"if you drop it and break it you'll parents will hate you" >makes me say sorry for pretending I didn't want to while he fucks me
>>26083010 >raised by a single mother >she instills morals, isn't strict but teaches me vehemently that sex is very special >grow up pretty innocent >all of my friends were masturbating and having sex in high school and even middle school >didn't start watching porn until I was 19 >couldn't get the hang of masturbation despite trying like four times because I didn't know what I was supposed to actually do >now I'm 20 and very anxious about sex or dating >I'm small/timid and very similar to a nervous chihuahua >dated in high school a bit but was usually dumped quickly for not wanting sex >tell guys that I've dated in college that I was raped and that's why I don't like having sex/don't want to have sex >don't want them to think I'm a huge loser, I don't look like somebody who would be a virgin >they always get frustrated with me and leave after three months or so >I just am waiting for the person who isn't going to get frustrated and leave, somebody I feel comfortable with, because then I will know that they actually love me and that they won't make it a really awkward experience pls just be patient
>>26086656 Sounds a lot like me, except for the masturbating. I like how it feels, but i feel absolutely horrible for doing it, and for thinking about sex at all. I feel like my first time will be awkward, regardless of who i'm with. But i still want them to actually love me
>>26084387 No, that wouldn't break it. But other things possibly stretch it, like doing yoga and riding bikes. The hymen covers different amounts of the vaginal opening, and some just cover a small part.
>>26086691 I am in Canada. GTA. I don't tell people that it's any specific person that raped me, that would be disgusting and terrible. I just tell them and then refuse to elaborate. >>26086704 I don't live in a state, unfortunately. :c
>>26086737 See, I'm the opposite. I'm very very interested in sex, I masturbate very often and think about it all the time. It's the equivalent of somebody who loves bears and knows tons of stuff about bears but would still be terrified if a bear was standing in front of them.
>>26086776 >>26086806 I think that I'd be kind of scared to post my contact info on 4chan.. I have skype, I'm currently at work but if you post a throw away I can add you when I get home tomorrow morning when my wageslave hours are finished.
My parents -- and their friends -- were fairly poor, but 'church every Sunday' religious. Even though they smoked pot at the same time. Good people, overly trusting. I loved having the guy look after me when they were busy, so they had no idea.
The guy joined the army when I hit puberty. Came back a few years later so I still see him from time to time now.
I have vague memories about giving him a hand job and begging him to finger me while he played VS some games (probably playstation, probably Tony Hawk) with my brother on the same bed.
>>26086570 It was the first time I had ever done anything sexual, I loved it from the beginning. He started out fingering and making me beg for it.
And then he pulled out the 'you're filthy, this is a sin so this has to be a secret if you like it' card. I'm honestly thankful it wasn't 'scared for my life' violent rape though.
He was probably... 20-23 when it started.
No, never told anyone. When I was younger I blamed myself, and when I was old enough to realise that it was fucked up, I didn't have any evidence, and my memories and timelines were vague about it. If I had had to go to the police and give details about it, I'd be fucked. Even the ages I remember it happening are vague estimates. I only remember being very young, and it stopping before I hit puberty.
Never had a bf since. Never had sex since.
Yeah, I'm gotten off to it a few times.
>>26086713 Haha. I'm sorry. I'm a filthy degenerate and a broken person. People getting off to it really doesn't bother me.
>don't connect with people >can't make eye contact >bad at small talk >socially reclusive, rather be alone, don't like people >masturbate to cartoons and hentai >following that, I still watch cartoons >red hair >don't do social media and think online dating is gay >never leave battle station >I'm autistic to the point I watched a few episodes of the new fairly odd parents season with chloe from the robot cartoon thread yesterday, and then looked up the fanart shipping of them trying to decide for myself it it'd work as a dynamic >r9k
>>26087191 >always fucked me with my panties on >moved them to the side
>always wore dresses >he'd get mad when wore something that it wasn't easy to fuck in
>winter is cold as balls >liked to play with me whenever I had blankets over me >no matters how close other people were
>he's looking at a car with my father >beg him to come back and play "video games" with me >dad tells me to stop annoying his friend
>sucking his dick >he always just lays back and tells me to go >always nervous I'm doing it wrong >and dick doesn't taste great so I was always reluctant >grab his hands and put them on the back of my head >or on my chest, wanting him to play with my nipples >he had big hands >he never made me swallow >(probably thought I'd spit and get it everywhere)
>can't remember if I was refusing to do something or not >"do you want me to bring your father in here?" >nearly in tears begging him not to while he fucks me
>called him 'sir' like I called my father sometimes
I think we did anal at some point but I honestly don't remember a point that fine...
I only really remember the positions we did. Mostly it was: me on top facing away, me on top facing him, me on my back, me on my knees. He probably spent the first 6 months just fingering me, getting me ready, with dick sucking interludes. I vaguely remember bleeding the first time though. I think he came inside that time too. I remember being a little worried in the shower.
I laugh and get off of it now, but it honestly messed up most of my teens. I didn't trust anyone because I could never be honest with them. Still have a lot of trouble letting anyone in emotionally. I went from a child with someone with sexual interest in me, to having that one person leave me and my body go into gross pimply chubby teen puberty -- so full self hatred was evitable.
PSA: Don't fuck kids, even if they like it at the time. It fucks them up.
>>26086740 Tell guys you were a rape victim and act nervous around sex, and they'll get the idea you have some mental block you'll never get past. That's a deal breaker for any normal relationship that involves kids and family >you probably do have a mental block you'll never get past
please don't lie to people you were a rape victim, it's insulting to actual rape survivors too
>>26088956 They can't accept that I'm just not ready and get personally offended if I don't have a concrete reason. I wasn't asking for your advice, I was simply stating why I'm a virgin. >That's a deal breaker for any normal relationship that involves kids and family. I'm in college, I don't want kids or a family any time soon at all. >you probably do have a mental block you'll never get past Me having a basic moral compass and wanting to have sex with somebody who truly cares about me/my feelings = MENTAL BLOCK, SOMETHING WRONG, ERROR ERROR This generation, I swear to fucking god. >please don't lie to people you were a rape victim, it's insulting to actual rape survivors too Please take your moralfag sjw bullshit back to Tumblr. I'll add as an addendum that "ackshual raype survybors" can eat my sweaty hangover farts before they can tell me what I can and can't do based on their feelings.
>>26089109 How do you talk to trees? What do they usually tell you? Are you aware that you're crazy? Why does that stop you from having sex? I honestly would fuck you if you were pretty even if you were crazy like that.
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