today i swallowed throughout the day:
>one xannie XR
>one full nurofen for back strain
>half a xannie and half nurofen before bed to sleep tight
what about you?
Nucynta ER 100mg
3x Klonopin 1mg
2x hydrocodone 10/325s
Adderall 15 mg
gabapentin 300 mg
>Later for bed
Lunesta 3 mg
however many etizolam I feel like, usually 10 mg
Feels pretty good, but it sucks knowing I'm permanently chained to being able to access these meds.
I can't even take 30+ day trips outside the country because it's impossible to fill some of these at foreign pharmacies. Also no one will script the pain killers more than a month at a time.
Yeah off meds I feel like I'm literally retarded, don't remember shit, restless and nervous.
Used to be scripted an SSRI for a year but it didn't do anything for my anxiety, bad reaction from an SSRI switch that lead to cold turkey off of ssri kind of awkwardly landed me these scripts.
I'm alright for the most part now though, it was for the better.
god damn buddy.. can the human body process that many medication.
can't you find some more efficient that cover other ones to cut back some?
or like ... 3mg benzos in the morning, is it really that bad? i would pass out from that or act like a drunkard and not be able to go out to talk to people..
painkiller? talk him slowly to let you know why he takes them. find the underlined issue
they do work actually and i lead a much more fulfilling life because of them at high stress periods like nowadays.
better live with pills and enjoy the outdoors and people than stay at home without pills tbhfammo
I dunno, you just kinda feel relaxed and at peace
It's what weed use to do for me, but it gives me panic attacks now so I'll do those like once a week. I know if I do anymore I'll be hooked.