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I don't feel like I belong anywhere
I will admit there are a few people who bother making small talk with me but I just feel like I'm not truly apart of that community or any for that matter
The surgeon cuts out a chunk of infected flesh 4-6 inches deep to my tailbone and sends me home with OxyContin and an open wound stuffed/covered with gauze that my mom has to change 2-3 times a day. Stuffing a wide open, 6 in deep hole with gauze every day for 4 weeks sounds painful and I'm a nervous wreck.
Full recovery is 8-10 months.
>you will never experience this and will die alone
>manage to convince a girl to come out with me
>total babe, one of the most beautiful women i've ever seen
>fuck everything up because i'm legit autistic around women
>starts ignoring me afterwards
idk what i expected. i wish more than anything she felt something for me but my life is a cruel joke. end my suffering...
This is mine; posted it in a couple of threads before.
i know that feel anon
i can fit in in some groups i find tolerable
but i never truly belong there
its a wierd feel knowing that you dont belong there even if you sit all together and talk
it's like being alone wherever i go and whatever i try to do
i used to think i just should "bee myself" and will find right ppl eventually
but that was not the case
i can't even be myself because i dont know myself anymore
i feel like an empty shell
nothing makes sense anymore
>tfw missing papers the would grant me dual citizenship so I can leave the country like all my online friends
>just had my tooth extracted
>dentist couldnt get it out
>he kept going "this is insane"
>huge amount of infection in my tooth/jaw so bad it started to eat my tooth away at the root
>infected pus was holding onto it like a boot stuck in mud
>"expect nerve damage"
at least it's out but he had to get medieval on it