Lol no. I've failed at every thing I've done in my life. Just going through the motions at this point. Been this way for years. Can't kill myself yet because then my mom would probably do it too. Just gonna wait until I'm 30. By then I'll hopefully have all my debt paid off and any hope my family had for me will be gone so I can finally go in peace.
I have a good chance. I've made it to 25 and I haven't killed myself yet, even though the urges have been consistent for the last 12 years. I'm giving myself 5 more years to see if my life improves. I have high hopes that it will.
>>26078439 Not really. The only way I could see myself wanting to continue us if I could study what I wanted(either philosophy or anything that could contribute to anti-aging) but my parents are sick of me and we don't have a lot of money. I also already dropped out of college a year ago when the depression hit hard. How should I go about killing myself? How do you disappear? I don't want anyone to know. Just move out, cut contact, and kill yourself in a way that leaves no body? I'm guessing you gotta sell all your shit? Mr skeltal help pls
>>26078844 Trust, I have gf who I love and it does not fix the fact I'm still a dishwasher doing back breaking labor all week long. I'm happy at some moments, but there is always just some much shit to deal with.
The fact all of you are here, hating yourself for being nogf autists, shows you probably want to change. The problem with most of you fucks isnt autism, it's not getting out of the house. All of you are so focused on the idea of this unfair world of alphas and shit genetics that you're making the world seem scarier than it really is. Because despite what you want to believe, there are plenty of chicks out there who will find you attractive even if your personality isn't superBrah3000.
In the real world most people are flawed awkward neurotic fucks, but they're not sitting in a room all day thinking about it. This is why socializing is good for you - it gets your mind off this stupid self-preoccupation and makes you realize that most people don't even give a shit about the things you're convinced make you repulsive. And that's why you're gonna make it k?
I have a good shot. Live has been cruel, but think I'm a lot better off then some of the sad fucks on here. My pluses and minuses just about break even, but the thing is my pluses are mostly immutable, fixed traits, whereas my minuses are mostly stuff I can work on, like no money, paunch, etc.
Really have to watch out for distractions and use squeeze the most out of your day. Even if you don't leave your room, you can do something productive. The internet's kinda like that. You can fritter away your time on it or use it do to something useful.
I say that's unlikely because most people here have a healthy sense of disappointment in themselves. If they were gonna be NEETs forever and never progress in life, they wouldn't even be ashamed about it, and they wouldn't come on here and be so fixated on it.
And by no means will this be fast for some of you. But 5 years from now, if you give the slightest of shits about yourself, life will look different in surprising ways
No. I'm empty right now. I had my chance with the only girl I've ever really cared about a little over a year ago and I was too afraid to take it. She started dating my friend after she thought I wasn't interested. I just didn't know (and was too afraid to show) how to express it. I didn't want to be wrong.
Tonight I saw her and it was the final nail in the coffin. I need to get away from her. I've never been truly interested in a girl before her and I probably won't be again for a long time.
I feel devoid of anything. In addition to all this I have a shit job, no plan in life, no family and few friends and my health is going down. I'm considering suicide heavily now.
I'm not gonna make it but if I can give one piece of advice it's this: if you think you have a chance anon, fucking go for it. As normie as it sounds fucking do it. Forget the fear of rejection and embarrassment. I used to live by the rule of enduring regret forever rather than experiencing the pain of failure in the moment. That only made me feel like shit for the last year.
I beg of you all that might have opportunities in the future to throw your fear aside and go for it. It's never that easy but just try. It's better than this feeling.
I keep trying. I just wish my parents liked me. It's clear they don't like me. In fact it's been clear from the start that they were either not prepared for kids and regret it or had no idea how to do it at all. I try to avoid them as much as possible and sit in my room working one what I can. Half the time the work isn't even paying work it's just so I have something to do to keep my mind off of it all.
It doesn't help that I see the worst traits of both of them and realize I am an amalgamation of those terrible traits. It's the reason why I refuse to have kids.
>>26079812 I have crippling fears regarding sex, romance, affection and intimacy. A year ago she was obviously flirting with me, sent me very sensual texts and one night laid down not 2 inches from my face when I was at her house.
But the entire time I just deflected her interests and told her she'd find someone someday. Someone that would make her happy and treat her well. She was lonely and came to me and I cucked myself with a nonexistent person because I was too afraid of being wrong and I couldn't fathom the idea of a girl being interested in me like that, let alone one as pretty as her.
Then I introduced her to my friend. Big mistake. Another word of advice robots: don't bring your friend groups together until things are solidified between you and each individual party. I made that mistake several times.
>>26079917 I knew her from college several years ago and then we started working together. For the first few years we hardly spoke but after she broke up with her dumbass previous boyfriend she started flirting with me. I much later found out from her friends/coworkers that she really doesn't like to be alone and is a bit clingy. I could have had that.
Anyway, being the moron I am I didn't really know how to respond so I just tried to shut down the flirting as much as possible and run away from the idea. More than anything I would have loved to be with her but I was (and still am) too afraid to search for affection even if I crave it.
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