My dad beat me for the first time when I was like 9 years old because I did some bad things. I took it really hard emotionally because I loved my dad so for him to beat me like that felt like he hated me. I tried to kill myself after by drowning myself.
I almost succeeded, my dad seemed to find me in time and saved me. I was in a coma for 2 weeks after and when I woke up my dad held me close and cried and scolded me. I cried too.
I don't know if it's the saddest thing but it's the first thing that popped into my head. My parents always made me take band class in school even though I hated it because they said if they didn't make me do stuff I'd no nothing at all. Which is true I guess, but whatever. Anyway my junior year I really wanted to quit band and I asked my dad if I could and he said that if I could make it onto prom court like my older sister did and "prove that people actually like me" I could quit. He knew as well as I did that that would never happen it just hurt a lot to hear my dad say it. Guess it was for the best though cuz my mom got mad at him for being a dick and let me quit.
>>26075171 (OP) I moved away from all my friends and the relationships I accumulated for twelve years. We all promised to stay in touch, but over time the number of emails and posts decreased. My friends moved on, but I became a loner in my new home.
>>26075906 I'm afraid that's what going to happen to me and my friends, on the edge of graduating, everyone is planning shit to do and I'm just sitting here, havent applied to any colleges or done anything to know what I'm going to do in my future. Probably just end up getting a job living paycheck to paycheck in a small apartment
>>26075819 I don't know either, there's just this everpresent deliberating pain regardless of what's happening and it's just really tiring. It's like trying to stay awake, my brain is losing it's grip and it's only a matter of time before I fall asleep. Also I'm poor and my dog hates me
Saddest thing to happen is to lose friends over stupid shit.
I lost my best friend because I kept on bitching about how I was a virgin, and I was so desperate to lose my virginity that I tried busting a move on her when I went to visit her at her college. It's not necessarily the trying to come onto her that ruined the friendship (she assured me it wasn't that--apparently I'm a huge dickhead when I'm drunk), but I feel like it's what caused it.
Anyway, shit was going downhill anyway, and that showed me her priorities vs mine (she cares about everybody's feelings whereas I only care about my friends' as well as my own feelings).
>>26075171 >ex fiancee who i loved had a miscarriage of our child aorund xmas time >she was in china at the time i was in military job training >she broke up with me >she is now in europe living it up i am here with you guys out of the military no idea how to move forward
One was being born WITH cerebral palsy, so I constantly attract the attention of normies who want to get involved with me to either feel good about themselves or feel charitable, or who presume they're quirky to be friends and even consider dating me to press their social status of being pure hearted people.
The other was having my only real friend, my dad, die due to null nutrition when I was 18.
>>26076755 I can recognize Asano's drawings, you are my bro.
Anyway, I fucked a childhood friend because I was having troubles with my gf. She took a day-after pill and that fucking thing almost killed her.
A week or so later she called me and told me she thought she was pregnant, I told her we were too young to bring a kid to this world and that did it for us. She wasn't pregnant and after we confirmed it, she never talked back to me.
tfw my girlfriend and I broke up recently (it's been a year) and for some odd reason all I think is about apologizing some day to my friend.
My father was a musician in Stalingrad. During the German occupation, the sound of his violin filled the air with magnificent music - Korsakov, Stasov - many of the great nationalist composers. To my countrymen, it was a symbol of hope. To the Germans, it was a symbol of defiance. Even now, his music still haunts me. The Nazis slit his throat while he slept.
>>26075171 >live with grandma since 4th grade because mom is single fast forward 18 >grandma fell off her bed and broke 4 ribs >already diagnosed with cancer >dying quick and doing hospice at home >on morphine to reduce pain >drugged up so bad that she just sleeps most of the day and has small windows of responsive moments >making food do her Christmas Day >suddenly breaks down crying saying "I love you" waterfalls.gif She died the day after...
used to be best pals with three younger sisters. abusive and neglective parents etc. i was 14. parents let sisters watch tv all day. sisters no longer care about me spead everyone hour 2 ft away from tv or screaming to watch more tv. never reconnect with them. 25 now. sadder than dad an hero. or mom growing into a hideous sadistic lesbian monster. or being 5'9".
