Who else gets terrible anxiety from weed?
Like I feel I'm going to die, every task gets complicated as fuck, feel sleepy and dreamy, but too afraid to sleep because I feel like I'm never getting up.
who else smoked way too much their first time?
i believed some peoples advice on the internet and smoked at least 2g in a few minutes, was tripping worse than the time i tried DXM.
weed does nothing for me now, its mostly good for long drives, putting the cruise control on and listening to podcasts.
I get that without weed.
Just today I felt like that because I made a joke in class but everyone took it seriously so I went home and played video games for 5 hours until this feeling of dread eventually passed.
Yep. Panic attack city if I smoke too much. That's why I just take one or two small bong hits and enjoy the small peaceful high. Can't overdo it - I can stretch a dime to be high for 3 days if possible
The issue is weed makes me think.
I don't live like I should and I repress a bunch of shit.
When I smoke I realize that saying this, doing that, playing this, watching this, etc is not doing me any favors. It makes me realize shit I choose to ignore.
Basically sober me is ignorant, high me wants to improve myself in a cynical manner.
It's happened one too many times for me to really consider smoking weed again. I don't feel like myself for weeks afterwards. At first it only happened for a few days and then the last time I smoked it felt like a month or so went by before I felt normal again so fuck that. Not worth it to me
my one friend is against weed because his dumbfuck ex girlfriend made him eat a brownie the first time and he had a bad trip. I keep offering him when I see him (I don't want to pressure him, but he's basically an alcoholic and I think he'd have a much better time with weed, so I always let him know the offer is still on the table), but I don't think he'll come around.
feels mad ban
Never used to but after taking a long break from it now every time i smoke i feel like shit.
im down to smoking like the smallest 1 toke possible to avoid getting anxiety and still get it a bit. shit sucks. i used to be able to blaze a full joint and feel fine. i think if i did that now it would give me a heart attack
Fuck, anon, that's enough dope for me for two weeks. Maybe I'm a lightweight, but you'd have to peel me off the floor if I sat down and smoked two grams, and I've been smoking weed since the 90s.
I used to be able to rip bong after bong
And I would feel fucking great
Weed just makes me feel like shit now
>can't think about anything else other than what a massive loser I am for the next few hours
>2 days ago
>driving in the mountains smoking weed listening to music with the top down
>pull over cause a baby goat escaped from someones property and is running near the road
>im scared he will be hit by a car so i help him get back over the fence
>a large goat (probably his mother) is waiting for him and they run off together
>cry for the next 2 hours thinking about the baby goat hoping he will live a long life with lots of good times
emotional break downs is part of what i am paying for.