>tfw 21 year old Virgin NEET
>Dropped out of Highschool at 15 because thug life
>Said fuck the world and didn't socialise with anybody but family and 2 of my closest friends for 5-6 years
>Taught myself how to 3d model and animate
>Now a professional SFM porn artist who makes a fucking mint while "real men" run on the hamster wheel for peanuts
>Jack off to my own animations and stream anime on the other screen
>soon to be an indie game dev
>prolly gonna get rich cause dis gon b good
>gonna get a houseboat and a traditional azn qt wife when I make it big
get fucked, realmenfuckbois
>mfw I'm attributing my NEEt time to becoming an artist
>Will earn money through being a sandwich artist
We can't all make it, OP.
Yeah, you got a point. It's about creating the opportunities with what you got.
Being an artist is just incredibly risky, it's not a guarantee unless you make it big, and I don't want to end up being a wagecuck trading my time, creativity and any original contribution so they can get rich off my work.
im pretty fucking jealous of anybody who has a talent, i've always been either shit or average at everything i do.
pretty sure i have an inferiority complex as well
your not wrong there. I (along with everyone else) was really worried about my future until the money started comning in. it took me years to get anywhere near an acceptable level. There were many times when I seriously had to reconsider what I was doing. Seems like to me it isn't just hard work that pays off, luck is a factor. Sometimes you just happen to be in the right place at the right time.
The thing Is, I was shit at everything until I got into 3d modeling, couldnt play sports, was shit at talking to girls and socializing, shit at pretty much everything except videogames until I found the 3d stuff)
You'll be alone forever and have nobody in your life that understands you like we do. Everyone will just want to be with you out of monetary success and not fundamental human care and love we have for you anon
>tfw 22 year old NEET KHV
>Drop out of highschool because im so smurt
>Start teaching myself advanced math and programming
>Can't understand fuck all
>Fall into depression
>Contemplate suicide every day
hah! Life is my oyster
Haha, damn son. The guy who created tumblr did all that and still managed to succeed. No excuses NEET. Go back to and get your GED or something, anything.
>A genetically superior male did all that and managed to succeed
It's a miracle!
>don't know how to code
>make a porn website anyway
>make over 200k a year doing nothing
>I have no dreams or aspirations
>this is all there is
> tfw looking to hire a new developer for $10/hour. Put job posting up.
> mfw 200 people apply within a week, most with degrees.
>know how to code
>know things that the average CS code monkey could not even comprehend