>Know a girl I will call L >She knew a guy I will call A >These two idiots were destined for each other >She was infatuated with the guy, she would talk about him all the time when we hung out >Met him a few times, he's a fucking awesome dude >This guy volunteers at church, gives stuff to the poor, helps everyone and is funny as hell >He's driving a friend home one night >On his way back, head-on collision >Killed instantly >L is devastated, doesn't know what to do with herself, she wanted to marry A >Go to his funeral, find out he also did a shitload of other badass stuff and was basically a fucking superhero in the poorer parts of town >L throws all her anger at me for some reason >Never speaks to me again
She eventually married some other guy, and they're having a kid. She looks happy now, I guess.
>Lived in a ratty-ass town in bumfuck nowhere >My mom has this friend we will call P >P is a military engineer, one of the guys who developed the Sidewinder Missile >Always made my mom laugh through her divorce and ensuing depression >Took her out to dinner and shit to make her feel happy >He suddenly dies >Turns out he had terminal cancer and was hiding it from everyone >He spent his last few months making sure my mom was happy again
>>26078672 The next few are from my last two years in high school.
>Girl in my chem class >Bubbly, happy-go-lucky type >Always trying to get the class pumped for the day(chem was first period so we were all still sleepy) >She'd jump around and get everyone to clap along with a song the teacher would play >She gets killed in a drunk driving incident It's quiet that morning >Someone says "she would want us all to clap and have a great day" >We play her favorite song and clap with tears in our eyes >Never played music in the morning again
First guy I ever fell in love with committed suicide. We talked off and on within 3 years. He was 6 years older and I was really young, said he'd date me when I was completely legal. Said he was coming back from out of state (was in job corps) and things would go back to normal. We'd hang out again, he strongly hinted at a relationship. We talk on the phone one night for a few hours, everything seemed okay.
Four days later, I get a message from his ex roommate saying he'd killed himself. What's really sad is, two weeks later I had a dream that it was all a cruel, sick joke. He came back home, we hung out and had the best day ever. Lots of laughs, crying of happiness. Intimacy and cuddling before falling asleep. and then I woke up in a cold, dark room, and he was still dead.
She abused me for so many years when I just wanted to love her, hopped to another dick as soon as she finally found one, kicked me to the curb and a month later comes to me saying "Oh no anon I'm scared! We fucked and his condom broke and now I'm scared I'm pregnant!" expecting me to console her.
As some context to this, I sent the 5 years dating this cunt as a cucked retard who was told I wasn't good enough for her virginity but she fucked some random guy a month after meeting him.
After that day, I didn't say more than 5 words a day for 6 months. And I felt so depressed all I did was lay around and wish how I could never wake up from my slumber.
Now I just deal with failed relationships, of girls who say they want me, and then decide out of the blue they want nothing to do with me anymore and go fuck some random guy. I guess I'm just a cucklord, no matter how hard I try they always run off to fuck someone else.
I fucking hate my life and plan on killing myself anyways.
>>26079914 >This faggot having a family and turning to booze because she died.
Fuck off this board normie, this is for robots who don't have any family and are complete failures. And don't go off drinking another bottle of normie "make the bad feels go away" drink, it won't bring back your normie dead mom.
>>26079163 >years in a relationship spent waiting for the right moment >girl gives her virginity to a guy she barely knows Yours isn't the only story I've heard with this theme and I don't think I have heard anything else that's made me hate women more.
>My girlfriend at the time told me she didn't love me anymore >Find out my dog has cancer >Dog gets put down the next day >Ex says she's sorry about my doggo >I tell her to go fuck herself >She says she made a mistake >I say her mistake was calling me and ruining my day >She starts crying >Tell her she's a selfish whore >Lurk on /r9k/ looking for a new gf >No fembot gf
>>26080238 My man. The 'le mistake' meme has to end. It's not like you say something like that accidentaly, or cheat accidentaly. Like what the fuck? It's like shooting a guy and than saying 'sorry i made a mistake lol'
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